I REFUSE TO SURRENDER MY RAGE

nobody is coming to save you. get up.

[firstmutated]

i wanna feel guilty, i wanna feel that it's wrong. independent teen wolf original character turned fandomless penned by mads, 21+, she/her

doc. ▌lore. ▌ezra. ▌brother.

[firstmutated]

“i should have been here. this would not have come to pass.”

talia doesn't hesitate to shut down that line of thinking. "but you weren't, and it did." she doesn't have the time or the patience to deal with his bleeding heart today. their mom vanessa has already been looking at her with grief ever since this happened. none of it helps her. this is her new normal now. talia is already accepting this new reality. they need to get on board or get out of her way. he can feel guilty on his own time. the self-pity won't help her, and it sure as hell won't bring back her missing humanity.

she feels numb to his pain. she's capable of feeling, but she's been experiencing a mental block ever since this happened. one that's removed whenever ezra is around her. whatever bond they have brings forth every muted emotion she's felt since the last time they were in the same room as each other. it all comes out as hatred in the end.