Reasons I’m not binging ✨❤️
💕 to walk against the wind and not be scared of it outlining my tiny waist
💕 to go to school in a tight fitting uniform smelling good with my nails, hair and makeup done. I will turn others heads. My skin will glow, wearing only mascara, moisturiser and lip balm.
💕 to not change my outfit 15 times before giving up and wearing an oversized shirt and shorts.
💕 To have a thinner face. Accentuated cheek bones, sharp jawline and not having chubby cheeks that bunch when I smile.
💕 Wearing tiny singlets without showing my armpit fat clumping underneath the straps. It looks disgusting.
💕 Having a beautiful side profile - I see myself in photos and feel like vomiting. My terrible posture worsens my already fat body; bulging stomach, legs, arms and loose skin hugging my chin.
💕 To come out. I don’t want to come out as bi until I’m thin and beautiful, and girls won’t be uncomfortable around me because I’m not ugly and fat.
💕 To walk around the mall in sneakers, denim shorts and a black crop top showing my thin body and girls and boys admiring me.
💕 Not feeling invisible at school. Boys crushing on me. Hot boys. Girls crushing on me. Teachers being surprised when I get straight As while looking so beautiful and thin.
💕 Acting sexually to people attracted to me. Flirting, messing around, making out, etc. could never at my size right now.
💕 getting Instagram and posting beautiful photos of myself and friends in tiny tops and shorts.
💕 being friends with boys. Boys don’t want to be friends with girls unless they are a little attracted to them.