Two Sides of the Same Coin

Lavinia Margery | 18 years old | Psychiatric Patient | Dissociative Identity Disorder | Cellist | Ballerina | Avid Reader

[fragmntedx]

flipsidexlavinia·:

“Well, I miss my family,” she offered softly, “But honestly, weather wise, this place isn’t much different. “Oh wow!” Lavinia gasped, “New York? Is it wonderful? I’ve always heard it’s such an amazing place!”

Sadness crossed pale features, twisting at the girl’s words. “I’m s– sorry to hear that. That must be d-difficult,” she murmured, lips pursing. 

A weak smile pulled at the corners of her lips, caught between sympathy & fondness. “It’s very nice. It – It has a bit of everything: the city, the farms, the sea, the m-mountains. I’m very grateful t-to have lived there.”

[flipsidexlavinia]

Lav nodded softly, a sad smile against her features, “somedays are harder than others,” she admitted. “But being here is keeping them safe, so I’m quite thankful for that.”

“That sounds so lovely. What is your favorite part?”

[flipsidexlavinia]

jeanhartfords‌:

Jean still didn’t get how this had gone from her wanting to smack Mia in the face to this, but she was finding it hard to keep the thoughts in her head. As their lips connected, her eyes fluttered closed and Jean could hardly focus on anything but the feeling of the kiss and Mia’s hand. She hadn’t felt even remotely close to anybody in the longest time. She kissed her back a little harder, moving her hand out to touch the other girl.

Feeling Jean return the feeling, Mia was let loose in a whirlwind of lust and want. She moaned quietly against the other’s lips as the kiss deepened. Mia moved her body closer in an attempt to have Jean lie down on the bed, hovering over her and straddling the other girl’s body to kiss her deeper.

[flipsidexlavinia]

lolaspalmer‌:

Lola stared at the other, stunned for a moment. Then she started laughing. “Really? Wow. Throw a tantrum. Yeah, nice one.” She rolled her eyes and shook her head. What a stupid little idiot.

“Tantrum!?” Carrie’s eyes glistened at the challenge. The girl’s shrill laugh making her a little insane. The personality crossed the room quickly, pulling the redhead’s hair hard towards the ground. “Didn’t anyone ever tell you not to mess with fucking crazy people?” she growled, leaning down close to the girl. “I will end you. And it will be beautiful. You’ve made my list, you bitch. Watch your back.” Carrie’s words were seething and dripping with hatred and anger, the blood inside her boiling and an intense need to slit this bitch’s throat. Instead, she let go of the girl’s hair and pushed at her body attempting to get it on the ground. With a shrill giggle, the blonde turned and walked away.

[flipsidexlavinia]

derekthetherapist‌:

“Eh, not this time love. But let me know if you need something I can actually help you with ok?” he asked.

Mia gave a pout, sticking her lower lip out far from her mouth. “Are you sure? I never disappoint,” she flirted. “Well, what kinds of things can you help with?”

[muse-for-the-beanboi-blog]

flipsidexlavinia‌:

Lavinia wiped her eyes again as Charlie disagreed with her, but suddenly his tone seemed to change a little. “Well I…I didn’t mean to upset you,” she offered with a small smile, “It’s just how I feel. You’ve been such a great friend to me. So, yeah, I do think you’re that great,” she said with a smile, tucking her hair behind her ear softly.

“Y-You didn’t upset me, I promise~” He said pulling his face back into the smile he had before. His time here had been crazy, the people he got to meet were amazing, are still all bloody amazing. But still. Having to deal with certain social interactions, having to say something meaningful and good even though he fucking sucked at shit like that. “I’m only this nice to you because your are as nice to me Lav. A good friendship takes two people not one.” Even though you would always have that one person that isn’t as good at keeping a friendship up than the other. Normally that would have been him. The one that had to be called asking if he would like to hang out instead of the one calling. Always having time but never thinking ‘let’s get some coffee with-’ “It’s all a matter of feeling comfortable enough to keep on trying.” He muttered softly. 

[flipsidexlavinia]

“You’re right,” she agreed with a nod, “a good friendship takes two people. But you’re one of those two so you get half the credit,” she smiled softly. She felt better. She still felt a little in the dark about everything, but she did feel better. “Thank you,” she said softly with a bright smile as her drying eyes looked up at Charlie, “for everything.”

[dear--sunshine]

She tried to dodge it, but Carrie gasped out as she felt the connection of Noah’s boney elbow up against her nose. Carrie screeched, more out of frustration then pain and didn’t even pause to see if there was blood. There was contact though - with the way the personality’s eyes watered fiercely and fluidly. In a rush of anger and hatred, Carrie rushes forward with a primitive battle cry, pushing Noah up against the nearest wall. Her fingers grasping along the girl’s throat pressing her hard against the wall. “If you ever even think about going after Lav again,” she growled, listening to the little gasps of desperation from the frail blonde, “I will find you. And I will find this Charlie. And I will pick him apart, piece by piece and let you watch. Do not fuck with me again,” she said pushing Noah into the wall once more before letting her go, watching Noah take her first breaths she’d been able to in minutes.

