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" They have surrendered themselves / to dying flowers. " Kanae Kocho // Private & Selective Mystery Solved by Scooby

[erismemes]

THE KINGDOM BY AMANDA STEVENS SENTENCE STARTERS

“ whose idea was that? “

“ sorry, local folklore. i couldn’t resist. “

“ i can foresee some tension. “

“ i haven’t been up this way in a long time. i’d forgotten how beautiful the foothills are this time of year. “

“nonsense, it’s a lovely place right on the lake and the location is perfect. “

“ it’s just a shadow or some trick of the light. there’s no one else in the picture. “

“ it’s so quiet. that’s what i love about it. “

“ the architecture, carpenter gothic, isn’t it? “

“ there’s no big mystery. it really is as simple as i explained it. “

“ how can anyone be that cruel? “

“ you’re apt to see a lot of things around here you don’t understand. “

“ you’re not afraid of the dark, are you? “

“ i thought you said no one comes in here this time of day. “

“ a lot of things happen when i’m around. “

“ think of it as a kindness. “

“ i wouldn’t go getting any ideas if i were you. “

“ i’ve hardly begun. it’s only been one day. “

“ how in the world did you find out about that? “

“ it seems you’ve gone to a great deal of trouble to check me out. “

“ you drive a hard bargain. “

“ that sounds very much like a bribe. “

“ i’m just saying what we’ve all thought for years. “

“ i can’t tell if you’re being facetious or not, but i suspect that you are. “

“ mystics claim the area has more geological vortexes than any other part of the country. “

“ you know as well as i do these mountains are full of secrets. “

“ i’m not being stubborn, i’m being practical. “

[florashis]

craneguard‌:

   she did not take offense to the flinching. many times patients had flinched and moved away from her touches, a simple reaction due to years of conflict. but saya said nothing about it, only humming in acknowledgment and she works to dress the bandages. she listens intently but, pauses her work upon her quiet request. internally, saya knew it was wrong to lie to shinobu. regardless of what she did, the younger woman would inevitably find out about it. but, out of respect for kanae, she had no choice but to oblige. “ i can … withhold things from her,  but that doesn’t change the fact that you need to eat, you cannot just say no every time. you need to regain your strength, so you can begin the next phase of healing. ” usually, her tone would be laced with bitterness. it was a direct response to their pain, and their ultimate stubbornness. but saya speaks gently to kanae, her tone leaning more onto a suggestion rather than a demand. all she wanted to see was some improvement. “ how about some tea, instead. to keep you warm. ”

         A smile curled on her lips as she mentioned WITHHOLDING some information, Shinobu had too much to deal with as is; Kanae hardly wanted to bother her with such trivial things. As she listened to the rest her smile fell and she sighed, the head nurse was obviously correct, but that didn’t mean the former pillar had to enjoy the truth. “I know you’re right, but Saya we both know my condition isn’t improving.”, her own tone shifting to something much more serious and cold, “We both know it won’t show improvements, I love Shinobu but she won’t swallow the truth despite her vast medical knowledge but I know you know the truth.” There was thick tension between the two women before Kanae broke it with her signature smile and clapping her hands together; no use for such bleak topics. 

        “Tea sounds lovely, I am always rather cold these days.”, she reached out and pat the woman’s hand before gently stepping out of her bed. The former pillar’s room hadn’t changed much since her retirement, but it didn’t feel the same as it once had. Her bed had become a place she dreaded instead of excitedly collapsed into at the end of a hard day. As she stretched for a moment her faded eyes worked to make out Saya’s figure, “I think I can manage walking to the kitchen with you, you know how I feel about bed rest all day. At least let me come watch you make it, I promise I’ll sit down and just watch since today is one of my bad days.” Kanae didn’t really give her time to approve as she pressed a hand to her ribcage and began walking the ever-familiar path to the kitchen. 

[florashis]

&& Ruh-Roh. Alright, so I’m officially BACK! Happy 2020 everyone! Here is a bullet list of the upcoming changes on this blog.  ☆ NEW THEME  ☆ UPDATED VERSE PAGES  ☆ MAINS PAGE  ☆ UPDATED RULES —> ✦ Shipping - I’ll be making this blog chemistry-based multiship, I was always nervous about this before due to some things in my past. However, I want to be able to write things I enjoy and am interested in so I’m going to be willing to give this another shot! Kanae will still be difficult to ship, but I’m not going to turn down the chance if it presents itself, I want to write more things and not shut myself off to possibilities due to past negative experiences.  ✦ I am CANON DIVERGENT. I have been for a while, but time to just make it very official.  ☆ CLEANING out threads/asks – mostly from inactive blogs if you’re still active don’t worry I’ll be keeping that.  ❀ SURGERY. I’ve waited a year to have this surgery, it will vastly improve and change my life. It was such a long and scary road to here. Not many people who started this trip with me are still here, I’ve legit lost so much to get to this point so to say this surgery is a huge deal to me is an understatement. I’ll be updating exact dates when I receive them, but that’ll def be happening sometime this month. 

