@artrocities-fr @yoxboxx @diamondpuppersĀ @olive-stripe @thefailingthief @triifox @gatorgnash
Hey itās me, the op, your friendly neighborhood Spider-Man Loblolly. Now from this Iām sure youāre all convinced of what a terrible person I am. And if thatās the case, I probably wonāt be able to change your minds, but I would still like to clear up a few things.Ā
I have, lets call it a condition, that sometimes really makes me come off as an asshole with zero social skills. Something Iām really working on, but sometimes stuff like this slips through the cracks. And what tends to happen is Iām too honest about what Iām thinking, without awareness for if its rude or not. And without really even thinking to just not say anything at all. Plus sometimes balking at rules simply because theyāre rules. But after a little I tend to realize my mistake one way or another, and delete the comment. Which is what happened in this situation.Ā
An excuse? Not at all, simply an explanation. I donāt think people have to like the things I like, or like me, and in the end I donāt even join group chats anyways due to my tendency towards oversharing. So none of you need fear running into me.Ā Ā
Honestly you can all think whatever you want about me, I just really hope you donāt think that because people have an interest in horror that you can somehow tell theyāre 100% a terrible person from just that.Ā
My gf introduced me to horror, and sheās the best person Iāve ever known. Thatās the only part about all this that really upsets me is dragging her into this as if sheās some sort of accomplice to something awful. The whole truth about the ping list is I am genuinely clumsy with pings and coding and didnāt want to accidentally ping the wrong people. So she was sweet as usual, and did it for me.Ā
So please donāt let how you view me, affect how you see her. Because sheās amazing, makes awesome art, and is always really helpful to anyone who needs it. Plus sheās funny as hell.Ā
Bottom line is, Iām sorry, and thanks for giving this a read.Ā Ā