sounds like penance.

you were never a victim so own what you did, son - admit what you are. ( indie oc. )

[firstfourknuckles]

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[firstfourknuckles]

aseaofquotes:

G.A. Aiken, What a Dragon Should Know.

[firstfourknuckles]

tasteofsurvival:

      “… — and this is the part where ya tell me in explicit detail what the fuck’s goin’ on with ya ‘fore I take that fag and shove it so far up your arse that you’ll be tastin’ ashes for a month. Did somethin’ happen with your brothers?”

      "... they know, Daph. They know it was you. And on top of that, Viktor finally figured out I've been bullshitting for two months. Which means we have to disappear. Now. So pack up, tell Sylvan or don't, and let's fucking go before I have to put a bullet in my brother's head -- or, hey, die trying. Потому что он не получает в любом месте рядом с вами."

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[firstfourknuckles]

tasteofsurvival:

      “… so sorry. Should’a told the little bastard to sit in the waitin’ room ‘til it was convenient for us.”

      "I didn't fucking mean it like that. I meant it like the shit's about to hit the fucking fan and no part of any of this is convenient, but now there's one more thing to worry about."

[firstfourknuckles]

tasteofsurvival:

      “No, ní a dhéanaimid. Leave it, will ya — ?”

      "... for now. Like I said, the timing is fucked."

[firstfourknuckles]

tasteofsurvival:

      “In my condition … ? Fuck you, Adrian. I don’t have a fuckin’ preference.”

      "Fine. And you're full of shit, by the way. Существует много чтобы выяснить."

[firstfourknuckles]

tasteofsurvival:

      “There’s nothin’ t’figure out. I’m takin’ care of it. Just thought ya might be pleased t’know beforehand ‘cause — y’know those lasses that get pregnant ‘n get rid of it ‘cause they thought daddy-o wouldn’t’a wanted it, turns out the dad would’a been doin’ kegstands with his mates t’celebrate ‘n tellin’ the whole town ‘we’re havin’ a baby!’ if he knew but now he’s just cheesed off at the bitch for keepin’ her mouth shut. Where’re we goin’ … ?”

      "Should you be getting this worked up, in your condition ... ? Doesn't matter where we go, as long as it's nowhere fucking close to here. Unless you've got a preference." 

[firstfourknuckles]

tasteofsurvival:

      “I picked up a test when I went to see Sylvan. Dumped it at the service station when I was through.”

      "-- hey. Посмотри на меня. The timing is fucked, that's all. We really do have to go, but все будет в порядке, да? Мы с этим разберемся, я обещаю."

[firstfourknuckles]

tasteofsurvival:

      “… am I sure — ? Adrian, you aren’t that thick. What’s been missin’ lately, eh?”

      "Alright, but we -- I mean, we do a lot of drugs. Isn't that like a side-effect -- ?"

[firstfourknuckles]

tasteofsurvival:

      “Aye, that’s exactly what I’m fuckin’ doin’, ya knob. I’m fuckin’ with ya.”

       Now seems like a better time than any to grab that suitecase out from beneath the bed.

      "-- fuck. That's not wh -- ... are you sure?" 

[firstfourknuckles]

tasteofsurvival:

      “It’s Father’s Day in America. Happy Father’s Day. “

      "... -- ты чертовски со мной."

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tasteofsurvival:

      “Thought we quit hidin’ shite from each other when I started wakin’ up t’ye every mornin’.”

      "Не делай этого. Just say what you were gonna say." 

[firstfourknuckles]

tasteofsurvival:

      “… — it isn’t somethin’ I can tell ya while I’m throwin’ clothes in a fuckin’ bag. What’s happened t’ye?”

      "... nothing. Nothing happened." Yet. "Tell me, and then we'll go." 

[firstfourknuckles]

tasteofsurvival:

      “Mhn — oi, I had somethin’ to tell ya, asshole. Quit stealin’ my limelight.”

      "Can you tell me while you pack your shit -- ? Because I think we need to go."

[firstfourknuckles]

        ( it's been a few hours. call him paranoid. )