[florashis]

ASKS // @craneguard​ ;; unprompted 

WE'RE RAISING STRONG WOMEN HERE KANAE PLEASE STAY FOCUSED.

         The eldest butterfly sister fluttered her long eyelashes up at the head nurse as she kept her younger sister pinned to the floor with her foot. The younger butterfly huffed and groaned as she was gently pushed back against the ground with the former pillar’s ever-fading strength; despite being weaker now she was still strong enough to best the insect pillar. It would be a sad day indeed when the scrawny slayer could actually manage to pin her elder sister for good; although with every month she was putting up a better fight. 

         “I think I did a pretty good job.”, her voice was as sweet and gentle as ever despite the position she was currently in. She hummed a bit, “I was just reminding my sweet little honey bee here that I’m not getting any younger and neither is she. It would be NICE if maybe once in a while she put down the poisons and maybe made an effort with a man or a woman. What about that really nice love pillar girl, don’t you fancy her?” The eldest butterfly looked down at the woman who was absolutely bright red and she could feel her whole body tense. 

           Covering her mouth with a laugh she released her poor little sister and grabbed the back of her haori to pull her to her feet, even dusting her off. “Saya you know I love your advice, but Shinobu has always been a special case. I’ve never even once seen her daydream about romance let alone show any interest in it. She needs a nudge now and again.” Kanae pressed a kiss to the younger mumbling girl’s cheek before Shinobu squirmed in her grasp, “You’re too pretty and talented to spend your life alone cooped up with some dusty old toxin book.” The insect pillar sighed and rolled her eyes finally freeing herself from her overbearing elder sister. 

         The former flower pillar watched her bark some flustered responses before scurrying off to her room which she then sighed and turned her attention fully to the head nurse. “I’m always focused on her happiness, unfortunately, I don’t think she is interested in her own happiness. It has been that way since we lost our parents, she doesn’t smile much but she has the prettiest smile in the whole world. It looks just like our Mother’s, but if I’m being honest she looks so much like our Mother.” There was softness in her words as she looked fondly in the direction her sister stormed off in, “I believe that if you fall in love your heart can truly blossom.” The eldest butterfly gently ran her fingers over her own heart before continuing, “I hope one day she can shed that anger and be truly happy. There is strength in anger, but much more in love.”

          There was a laugh that bubbled up from her stomach after a moment of silence, “Ah you’ll have to excuse me Saya, I’ve spoken a lot.” She walked over and linked her arm with the nurse’s own, “I could go for some tea, how about you? We still have some time before you have to make your rounds, right? Humor me for a bit.”

[craneguard]

                                        i wait and ache. i think i have been healing.

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

i would like to be the kindest version of myself

[moonchains]

                reach    for   that   SUN   that   loved   you   so   much   ; 

selective  &&  private roleplay blog for kokushibou  /  michikatsu tsugikuni from gotouge’s kimetsu no yaiba  ,  NOT SPOILER FREE   &   MANGA   +   HEADCANON BASED.

                                                                                     ( art credit )

[florashis]

❝  HC MEME  ✹  romance  ❞

name: Kanae Kochou 

nickname:  Flower Pillar 

gender: cis female 

romantic orientation: bisexual // biromantic 

preferred pet names: She will accept any, but if they are used in a degrading way she will fire back with worse ones. She doesn’t mind pet names but does prefer they be used sparingly and in private as they fluster her if they are said by a lover. 

relationship status: Single & Never been in a relationship 

favorite canon / fandom ship: See Kanae is TRICKYYY because she’s dead, I don’t care for Sanemi/Kanae so that doesn’t leave like any other options. I’m extremely open to chemistry from appropriate of age characters and characters that AREN’T shipped with Shinobu. That kinda narrows the pool to very few canon characters that’ll actually work with her. Also, she’s very picky when it comes to her love life. Shinobu on the other hand? SIGN HER UP FOR PILLARS TENDY but herself? She’s much more reserved. 

