drifting

| TRIGGER WARNING : depression, suicide | Want someone to talk to.

[floating-soul]

I feel so sorry for people who love me. I hope everyone in this world hates me so that no one would feel sad when I’m gone.

[utterlydisordered]

[utterlydisordered]

[utterlydisordered]

[intimatum]

“If the horror is inside you, how do you get it out?”

Jeanette Winterson, Gut Symmetries

[floating-soul]

The darkness of the night hides the darkest thoughts floating on my mind. Wait for the night, only then can I release my true color buried deep inside of me during the daytime, out of shame.

[floating-soul]

I can’t understand why I keep pouring water on my withering body. I’ve been long dead inside. I cannot be saved. I just know it.

[sunken-suicide]

“I think I hit the point in life where,I’m just done.i cried,I fought, I tried,But everything is crashing down.My demons are screaming louder, trying to eat away the rest of me. And this time I’m not going to fight back”

— (via kissedby-suicide)

[br-o-ken-poetry]

You say that life is beautiful and I can see that it can be. I just can't see how it can be beautiful for me. Beautiful things happen to other people. I'm destined to watch from the sidelines and dream that one day, that could be me: happy, free, smiling. But I know in my heart that it never will be. My dreams will stay dreams and my life will probably not be beautiful.

broken thoughts | 2am

[verpasstzuleben]

[verpasstzuleben]

[verpasstzuleben]

[disgustedlyscattereddd]

If I’m not drop-dead gorgeous then I’m nothing

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[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]