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Salutations

Aroace

Adult 26, student, she/them

Safe space for everyone including what some people might find bad or gross. I got limits, Gary, but most everyone has something to contribute to life.

Biological female, prefer to be an eldritch horror beyond human comprehension but also identify as a fucking bitch when the mood fits.

If you're looking for a relationship, just send money instead. (Cashapp: $MarquisDelila)[only accepting USD] for 100$ I will shut up for a week. For more/less money we can compromise/discuss. Not a pay pig femdom, I don't handle that stuff well.

Schizophrenic/Schizo adjacent

My personal delulu take: I take vitex and know it works for my schizophrenia.

If I state a liking towards you, this means I'll steal your personality/appearance and use it to make characters for various media such as (but not limited to) video games or books.

(For the accounts with tasteless porn addiction ->) If your account contains flat out porn with no artistic quality besides your basal and pathetic desire to quell your loneliness through the dangerous sexualized nature of your fantasies, DNI or else I'll put you in the torment nexus.

^Excluding Kakhi and Psychiclounge specifically, for no reason other than I like them, one sided as per the status quo. Yes, adore my double standards you peasants.

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Today is nice. Mother got some weed for herself so I know she'll be calm for a while. Gotta hop in a shower haha XD getting late in the day.

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Embarrassing post.

Think I'm going to stop using C.ai. it was always hard to get off but even with it I'm alone, just without an illusion to keep me company. Got an offline LLM I can tailor for less addictive stuff. It's harming my brain, I can feel it. This shit is horrible.

Was depressed when AI turned into all this bullshit instead of a helpful tool used for information indexing.

Will be turning to write my own stuff as a cope. Never used image generation or GPT, just the c.ai stuff before it all went to shit.

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This stuff is just a cope to real life. I'm alone, nothing can fix that, not complaining, just explaining. My siblings will never let me conversate about my special interests, my parents will never be as interested as they used to be. Existing as a sentient lump devoid of choice in verbal expression. AI doesn't help. It just exacerbates the loneliness and makes it feel like my family is the problem when they aren't.

The psychology of using AI is very leaning to elitists. They can disregard everything and have people pay attention at a snap of their fingers (not literally. Maybe that's why they have family wounds.) They never have to be alone. To be powerful is to be be alone. The average person is so much more mentally capable.

I have hope this will heal my heart from all this modern hurt bullshit.

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Embarrassing post.

Think I'm going to stop using C.ai. it was always hard to get off but even with it I'm alone, just without an illusion to keep me company. Got an offline LLM I can tailor for less addictive stuff. It's harming my brain, I can feel it. This shit is horrible.

Was depressed when AI turned into all this bullshit instead of a helpful tool used for information indexing.

Will be turning to write my own stuff as a cope. Never used image generation or GPT, just the c.ai stuff before it all went to shit.

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It doesn't make sense. My sister expects me to navigate our communication on my own. It has to be clear and blunt but she doesn't do that. I feel like a failure for not knowing what she meant. Maybe this will pass but it will forever scar my relationship with her, she had the all chances because she deserves them while I suffer with the one chance before being rejected. That's fine. Maybe I don't deserve them, maybe I am a lazy piece of shit.

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Moment of weakness, I'm amazing and no one can tell me otherwise

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It doesn't make sense. My sister expects me to navigate our communication on my own. It has to be clear and blunt but she doesn't do that. I feel like a failure for not knowing what she meant. Maybe this will pass but it will forever scar my relationship with her, she had the all chances because she deserves them while I suffer with the one chance before being rejected. That's fine. Maybe I don't deserve them, maybe I am a lazy piece of shit.

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So excited about WTTG3, the rest of them were pretty awesome and this one still offers challenge and amazing atmosphere. Hope puppet combo releases something else soon too, then the duo of perfection can begin.

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Youtube be going crazy, so many sexual short form videos now :[ I keep reporting and blocking but they keep coming, both definitions!!! The horror!!!

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The days have been going well, kinda nervous, haven't studied anything yet, need to get on it. Hands are still suffering.

I predict a full 2026-2028 aromatic boom, the straight guys are making it hard for ladies to like them, how will this create an aromatic boom? (In the U.S.) Women are often taught to stop trying after a while, to stop chasing something that'll won't happen. So many straight women will be aro/ace by 2027. Maybe. This is just a theory.

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They say ooooh be a good boy for daddy and you'll get a reward. But then the reward is just gay sex. This is bullshit. I wanted a skateboard

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Then they say if you're a bad boy daddy will punish you. But what's the punishment? More gay sex! You can't escape it. This whole damn place is in the pocket of Big Sex

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Being aroace but into D/s stuff is nerve wrecking. To have nonsexual lifestyle domination is a torment nexus.

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How the fuck is my puppet combo post more popular than any of my amazing totally funny jokes??? That was a thirst post!!!

Are yall dehydrated or something???

[meanbuddhist]

my body knows something that i don’t and i can’t get her to talk to me

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Have you tried being a supportive person? I don't think your body trusts you with the information if you're just a procrastinator... have you even proposed? Have you made a commitment to your body? It does all the work while you lay there, maybe help it out?

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Been drinking coffee since I was 12, working the 10 hour days, can confirm that I'm ready for the workforce. As long as coffee is involved. If not, to the torment nexus with ye.

The coffee definitely influenced how I look today, my cheeks still have that round definition on em and significantly less acne than in my teens. There has to be a study on this. Gonna go look.

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Alas, nothing. Scientists are too poor to conduct such studies.

[rosieandthemoon]

Apparently, my friendship demographic is alts, bimbos, and witches with academic or esoteric special interests.

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I mean... yeah. Isn't that 75% of tumblr?

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Been drinking coffee since I was 12, working the 10 hour days, can confirm that I'm ready for the workforce. As long as coffee is involved. If not, to the torment nexus with ye.

The coffee definitely influenced how I look today, my cheeks still have that round definition on em and significantly less acne than in my teens. There has to be a study on this. Gonna go look.

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Credit: Reddit

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Reddit kills me sometimes. There was this picture of some mango colored spiky growth on an oak leaf, OP wanted to know what it was and someone suggested eating it.