still peachy

22 | ♓♈ | 🔮 shy and bi and ready for french fries

[floralfirewitch-blog]

last year and this year are so much different and I'm thankful for the happiness I feel. at the same time I can't help but think of you from time to time. I wonder how you are and how life is treating you. while no feelings remain I will always care and wish the best for you. I don't want the contact because of how it all went down and how damaging it ended up being for me, and I don't want to risk ruining the love I've found and built. I feel complete and I'm looking forward to everything the future holds. I wish we could've at least remained on good terms but we've always been doomed. I don't hate you. I'm just disappointed. but I'm okay. I'm doing better, I'm growing, and I found what I was looking for all these years. everyone sees a change in me and I feel it too. I have hope, trust, and love again. I found someone with a beautiful soul who makes me feel.

I hope you find what you're looking for. I hope you find yourself. I hope you find someone who makes you happy and helps you grow.

I hope you find what I found. I promise I won't be around to see it.

[floralfirewitch-blog]

I went to take a tour of an apartment today and I fell in love with it! I told Chris about it and he was sad he couldn't come with me since he was working, but hopefully soon we can find a day to see it together. I'm so happy he liked the pictures I took of it because I really liked it. I'm so excited! by the beginning of March we might just have our own cozy place together. I am honestly super thrilled. I suddenly have so many things to look forward to and it feels wonderful.

everyone keeps bringing to my attention that they've noticed such a positive change in me, and we all know why. at first I thought they were just teasing me because I got into a new relationship, but now I'm realizing they mean it in a serious way. I'm beginning to realize how happy I've become too. he's been an incredibly positive influence in my life and he constantly pushes me to do and be better. he makes me feel so incredibly loved and adored and he leaves no room for doubt. even the slightest doubt is snuffed out because he's always there to make me feel complete and cherished. it truly is amazing. sometimes it's really hard to believe that someone could feel so passionately towards me, but his smile tells me everything.

it feels so good to be loved, and I'm terribly, hopelessly in love with him. I really hope he doesn't break my heart since he really could so easily. yet, apart of me has faith that this won't be just another let down. I've never looked forward to the future this much and it looks so bright with him in my life.

a life of love and laughter is all I've ever wanted, and I can finally call it mine. I hope he stays and continues to find reasons to keep his heart in my hands. he calls me his angel and the light of his life, yet if I'm an angel he's the one who gave me my wings.

I feel so lucky to have him

those stargazer lilies meant so much more to me than my love for flowers

I might just meet my little girl down the road after all

[glow-lily]

[cathianemelian]

Link Fierce Deity VS Majora

[paulthebukkit]

YOOO this is so cool!

[deactivatexxx-deactivated202305]

I really love these 🌸

[sgeoffa]

[stimman4000]

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[sergle]

reconnecting w my brush pen

[thechosenjuan]

honestly a good partner isn’t necessarily someone who loves the exact same things you love but rather someone who is willing to listen to you ramble on and on about a particular subject that you’re passionate about even if they have little to no interest in it

[blackholeassshole]

this is so important

[cloudcuckoolander527]

All I can think of is this…

And on the flip-side

[midwesternlikeope]

Passion, love it when people have passion. I don’t care what your passion is, but if you’re putting effort into something, aiming for a certain goal/interest, that’s beautiful

[floralfirewitch-blog]

I cried in front of this guy twice in three days and honestly? light of my fucking life. he makes me feel so loved and beautiful even when I'm sniffling and the tears won't stop. he makes me feel so safe and idk what to do with myself. he wouldn't let me out of his sight until I said aloud, "I am amazing. I won't take anyone's crap, not even my own." he's so patient and understanding and jfc I'm terrified of how much I care about him. I'm such a brat and he knows I am and calls me out when I'm pushing him away or being a bitch, but he still has so much love for me and wants to be there no matter what. I really didn't think we'd develop in this direction or we would click this well, but I'm endlessly happy that I gave this a chance.

