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i am once again asking for donations 🙏

i have an amazon wishlist set up for real this time and $14 left in my paypal

these will all ship directly to me and they're all basic hygiene products i can't really afford or even leave the house to get at the moment so any of them would be helpful pls help thank u

#amazon #amazon wishlist #amazon donations #amazon list #donations

dogpuppy

porcelainapparition

New Orleans, Louisiana

rosieandthemoon

owl cigarette box, 1915

enchantedbook

'Haunted Mansion' by Ken Anderson

fragrantblossoms

Hendrik Doijer. Kreek (vreemd cliché) - Creek (strange cliché), 1903 - 1910.

dame-de-pique

Yáñez Fot. - Ocean Shore, Acapulco, Mexico, n.d.

fragrantblossoms

Hendrik Doijer. Oerwoud (Jungle), 1903 - 1910.

adicttive

honeysoftie

plighthouse

It's like i say the words i'm supposed to say and think that counts as having feelings but it's never connected to anything under the surface because i have no idea what if anything i'm supposed to be connecting them to and usually there just isn't a single thing for it to connect to whatsoever

I feel need, and yearning, and wants, and physical survival necessities like eating and keeping my system in check, but anything regarding other people is a void i can't fill in

I know how to treat myself, and be here for me, and love me, and how to pretend like i do for others but it just seems easy for the right people to tell that there's nothing behind it and that i'm just faking it by going through the motions i've seen others doing and expecting that to be enough

But obviously it isn't and i have no idea what version of me to present to them because there isn't a version of me to present to them in the first place the way they want there to be