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I am binging Normal People again and oh I missed its brilliance - it also helped me through my breakup and this is the first time I am watching it after healing and it’s even more beautiful

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today I watched movies about female rage and the usual patriarchal injustices against women

The Wonder

Orphan First Kill

X

Pearl

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I received some really good news today! It feels like things are finally happening and I am so happy (with just a small side of anxiety)!!

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why don’t we talk about the they-are-taking-Peters-things scene? Is this Peter Ballard? Does that mean Henry went to college? That Henry lived with a normal family at some time? Did he start working in the lab after college? Or was this just a fake a story so no one can find out about creepy kid experimentations? Or maybe this is just a mistake who knows?

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speaking of Cabinet of Curiosities is EXCELLENT

my favorites are - Pickman’s Model, The Murmuring and Lot 36

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I know everyone’s favorite vampire series rn is Interview with the Vampire and rightly so it’s brilliant BUT THE BEST VAMPIRE SERIES WILL BE THIS FRENCH NETFLIX SERIES CALLED VAMPIRES - I have consumed A LOT of vampire related media in the last decade and this Netflix show takes THE CROWN - the plot, the writing, the mythology, the characters, the casting, the acting, the diversity, literally everything

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I don’t want to work today I want to sit and perform spells and rituals and brew potions

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The Bastard Son and the Devil Himself is such a good Halloween weekend binge

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I genuinely have no emotional energy or mental space to attend any holiday party - even the thought of more holiday events in November and December is scaring me

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every time I hear Swan Upon Leda I have goosebumps and so many emotions and Hozier just wrote a song that’s a perfect metaphor for BOTH the violation of women through the ages AND the violation of ancient lands by wars and oppressive empires WHICH IS ALSO referenced from Yeats poem based on the Greek mythology and the Michelangelo’s painting of Zeus r***ng Leda LIKE HIS BRAIN AND HIS HEART AND HIS MIND

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I am so grateful that Taylor Swift is releasing a new album just in time for me to deal with my Scorpio solar eclipse life crisis

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I thought Ceremonials was my favorite Florence + The Machine album but Dance Fever is redefining everything

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the content for The Crown writers just keeps on writing itself?! there was drama over Prince Harry wearing a UNIFORM?! And over a husband and wife holding hands?! All the queens grandchildren are now standing besides the coffins and the people are just passing viewing them like an exhibition?! IS THE ROYAL FAMILY OKAY?! Honestly.

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me, my laptop, my water bottle, my coffee and my trench coat against the world (by world I mean deadlines)

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this is my villain origin story

especially because this happened to me too when I was younger

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I thought Lena Dunham was low key cancelled? Why is she back and just as annoying and basic and insensitive as ever? Everything she says in the interviews for the new movie is 😵‍💫 like girl, maybe think about what you are saying?

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I just watched Taylor Swift’s interview at TIFF and then of course I HAD to watch All Too Well and I am again feeling so BETRAYED OUTRAGED ICKED MAD SAD TRAGIC NOSTALGIC EMOTIONAL

Mind you I have watched that video at least 20 times by now but it never makes me feel these emotions and hate Jake Gyllenhal and my ex and my friends exes.

Sadie is BRILLIANT and I know we are supposed to very viscerally feel the age gap having watched Sadie grow up and knowing she’s a kid. But the ICK I feel while watching her with someone as old as Dylan O’Brien (who I love) who is gaslighting and manipulating and emotionally abusing her. It’s 100x worse knowing this was real between Taylor and Jake. Anyway, fuck Jake Gyllenhal.

Also Shawn Levy is the Dad?! Why haven’t I noticed this before now lol.