i know it has been a million years so i'm not gonna feed any empty promises. but had the chance to watch this beautiful movie opening night and it has reopened everything within me. i love this movie so much and i can't believe they managed to make it better than the last.
the bond and deep appreciation and love i feel for some of these characters and the world of avatar is limitless. i'm itching to write but i genuinely cannot promise anything as of right now.
nonetheless i don't know whose feed this will even come across, i hope my old friends and readers and new followers are all living wonderful lives. i miss you all and you come across my mind every now and then.
i know it has been a million years so i'm not gonna feed any empty promises. but had the chance to watch this beautiful movie opening night and it has reopened everything within me. i love this movie so much and i can't believe they managed to make it better than the last.
the bond and deep appreciation and love i feel for some of these characters and the world of avatar is limitless. i'm itching to write but i genuinely cannot promise anything as of right now.
nonetheless i don't know whose feed this will even come across, i hope my old friends and readers and new followers are all living wonderful lives. i miss you all and you come across my mind every now and then.
hii. Did you have a jake sully × daughter!reader fic on your page earlier? Is it deleted?
WHATTTTTT i checked and... none of them are gone... i'm pretty sure.. or am i gaslighting myself...? god i need to fix my masterlist. and i think my links are broken. UGH.
𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 : sully!gn sibling x neteyam/sully family
𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲 : grief is bittersweet and you can only hope your deceased brother can see how far you've all come.
𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 : UHMMM... who would have saw this coming HELP. in my avatar renaissance?!?! based on this gut-wrenching tiktok yup. readers gender is not specified, it just implies you are a sibling of neteyam and the rest of em. i didn't know whether or not to add my old taglist due to how long it's been but enjoy this rusty writing ig...not proofread btw!
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 : talks of the effects of grief / battling it and overcoming it, neteyam RAHH, angst with a little hurt comfort at the end.
𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭 : 600 words
there were things you wished neteyam could have witnessed, while others…not so much.
you're eternally grateful that he wasn't physically here to witness the darkness consume your dear brother, lo'ak. or to see tuk deflate at the mere mention of him, cowering away in the comfort of your home. her boisterous self simmering away in the wake of grief.
he wouldn't have approved of how you were coming to terms with things either. he'd scowl at you, whacking the back of your head - only to get a hiss in return.
you could hear the echoes of his laughter being cloaked around you, it was like he was still here.
he indeed was.
in the pull of the tides, the crystal cerulean waters that engufed at your lungs whenever you remembered him. and the oceans that surrounded you, that too.
the very few trees that were littered around awa'atlu. even the colour green made your heart waver, a pain that you've grown to abhor simmering in the depths of your soul. the forest was all that shimmered in your gaze instead, a younger you and neteyam playing at peace.
peace, what a sought out yet fickle thing. that wasn't something you really believed in anymore. that evaded your beliefs the moment neteyam took his last breath and was handed over to eywa.
you were even angry at her too. eywa this, eywa that. what sort of great mother was she really if she couldn't use her force of life and grant it towards the people who deserve it the most.
neteyam deserved to live. he deserved to bask in their victory. to feel the safety and tranquility of finally getting away from the wrath of the sky people. instead all that's left of him is memories in objects and stupid little things around them.
a sigh escaped you as you watched over your siblings cheer and run around each other from beneath where you hid up in a tree.
this is what i wish you could see, neteyam. that's what you wished to say to him now. yet you hope he does see how far you've all evolved and come, from wherever he is now.
if only he knew how proud you were of him, you didn't say that enough while he was still alive. it is still sheltered in your mind as one of your biggest requests.
a stick suddenly invaded your vision, smacking you right in the forehead as you subsequently lost your footing and fell down from the tree.
"tuk!" you growled at her antics as lo'ak howled in laughter.
"got ya, i knew you were up there!" she only smiled in return, grasping your hand and tugging you along with them.
a sudden gust of wind blew through your hair, making you look up at the tree where you once were. warmth filled you all the way through. a soft smile graced your face as you turned and followed your family.
neteyam's legs swung back and forth as he sat down by the spot you once occupied. a reminiscent action that would occur back when they were dwellers of a certain forest. he could see it now, little versions of his siblings reigning havoc and creating mishaps.
content washes over him, acceptance.
he bites back tears then, bottom lip wobbling as he sees your figures move further away from him. he speaks out then, something that no-one but the souls who also similarly lost their lives would hear if they really wished too.
"i knew they'd be okay! ah, i feel so proud. thank you, eywa…"
𝒇𝒍𝒆𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒃𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 ━━━ 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟑
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(i can't believe i actually wrote something.. outta nowhere too)
a lil life update & important announcement from me - hi! it's been a long time, and i'm not going to give empty promises of coming back or posting some writing. i just celebrated turning twenty one and life has been a whirlwind for me! i went on for my first solo traveling trip to melbourne, australia. been working like crazy and as per usual trying to go to a bunch of concerts.
i've debated just deleting this account and leaving no trace. but i know people find comfort in my stories and i've gotten a lot of asks over time asking about my whereabouts and my songcords series that never came to fruition.
maybe one day when i have more time. maybe towards the end of year holidays i'll churn out a few things. but i've simply at this time, outgrown writing these stories. i won't close the doors on it, because anything can happen!
however i've really just pulled back and been pushing myself to get out more and potentially will be going back to university next year aswell. we'll see where the path of life takes me and if i wind up back here.
again, everything will remain on here. if you're a mutual or we used to talk a bunch and want my instagram or something just comment and i'll dm you it. thank you for all the endless encouragement, love, and support. <3
i'll see you when i see you !!
ps: i'm so grateful to all my wonderful friends here i've made. i hope life treats you nothing but well. thinking of you all :). take care and stay safe! love u lots and lots!!
i want to buy poetry books and highlight the parts that hit me the deepest and doodle the flowers that i feel in my belly while reading through them. i wanna learn more songs on my ukelele and sing them to my audience of one that is my doggo who keeps whacking my knee, probably begging for more treats again instead of this absurd performance. i wanna do many things and i want to be kind and at peace, and worthy of everything beautiful yet to grace me. i want to cry again to my favourite movies and walk my dog around my neighbourhood as my mind enters another reality. i want to love and be loved so devotedly i forget the remnants of my past failures and scars that stain me. i want to be stained, i want to be calloused, i want to be worn. i want to be read, i want to be seen, i want to be the truest and loudest version of me. - j x
Hi guys I am back in business (real and proper now) and will possibly post a WIPS progress tonite???? (just so u all have an idea of what is coming?)
i've had such peepeepoopoo brain fog as of late but i'm hoping this step back from writing altogether will be beneficial !! cos now i have sm ideas festering and writing no longer feels like a chore! soooooo,, stay tuned. really hoping u all have somethin soon hahhaa scratches head.
anyway hi guys.. i miss u all so sorry for dipping in and out - blame work for making me work like.. 8-10 hr shifts for like.. this whole easter week/end. shud be back in business on tues :') or.. monday for ppl with diff timezones <33 much luv and sorry for the inactivity!!
anyway hi guys.. i miss u all so sorry for dipping in and out - blame work for making me work like.. 8-10 hr shifts for like.. this whole easter week/end. shud be back in business on tues :') or.. monday for ppl with diff timezones <33 much luv and sorry for the inactivity!!
