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2020 playlist

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I appreciate you more than words and i’m a big fan of words.

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saturn looks sad

and hey what’s up

it’s rainy tuesday evening, I do nothing also sad for nothing. I can’t think a word to write. But I had things that keeps bothering my mind. Wish I can tell easily. l want to be productive as much as i want but it turns out unproductive day, lazy eating me. I am so skinny and that make me so sad. i dont even want to leave the house nor seeing people. i don’t even know who i am yet and that’s putting me much layer of being sad. i wasn’t good for anyone and also for myself. but i’m trying.

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telling me these:

Hi! How are you? How’s your day goin? You doing fine? Hope you do now! I know you’ve been struggling these past few months doing olr’s, written works, performance tasks and other stuffs. I can feel the stress and tiredness over your body. Morning won’t get you up in bed, you’re body won’t obeyed what’s in head. knowing that you want to get up and spread smile and love, got you so motivate and thankful for each person that’s keeps telling you, your own worth. Through all these days and to all people that you’ve met, I know you’re trying so hard to show that you’re good enough that you can cope up with them. But who knows that your going through a lot everyday.

You envy them for having leisure day. And you? You keep procrastinating these day. You always go with your friends when you’re about to cry because you can’t refrain the messy mind, you think and think and think until it got you sick. I hope your body will always be strong like how you face problems and people. I know you like to be alone but please try to get out in that box to understand the real world that you need to explore the bright and dark side of it. Stop being a cat that always eating, sleeping and hiding please be a bird who always let themselves to be free in the wildest world.

2018

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back

bringing back this account, 2018 been rough to me where can’t think more or less. It turns me out differently, I stop writing when everything is falling but now i think i am ready to bury what’s in the past and keep moving forward.

I am now ready to share some of my words. So far i wanted this to be private but why not?, i am willingly glad to share some of my words.

hey, I just deleted all my 2017 post and pictures for some personal opinions.

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friend’s don’t lie. 🥑