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“The flowers were so beautiful, so delicate and unthreatening, but they choked everything around them.”
— Scott Westerfeld
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opera or ballet? theatre or pantomime? powdered wigs or natural hair? formal gardens or natural landscapes? baroque or gothic architecture? london or paris? classical or rococo interiors? fiction or non-fiction? balls or dinner parties?
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velvetsinners· .
❛ uh … ❜
scrambling to remember , brows drawing together . no faces come to mind . nobody approached him . a rummage through his backpack brings out a battered planner , in which he pours over for scribbles . a working mom , no dinner , friends fleeing for warmer states . leaning back in his chair , he begins to suspect , squinting accordingly while he crafts a CAREFUL response . ❛ nothing concrete . i was invited to a few things , but it’s all the same shit . ❜ a soft smirk settles into place , a struggle is lost and he falls prey to her aura . each detail of her face and the WEIGHT of her gaze has his stomach sinking .
❛ what about you ? ❜
❛ getting away from these heathens is the highlight . ❜
the hoots and hollers of unruly children accompany urgent footfall beyond her classroom walls . she does not hesitate to kick up the door stopper , chaos becoming all but dull noise . it fails to occur to her , whether or not she’s been ALONE with this one before . . . before crude thoughts had been born , perhaps . otherwise she would know . unrefined as he is , atlas has sparked the perilous interest of a woman too profound for his young self to handle . oh , but how she wishes he would try .
❛ i have TENTATIVE plans , nothing concrete . . . ❜
svelte frame floats to her desk . she perches upon it , surveying the boy . he’s a soft , gentle thing . those long , dark waves of hair look so palpable , but she must settle for playing with his HEARTSTRINGS for now . lilith wets her lips . burgundy pigment glints .
❛ vacations are better spent with others and i’ll be spending mine alone , so it's got little value . ❜
velvetsinners· .
planted in assigned seat, head resting on the ancient backpack his arms encircle , atlas is too busy following the movement of her mouth to hear the bell . it’s SHRILL cry is rarely met with the frantic obligation to rush out , given his last class is considerably his favorite . empty art room , another empty space awaiting him at home . sitting up in grandeur , arms stretch beyond his head . the privacy encourages him .
❛ just one ? ❜ yawn hidden behind a dark sleeve . ❛ better choose carefully . ❜ nothing lures him from his seat yet . he glances at peers racing by the window in utter desperation and then back at ms pad’s figure in her dress . ❛ i guess i could handle a few more , though. ❜ the day’s energy has been solemn . he opts for calm disobedience over his normal self-destructive insubordination .
❛ with your attention span , i don’t think you can handle much . ❜
her eyes cannot roll harder than they do with this boy . teenagers are troublesome , but this one is a breed of his own . there’s no chaotic intention in his words , slathered with sarcasm and a taste of rebellion . lilith has certainly endured worse , but don’t believe he isn’t a THORN in her side . fortunately , she has ample experience in plucking them . tongue swipes her front teeth behind pursed lips . she doesn’t have any more clever remarks in her arsenal . is she anxious ? atlas is not a particularly sharp thorn , but he has dug himself in deep .
❛ are you going out of town for break ? partying with friends at home ? ❜
she’s taking a RELAXED approach .
souveniirs.
the wandering hand distracts the blonde more than she’d like to admit. flushed skin burning from alcohol and delicate grazing. it’s nearly enough to set her over the edge of her seat. when slender fingers rest on her thigh, her own reaches to grab rose’s. rosy lips roll over one another, shifting hips on the bar stool. she wants the other woman to keep going, to close the distance —— body itching for a release. but, sitting at the bar wasn’t exactly the best place to be. especially if they didn’t want to get thrown out. ❛ why are we still sitting here ? ❜
she isn’t concerned with the gazes which cling to them . the public display of affection is surely appreciated by the male bartender and patrons ---- the two are more than welcome to continue their fun . . . but please , keep it legal . their proximity is close enough that she can smell the perfume on her soon - to - be lover’s skin . aromatic . ENTICING . her touch makes lily quiver . fellas , take note .
