It is okay to buy kid/baby for child alters or even yourself. I know it may feel weird- especially if you have an adult body- but you and your littles deserve it. Play, have fun, imagine! People are a lot more supportive than you think!
However if you feel that it's unsafe to do so please don't put yourself at risk. There are discrete methods of coping with this and while I promise one day you'll be able to live freely, right now your saftey is what matters most.




