[spite]

Me: dangling hand off bed Demon: *grabs it* Me: what are we

[showerthoughtsofficial]

Lesbians using strap-ons is the sexual equivalent of vegetarians trying to make their dishes taste just like real meat

[shamelesslyunladylike]

No, it’s not. Lesbians with strap-ons are superior to males in many aspects. Zero risk of pregnancy, you can boil the strap-on to sterelize it, sex lasts as long as we want with zero risk of suddenly going limp, you get to keep it in a box or drawer when you don’t need it and it’s always ready when you want it.

What do men even offer that can compete with that? 5 minutes of mediocre jackhammering followed by flopping like a dead fish and falling asleep? Please. There’s a reason why straight women report having significantly less orgasms than lesbians do.

[floralfirewitch-blog]

I saw Mayday Parade live today and it was an extraordinary experience. I nearly cried when Three Cheers for Five Years came on and I bawled like a baby when You Be The Anchor came on. there was too much nostalgia overwhelming me but I think I'm better for it. I let my pain flow through me and I cried it out. it felt like a weight off my shoulders.

this week was hard, and I realize it's because it was your birthday week. I wanted to say happy birthday. I wanted to reply to that text. but I couldn't do something so damaging to myself. I don't trust myself with you, and I certainly don't trust you with me. it's better this way.

five years ago in February is where we began, and this year made something of a try number three to see if it could work. it hurt remembering how much this band used to mean to both of us, but now the lyrics to Three Cheers sings of us.

I can't forget you. I know you want me to want you. I want to.

[parliy]

https://picrew.me/image_maker/18386

Omgthisissuperfunny @clawscrown @mushinno @trinity-xp​ @ros-doodles @alegotic-twelve 

and whoever wants (?

[clawcraps]

[trinity-xp]

@paimania @jordanthecat11 @ros-doodles @mythical-things @wushfo

Huehuehuehuehue

[jordanthecat11-deactivated20211]

Here I am!

[paimaniagalaxia]

Blegh

[sophiajosephe]

✌️

[dontbeanassbutt]

[floralfirewitch-blog]

[floralfirewitch-blog]

it had been a long time since I cried tears of joy, and I finally feel like I can breathe again. I hadn't expected it when it happened, but what I felt in the moment he confessed that he had fallen in love with me was something incredible. he said I looked like a deer in headlights; my eyes were wide and I went still right before I laughed nervously and asked if he was serious or if it was a playful joke. his smile took my breath away and his eyes told me the answer before he even replied.

I had already felt those feelings and gathered my courage to confess them about two weeks prior, and it had been eating at me that the feelings weren't reciprocated. I kept this to myself but I was so scared that I would again be trying for someone that didn't feel the way I did, despite this person being very different from the last person my heart wanted. I couldn't help being terrified, but at the same time I trusted in his genuine nature and every display of affection and care he does on a daily basis to show he not only wants to be with me, but he enjoys my company and has fun when we're together. I've felt a lot of new feelings with him and it's been a wild ride for someone like me who has so many walls and so many reasons to shut people out, both because of things that have been done to me and what I've done to others. I felt like I didn't deserve a clean slate or someone who loves me for me. I felt like this was just another way for karma to hit me where it hurts.

but now I feel okay. I feel better than okay, actually. I achieved something I haven't had in a long time and it's with someone who is there for me in every aspect I want and need. it's not perfect and we don't always think the same way, but I've never had a relationship where the communication was this impeccable. we talk about everything, always voice how we're feeling, we hear each other out, and we always keep an open air of honesty. I appreciate it so much since I'm never left guessing how he's feeling at any given time. my paranoia easily overwhelms me, but with him it never sticks around for too long; he's always there to help me feel safe.

I was hesitant about this lasting longer than two months, but now I have confidence that we'll see much more than that. it feels good to be sure of myself and to not feel like I'm settling either. it feels so wonderful to be in love and with someone who is in love with me too. I feel really lucky, and I'm thankful I was strong enough to let him in.

just when I had given up, thank you for teaching me how to love again.

[rabbitinthemeadow]

A sweet and giddy affair

[floralfirewitch-blog]

one of these days I'll be serious about going to therapy and taking the next steps to improve my life.

one of these days.