flikky

𝟐𝟎 ◍ 𝐇𝐞/𝐡𝐢𝐦 ◍ 𝐏𝐎𝐂 ◍ 𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐱𝐢𝐬𝐭-𝐋𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐭 ◍ 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐢𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐥

[flikky4]

Hello there. How are you? -🐿

I’m fucking shit.

[the-somberlaiin]

everyday i hold myself back from being a mean bitch to men

[flikky4]

Maybe you should try being a bitch to, I don’t know, […] gaslighters, cheaters, manipulators, stalkers, catcallers, molestors, abusers, rapists?

Is your dad shitty? Maybe start there? Punch him in the face, or whatever. Take your misandry out on him, please.

Or are you unintentionally saving your vitriol for the socially anxious, neurodivergent, disenfranchised losers who, oh, […] “don’t have the confidence to stand up for themselves”?

Wow, you’re a fucking hero! You’re actually saving women by telling autistic men online to, uhm, commit suicide.

[flikky4]

The ketamine’s still active. I’m walking home from a friend’s house.

I’m strutting like an actual sperg. I can’t tell if it’s an avulsion in my right hamstring, or a serious case of […] I don’t know.

I saw two people approaching me from afar. Not to mug me, or anything. Just walking to get to the other side of the football field. They had to get by me. Or, I had to get by them. Something like that.

Turns out, it was two teenage girls. Quite young. I think they were trying to steer clear of me. They were practically hugging each other as I walked past them. Am I that scary?

It’s a fucking Thursday.

Whatever.

I don’t know if I want to eat, or drink, or piss, or puke. Probably all of them. Simultaneously.

Unless my dad is sitting in the kitchen already. It’s three in the morning. I don’t want him anywhere near me when I’m […] doing anything, at all.

You know, I was reading an article before leaving the house today.

Or, I don’t know. Who gives a shit?

[flikky4]

I can't tell if my friend has gotten more conceited ever since he lost his virginity, or if I'm just being paranoid.

Writing with him doesn't quite feel the same anymore. I've been weirdly put off by him for the past week.

It just feels as though the power dynamic has shifted entirely. Like, recently, we haven’t been able to banter like we used to. We're no longer in the same phase of psychological development.

Maybe I’ll just succumb to this new position of subordinance. It’s only going to get worse.

[flikky4]

Meg is lucky I mentioned her on @flikky3. Not because my opinion means much to her, or to anyone else for that matter, but because it gave her the brief opportunity to do something other than, uhm, [...] reblog artsy photos of wilted flowers and vintage movies? Get a little variation in, no? Her blog reads like moldy wallpaper these days.

You know at least some of her followers consume my shit on the sly, lol.

[flikky4]

Yes, I will talk shit about you behind your back if you demonstrate transphobic and misandristic beliefs. I don't care. You're a cockroach, and I'm perfectly inclined to treat you like one.

As for telling minors to kill themselves, I still think that's kind of funny. You can hate me for it, but I don't really give a shit. This is the internet. If you can't handle a random loser with zero followers telling you to take your own life, you should log off and stick to YouTube Shorts.

[flikky4]

𝐈'𝐌 𝐉𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐘.

[flikky4]

All of my idols [speak/spoke] French and German.

Marx, Freud, Lenin, Lacan, Žižek, Chomsky [...] before the allegations.

I hardly remember any of the German I learned in high school. It was a stupid fucking subject. I used to loathe the language, and I still do.

I've been to Germany. It sucks. I really don't understand the hype around it.

Still, it's pretty fucking embarrassing for me to sit here and say that the only foreign language I'm fairly articulate in is English.

That's all going to change. I guess.

[flikky4]

I was sort of hoping for someone to notice my absence but, uhm, okay.

I'll simply assume that the vast majority of you took note of my vanishment, but were reluctant to disclose your hysterical concern. Because of [...] peer pressure, and stuff. (𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐓: 𝐎𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐈'𝐦 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭.)

Anyway, Flikky's back.

Enjoy.