favorite crossover ship: I currently don’t have any, but I think it’s reasonable if the chance ever presented itself. 

opinion on true love: Kanae believes in it, she believes love is the key to happiness in some regards. She even tells Kanao that ’ It’ll be fine if you give someone a chance, their hearts will blossom. ' So if you LOVE someone truly and purely you can help people’s hearts. Kanae is a medical expert, but she also understands to SOME degree that your “heart & soul” can get sick too. Love is the only medicine for that that she knows of. She believes true love can present itself in lots of ways, platonically or romantically she believes if you’re tied to someone with the gods red string of fate that you’re destined to be together even in multiple lifetimes. 

opinion on love at first sight: She believes in this too, not for herself but for Shinobu perhaps. Who is she to tell the gods how they’re supposed to make people fall in love? 

how ‘romantic’ are they?: Kanae is the definition of a hopeless romantic, she LOVES romance the classy subtle kind. She loves receiving flowers, being read poetry, going to various beautiful nature spots, but all her idea types of romance are very quiet and polite. She doesn’t like the big shows of affection, she much prefers a cup of her favorite tea while sitting in the garden together. She also is a subtle romantic, she will speak through flowers or small gestures to remind her lover that she thinks the world of them. 

ideal physical traits: She’s almost blind so she really doesn’t have a preference; she falls in love with the man or woman, not the mask. 

ideal personality traits: Intelligent, Polite, Respectful, not destructive especially to nature, she loves someone who can have quiet moments with her and let her enjoy nature around them, someone who values family is an absolute must, she’d prefer if they were honest and willing to have deep meaningful conversations with her. 

unattractive physical traits: Again she’s pretty much blind, she doesn’t really put much thought into physical appearances. 

unattractive personality traits: Cocky, Liars, People who lack compassion for others, those who actively harm others for the joy of it, crude/vulgar speaking ( one of her biggest turn-offs ), feral behaviors, disrespectful people, anyone who would talk poorly about her sister is just a death sentence. 

ideal date: A walk through a beautiful garden, enjoying all the nature and plant life that can be found. She’d love to just sit and enjoy maybe a nice lunch among the garden, she also loves insects of all sorts so viewing those would be high on her list as well. She also enjoys quiet evenings trying out new teas and just grooming with her partner. 

do they have a type?: Polite & Respectful? Gentleman or woman, she gets real heart eyes for traditional respectful people. She also wouldn’t sneeze at someone strong, but she’s already ungodly strong so she’s not too picky on strength it’s just a bonus. 

average relationship length: In my canon verse/main verse she’s saving herself for marriage and all that jazz so no relationships. She grew up taking care of Shinobu so she was kinda busy for romance anyway. 

preferred non-sexual intimacy: Brushing her hair, sweet whispers in the darkness, falling asleep curled up against someone, listening to her lover’s heartbeat 

commitment level: On a scale of 1-10 she’s an 11. She ONLY wants commitment. 

opinion of public affection: She’s soft-spoken and shy about this, it makes her extremely flustered and pull away. She is very traditional and thinks affection is very intimate and best enjoyed secretly or privately. Even seeing other couples having PDA she will get the slightest dusting of pink on her cheeks. 

past relationships?: N/A 

tagged by: I honestly can’t remember if I was tagged or stole it?  tagging: Steal is and say I tagged you if you’re interested! It has been in my drafts for so long.

[florashis]

ASKS // @moonchains​ ||  Send “Talk about-” and a name for my muse to talk about that person!

" Talk about me, kochou-dono. "

      The wildflowers that grew near the river had captured her attention, well-manicured nails began to examine the pedals with the utmost gentle touch. Their relationship was starting to become something less peculiar; there were fewer bumps and awkward glances between them. They would meet by chance, but because of his strength and her presence, they rarely seemed to be bothered. It only left them more time to enjoy each other’s company, their long moonlit conversations becoming treasured memories that withheld more knowledge about demons than most humans would ever know in multiple lifetimes. 

        Nature was serenading the night with a summer song, her attention on the wildflowers decayed and she soon extended her finger forward allowing a small firefly to perch itself upon her. There wasn’t always talking, sometimes it was just like this; calm and peaceful silence as they were both simply content coinciding with one another. Kanae felt a sense of hope; perhaps her dream of demons and humans coexisting could be possible if they could have moments like this. Not wanting to break the moment she continued to watch the tiny bug that was now making her still hand their resting place; she was unaware of the attentive gaze on her back.

