꧁ღ Wednesday, 29th of Jan 2025 ღ ꧂
Woke Up earlier than usual, didn't have to eat Breakfast tho cause my GF went Out to Go to her parents place. I didn't Go with since mentally feel pretty shitty and need Some time alone.
After she left I cleaned the Apartment, fed the Rats and yoinked one of her Shirts before leaving to Go Home. Almost face planted down the stairs cause I am dizzy as usual lol-
My stomach Hurt so much while my travel Back Home, didnt make it better that someones in the Bus carried food :')
When I Made It to the train Station I felt too sick to Not get a little Something, so I got a... "Böreck Stange" idfk how its called in english lol, its basically dough Stick, this one Had spinach inside.
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Spinach böreck - 252 calories
Cherry Coke Zero - 2 calories
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I only ate half of the spinach Thing, Just wanted my stomach to Shut the fuck up and Stop Feeling sick.
Btw don't shank me If I say this, but Vanilla coke Zero is 100x better than Cherry, can't Change my mind :)
During the whole train ride I Just watched Videos or listened to music so nothing Interesting really, tho I have to ask, Am I the only one who Likes to watch These Clips of amberlynn reid?... Yes?... Okay...
In the second train I was in, was this Dude across from me Just fucking man spreading... Literally WHY CAN'T YOU SIT NORMALLY? Made the train ride kinda uncomfortable but I Managed lol.
When I came Home I played elden Ring with one of my Brothers before heading to the grocery Store with one of my other Brothers. Money Limited so Had to make the best of it.
Was Just Happy to get some more steps in honestly.
I don't walk a whole Lot when I am Home so need to Take every Chance I can to Go out even If I dont want to.
When I got home I ate the other half of my Spinach Böreck and just sat don't to watch videos, originally I wanted to draw but decided to play Minecraft instead.
I had a few pieces of candy again, I knew I should have given them to my brothers..
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I wanted to give them to my Brothers, but I also know my gf tried to make me happy with them so I cant just throw them away or give them away...
A little later my Brother wanted me to Cook Dinner, i Live pescetarian but they don't, so Had to make Chicken noodle salad. Forgot to Take a Pic and i have No idea about the calories seeing as it was marinaded Chicken breast fresh from the butcher. So heres my Guessing Game once again. Oh, followed by another round of noodles cause i am a fat a$$
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Chicken breast - 200 calories(?)
Noodles - 300 calories(?)
Mixed Salad - 80 calories
2nd noodles - 300 calories(?)
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Followed by the Most intense stomach pain I have ever felt. Jesus fkin Christ it Hurt Like Shit. Luckely went away after a good few Minutes tho.
I Just layed in Bed waiting for It to dissapear while I watched tiktoks
Since tomorrow is my Weigh in I did some sit ups and squads to make Up for the binge today... God I actually feel so fucking disgusting Like why did I eat more? i wasn't even hungry... I Just wanna purge it all but I am too scared of throwing up...
I didnt Walk a whole Lot today either so it Just makes it worse...
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I need to fucking Log in If I wanna Look Like this T^T
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