❛ —– i’m a tease , what can i say ? ❜ she hums . ❛ i need a name from you too . . . or your favorite endearment . i’m not demanding on formalities . it’s just sex . ❜
CHARACTER STATS FRAMEWORK . please repost , don’t reblog !
stats.
full name : lilith odette pad .
nickname(s) : lily , lil .
age : sixty in present day , forty - six in her main verse .
birthday : december 12 , 1970 .
species : human .
nationality : american / french .
gender : cis female .
preferred pronoun(s) : she / her .
romantic orientation : bi - romantic .
sexual orientation : bisexual .
religion : nonpracticing catholic .
occupation : art lecturer / retiree in present day , fine arts teacher in her main verse .
relationships
parents : robert pad , father ---- esther pad , née noel , mother ---- father deceased .
siblings: jonathan pad , brother ---- genevieve pad , sister .
significant other(s) : henry stadford , husband ---- deceased .
children : n / a .
physical traits
eye color : steel blue .
hair color : light golden blonde .
height : five feet and ten inches .
body build : ectomorph , fit but not athletic .
notable physical traits : sylphlike figure , beauty mark near left cheekbone .
phobias and diseases
phobia(s) : needles , medical environments , abandonment , falling in love .
mental disorder(s) : borderline personality disorder , reactive attachment disorder .
when and how was this diagnosed ? the former was diagnosed at age nineteen by a therapist , the latter at age five by a psychologist .
physical disease(s) : no chronic diseases ---- history includes pelvic inflammatory disease , std(s) which have lead to chronic pelvic pain and infertility .
when was this diagnosed and / or how did it happen ? both were diagnosed at age thirty and caused by her late husband .
personality
usual mood / expression : confident , collected .
moral alignment : chaotic neutral .
jung : entp .
four temperaments : sanguine .
hogwarts house : slytherin .
top five tropes : lady in red , hot teacher , proud beauty , sympathetic murderer , the diva .
five prominent traits : cultured , seductive , damaged , outspoken , defiant .
misc
skills : painting with watercolors and acrylic paint , adept knowledge of medicine , keen persuasive abilities , using beauty to her benefit , debating , firing weapons .
hobbies : creating art and breaking hearts .
element : wind .
animal : red fox .
plant : water lilies .
stats
compassion : 7 / 10 .
empathy : 9 / 10 .
creativity : 10 / 10 .
mental flexibility : 6 / 10 .
passion / motivation : 9 / 10 .
education : 10 / 10 .
stamina : 8 / 10 .
physical strength : 5 / 10 .
battle skill : 6 / 10 .
initiative : 9 / 10 .
restraint : 8 / 10 .
agility : 10 / 10 .
strategy : 9 / 10 .
teamwork : 5 / 10 .
musical - rhythmic intelligence : 9 / 10 .
visual - spatial intelligence : 7 / 10 .
verbal - linguistic intelligence : 9 / 10 .
logical - mathematical intelligence : 5 / 10 .
bodily - kinesthetic intelligence : 6 / 10 .
interpersonal intelligence : 9 / 10 .
intrapersonal intelligence : 6 / 10 .
existential intelligence : 7 / 10 .
naturalistic intelligence : 4 / 10 .