  At the point of the argument they had gotten, Noah was seeing red. The sound of the girl’s voice was distant and fuzzy, a scream of frustration seething forth from her lips as her purple spine hit the stone wall. Kicking toward the other, Noah released a shocked gasp and a small sputter of gasps, eyebrows cinching in anger. After a few moments of silent dangling and rough insults being thrown her way, her airways reopened and a deep inhale filled her throat once more. Pale knees buckled beneath her but the support of the wall held up. Momentarily, the blonde considered allowing her to walk away. Momentarily. Rather than following through with the best possible option, as soon as the other’s back was turned, a stinging pride swelled up within the narcissist, propelling her to her feet as frail hands wrapped around the tubing of her drip. “Bitch!” The word ripped through her, roughly slipping the curled tube over the other’s head before pulling it taut against her neck.

[flipsidexlavinia]

It caught the girl off guard, the sudden tube tight around her neck. She gasped as she grabbed for it, attempting to pull it away. For a paper thin skeleton, this girl was tougher than she appeared. Carrie took the opportunity to wake her body backwards against the blonde, hoping to trip her up so the girl would let go.

[flipsidexlavinia]

jeanhartfords‌:

Jean hadn’t done anything like this in the longest time. She bit her lip lightly as she felt the other girl at her neck, her eyes fluttering closed just briefly as she felt the little kiss. “It’s… your call.”

MIa let out a giggle once she knew she was in, running her hand over Jean’s thigh. “Well, you know what I’ll say, beautiful,” she hummed, leaning into the brunette and pressing their lips together lightly before adding to the pressure and moving her hand further up Jean’s thigh.

[flipsidexlavinia]

lolaspalmer‌:

Lola got the feeling this little bitch was taking the piss out of her and she didn’t appreciate it one bit. She rolled her eyes at the parting remark. “Yeah, whatever. Go pull the stick out your ass, kid.”

Suddenly, a frustrated scream echoed off the walls and she picked up the nearest desk ornament, chucking it across the office and heard it shatter against the wall. “I’m not a fucking KID, you little ginger toothpick bitch!”

[flipsidexlavinia]

charlieswann‌:

A chuckle left his lips as he heard her weak ass comment. “Love we are all so fucking crazy. But to be honest the whole world is freaking crazy so whatever right? He might be sick, she might be sick. But everyone on this whole little spinning ball of death was fucking crazy. Each and everyone in their own way. “Yeah sure, we are sick. But I know for a fact I’m fucking crazy~” Crazy for seeing his sister every fucking night for the past two months. Sure he had seen her a lot longer, but never so constantly. “I know she was Lav, she is a good person I promise. She just is a little crazy sometimes~” He said his smile trying to calm her even further. “Don’t say crazy shit like that. I’m not that great okay, just~ Just, don’t.” He said a little flustered. He never was the center of the attention, never was the boy girls fought for. He never wanted to be, never would want to be. 

Lavinia wiped her eyes again as Charlie disagreed with her, but suddenly his tone seemed to change a little. “Well I...I didn’t mean to upset you,” she offered with a small smile, “It’s just how I feel. You’ve been such a great friend to me. So, yeah, I do think you’re that great,” she said with a smile, tucking her hair behind her ear softly.

[flipsidexlavinia]

garbataille‌:

“Oh,” Garnet murmured, picturing the city in her mind’s eye, “D – Do you miss it?” She’d only been one other time for a swim meet, but home is home; certainly, anyone misses it after a while. “I’m – um… from Long Island. N-New York.”

“Well, I miss my family,” she offered softly, “But honestly, weather wise, this place isn’t much different. “Oh wow!” Lavinia gasped, “New York? Is it wonderful? I’ve always heard it’s such an amazing place!”

[jeanhartfords]

flipsidexlavinia·:

“Of course I am serious,” she said with a bright smile, tapping on the bed again. “Well, that depends a lot on you, but I can think of some very sexy ways to make it up o you,” she smirked, rolling her tongue across her lips.

Jean couldn’t help but find herself smirking a little at the words despite her annoyance. Her gaze moved to her lips. Was this some kind of weird game or was she genuinely crazy? Regardless, Jean supposed she would find out. “Show me then.” Jean said, moving over to sit down.

[flipsidexlavinia]

Mia was beside herself with excitement when Jean seemed to accept her invitation and the blonde scooted towards her on the bed. “Now that’s more like it,” she said, pulling down her sweater to expose a very tight tank top showing a lot of skin. Her mouth came up to the other’s neck just blowing warm breath against her and placing a quick kiss to her skin. “Well, I guess it depends if you want to be shy and slow, or completely wild and unleashed,” Mia whispered, taking Jean’s earlobe between her teeth for a quick nibble of it.

[lolaspalmer]

flipsidexlavinia‌:

“Did I stutter?” Carrie sighed, lord this girl was dumber than rocks. “I have to cancel it because it’s not for me and I have no intention on going,” she said, giving the name of Lavinia’s therapist.