Diane Lockhart in The Good Fight : Season 2
CHARACTER STATS
WEALTH
$ financial. // wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty / verse dependent ✚ medical. // fit / moderate / unfit / sickly / disadvantaged / disabled / not applicable ✪ class. // upper / middle - working / poor / unsure / discriminated / not applicable / former upper class ✔ education. // qualified / unqualified / studying / other / none ✖ criminal record. // yes , for major crimes / yes , for minor crimes / no / other
FAMILY
◒ children. // has one or more children / has no children / wants children / verse dependent ◑ relationship with family. // close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no sibling(s) / sibling(s) are deceased / has no family / it’s complicated / verse dependent ◔ affiliation. // orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parents / not applicable / it’s complicated
TRAITS + TENDENCIES
♦ extrovert // introvert // in between ♦ disorganized // organized // in between ♦ close-minded // open-minded // in between ♦ calm // anxious // in between ♦ disagreeable // agreeable // in between ♦ cautious // reckless // in between ♦ patient // impatient // in between ♦ outspoken // reserved // in between ♦ leader // follower // in between ♦ empathetic // indifferent // in between ♦ optimistic // pessimistic // in between ♦ traditional // modern // in between ♦ hard - working // lazy // in between ♦ cultured // uncultured // in between ♦ loyal // disloyal // in between ♦ faithful // unfaithful // in between
BELIEFS
★ faith. // monotheist / polytheist / atheist / agnostic / it’s complicated ☆ belief in ghosts or spirits. // yes / no / don’t know / don’t care ✮ belief in an afterlife. // yes / no / don’t know / don’t care ✯ belief in reincarnation. // yes / no / don’t know / don’t care ❃ belief in aliens. // yes / no / don’t know / don’t care ❀ philosophical. // yes / no / sometimes
SEXUALITY & ROMANTIC INCLINATION
⚜ sexuality. // heterosexual / homosexual / bisexual / asexual / pansexual / demisexual / questioning ❥ sex. // sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favorable ♥ romance. // romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favorable ❣ sexually. // adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious / inhibited ⚧ potential sexual partners. // male / female / other / none / all ⚧ potential romantic partners. // male / female / other / none / all
ABILITIES
≡ literacy skills. // excellent / good / moderate / poor / none ✂ technical skills. // excellent / good / moderate / poor / none
HABITS
🍻 drinking alcohol. // never / rarely / sometimes / frequently / to excess 🚬 smoking. // never / rarely / sometimes / frequently / to excess ✿ other narcotics. // never / rarely / sometimes / frequently / to excess 💊 medicinal drugs. // never / rarely / sometimes / frequently / to excess ☻ indulgent in food. // never / rarely / sometimes / frequently / to excess $ splurge spending. // never / rarely / sometimes / frequently / to excess ♣ gambling. // never / rarely / sometimes / frequently / to excess
tagged by : stolen from @rexblut . tagging :
me , using a consistent psd ? it’s less likely than you’d think .
i’m writing lily’s late husband’s death scene and it’s going better than anticipated . was it a peaceful death ? i doubt it . did lily cause it ? you bet your sweet ass , she did .
“You blossom under kindness, don’t you? Like a rose.”
— Sylvain Reynard, Gabriel’s Inferno
CHARACTER FLAWS MEME.
bold flaws your character has / italicise ones they used to have , or have partially . feel free to add more .
absent - minded / abusive / addicted / aimless / alcoholic / aloof / anxious / arrogant / audacious / has bad habits / bigmouthed / bigoted / blunt / bold / callous / childish / cruel / cursed / dependent / dishonest / disloyal / disturbed / dubious / egotistical / envious / erratic / fanatical / fickle / fierce / finicky / flirty / gluttonous / gruff / gullible / hedonistic / humourless / hypocritical / idiotic / ignorant / illiterate / immature / impatient / impious / impish / incompetent / indecisive / indifferent / infamous / intolerant / judgemental / lazy / lewd / liar / lustful / masochistic / meddlesome / meek / megalomanic / naïve / nosey / obsessive / oppressive / overambitious / overemotional / overprotective / overzealous / paranoid / peevish / perfectionist / pessimistic / phobic / rebellious / reckless / remorseless / rigorous / sadistic / sarcastic / skeptic / seducer / selfish / self - martyr / self - righteous / senile / shallow / smart ass / solemn / spineless / spiteful / spoiled / squeamish / stubborn / superstitious / tactless / temperamental / theatrical / timid / tongue - tied / unlucky / unpredictable / untrustworthy / vain / weak - willed / withdrawn
lilith ❛ milf masturbation material ❜ pad .
my kink is when people tell me they were thinking about me
mythology moodboard: pax → roman goddess of peace
it takes grace to remain kind in cruel situations