Lola sighed. “Right, great. I’ll let them know.” She shook her head and made a note of it, though she’d rather not. “But you realise you’ll have to go at some point, right?” Crazy. Clearly needed it.

[flipsidexlavinia]

Carrie sighed back in echo, and a little making fun of the girl, “gee, thanks so much.” She was turning to leave when the girl spoke again, “and you realize that I don’t care what you think, right? Go back to nap time or eating paste or whatever it is you were doing.”

[d-hayes]

flipsidexlavinia‌:

“Only if requested, baby,” she giggled, rubbing her hands over her pigtails and she moved further into her room, settling herself on the bed, patting the spot next to her. “C’mon in. Tell me a bit about yourself.”

Originally posted by chloeternal

Was this allowed? He still wasn’t sure what all the rules here were, but hesitantly took a step into the girl’s room, looking around as if a venomous plant might jump out at him. So far, so calm. “Uhh, I’m Devin… I got here like a week ago, and I’m not that great at talking about myself. What’s your name?”

[flipsidexlavinia]

“A whole week and I’m just meeting you now? How sad for me,” she pouted a bit before breaking into a smile. “I’m Mia and honestly, I’m not sure how long I’ve been here at this point. My days get a little muddled, especially when I’m bored. So what they got you in here for, cutie?”

[flipsidexlavinia]

“Don’t be so shy, sweetheart,” Mia smiled from her room and taking a step in, “I won’t bite unless you want me to. C’mon I’m so bored. Entertain me for a bit?”

[derekthetherapist]

“I don’t think that would be a great idea.” He said cocking his head slightly.

[flipsidexlavinia]

“Plenty of great ideas start this way,” she smiled, a sultry giggle cutting through the air between them. “I’m just looking for a little fun. Care to help a girl out?”

[lolaspalmer]

flipsidexlavinia‌:

“Clearly not from you,” she huffed, though took it upon herself to enter the room and start going through things. “I need to cancel an appointment. Are you capable of that or should I wait for someone who graduated from second grade?”

Originally posted by chloe-moreetz

“You need to cancel an appointment?” She rolled her eyes and sat up. “What could you possibly have to do instead? Got to go out and get your hair done?” Lola wished to God she didn’t have to be here, with these people. Jesus Christ this was hard work. “Fine, who’s it with? I’ll make sure they get the message.”

[flipsidexlavinia]

“Did I stutter?” Carrie sighed, lord this girl was dumber than rocks. “I have to cancel it because it’s not for me and I have no intention on going,” she said, giving the name of Lavinia’s therapist.

[jeanhartfords]

flipsidexlavinia‌:

“Oh c’mon, Jeanie, what’s got you so bent out of shape?” the blonde asked sweetly, patting her bed next to her, an attempt to beckon the other one in. “C’mon, come tell me all about it.”

“Are you shitting me?” This girl clearly had more issues than she thought. First, she’d thought she was nice and hot and fun and then she’d gone totally psycho and now… she was fucking normal again? “You are what’s got me bent out of shape.”

[flipsidexlavinia]

“Of course I am serious,” she said with a bright smile, tapping on the bed again. “Well, that depends a lot on you, but I can think of some very sexy ways to make it up o you,” she smirked, rolling her tongue across her lips.

[muse-for-the-beanboi-blog]

flipsidexlavinia‌:

Tears were falling as Lavinia’s panic continued, worrying about what she had done and who she had been and every other nervous thing she could think of. She shook her head fiercely, “no…Noah was so…so mad at me. I don’t even remember…” she trailed off. “She came at me, telling to leave you alone. And then I just…” she didn’t remember what happened, which only meant one thing. “I don’t want anyone else to get hurt,” She cried, “please tell me I didn’t hurt her.”

The boy slowly got up from the stool behind the piano. Not taking a step closer to the girl just yet. She needed to calm down first. Or at lest enough to decide if she wanted him to still be near her. With the shit Noah pulled on her, he could understand if she would never want to talk to him again… “Noah is a bit crazy, that’s why she’s in here you know… Because we are all a bit crazy. She- She is just a bit overly protective and very fucking scared that I would leave her…” A small sigh escaped his lips. If the blonde Britt would only know how much he fucking loved her and would never ever fucking betray her. It was just ridiculous. “It’s fine relax. You are fine and so is she.” He couldn’t get himself to lie to her. But to be honest it wasn’t Lav that hurt her it was Carrie. “You didn’t hurt anyone Lav~”

[flipsidexlavinia]

Lavinia shook her head as she wiped her face, “we’re not crazy,” she argue softly, “we’re just sick and need some help.” She tried to breathe, hearing Charlie’s words until she was finally able to look up at him, “oh good. I don’t want to hurt anyone charlie. Noah was just upset, I understand that. I might feel the same way too,” she guessed, never having had a boyfriend before she didn’t know for sure. “Someone as great as you is worth fighting for,” she smiled kindly, a slight sniffle as a sign that she was finally calming.