                                   " Talk about me, kochou-dono. "

        His voice broke through the night, and she gently turned her hand over allowing the firefly to crawl onto her palm with a thoughtful hum. “Are you asking me about my opinions on you? I’m honored that you value what I have to say so highly.”, her lips curled up into a coy smile, “Physically or mentally? Oh my, perhaps both.” The pillar turned to face him, ever so gently lifting his hand with her unoccupied one. She made sure his hand was turned over with his large palm in her gaze before speaking earnestly. “I see a powerful and dutiful man before me, someone who has strength that I can never find the words for.”, her gaze softened as she continued, “I also see a man who is sad and lonely, someone, who has spent more than my lifetime knowing pain and suffering. Someone who has truly lost everyone and everything.” The eldest butterfly carefully placed her smaller palm into his, the firefly hesitated for only a moment before stepping off of the woman’s softer more delicate hand into his blood-stained own. 

          “I do not see a monster because I would not look at a fox and call him a monster for killing a rabbit.”, her expression became much more delicate as she looked up at him, “You’ve earned my respect and trust not because you didn’t kill me, but because you’ve never tried to trick me. You’re honorable and intelligent; you’re well-spoken and a true man of your word.” The woman leaned her face closer so she could actually see his face, standing on her tiptoes as her speech lowered to a hushed whisper. ”When I look into your eyes I see hundreds of years worth of knowledge; the rise and fall of entire eras.”  

        Long eyelashes fluttered a bit before she laughed and glanced back down at his hand, “You’re a dear friend, one I am fortunate to have. Shall the day ever come where I am forced to raise my blade at you, it will be heavy with beloved memories.” The flower pillar pulled away from his face and carefully traced a feather-light touch to his hand causing the firefly to light up, “You didn’t smash my firefly.” 

          The woman beamed; almost playfully before watching as the firefly scattered into the night sky to resume dancing with all of the others. Nature’s song resumed slowly before she decided to break the melody with a tender voice; it held her special wish. 

         “You’re a demon who gives me hope for a better future;                                        one where demons and humans can coexist.                                                             Perhaps not in my lifetime, but I trust in yours.”

[florashis]

&& Ruh-Roh. Every time Andy ( shnbu ) like my asks with Bunny (moonchains) I can FEEL Kanae sweating profusely. Like I can feel her die inside just a lil bit tiny bit. The idea of Shinobu finding out she has a relationship with Kokushiba absolutely triggers her fight or flight. Shinobu finding out that Kanae breaks a lot of rules, Shinobu finding out she’s been talking to demons, SHINOBU FINDING OUT SHE HAS LET DEMONS GO YIKES. 

[florashis]

ASKS // @moonchains​ ||  * rest prompts

name + fog  name. being so exhausted that they faintly whisper the name of someone they trust as they are carried to bed. fog. hearing stay awake as they are carried to safety.

          Human life was fragile and fleeting, and as she laid with her bloodsoaked back against the damp grass she could feel her life slipping away; everything felt cold and desolate but oddly peaceful. The night sky glittered above her, the moon a smiling crescent coaxing her like a siren song into eternal sleep. The flower pillar had one real weakness, and it had been exploited tonight by the unholy creatures that lurked in the dark. Her kindness was always seen as something that would one day end her life, and yet in this moment, she did not feel the hot burn of regret in the pit of her stomach. There was only one ache in her heart as blurry eyes gave up trying to make out the sky; she was sorry she couldn’t make it home to her little sister. She’d never hear her sister’s voice or laugh; never see that smile one last time. Kanae would leave the child with a legacy far too big for her delicate hands to carry. The pillar could feel the tears starting to form at the corner of her dulling eyes, her voice the faintest whisper on the night wind.

                                                           “I’m sorry Shinobu.”

             Darkness seeped in and she let herself slip, almost as if she were sinking deeper and deeper into a freezing lake; the air was running out until she felt a crushing sensation in her lungs. It was enough of a shock to cause her defeated body to spit out a gasp of air.

       “Stay awake Kochou-dono.”, his voice reached her and she opened her eyes weakly; within moments her gaze was meeting those glowing yellow pairs that were looking down at her intensely; unblinking. The pillar could feel some of her broken bones shifting painfully inside of her and she flinched; crying out softly in pain as she was lifted into his arms. What a horrifying scene this must have been; a wounded rabbit hanging in the maw of a war-battered wolf. Despite that, his touch was surprisingly gentle even though she knew he could kill her at any second. The warrior inside of her desperately yearned for survival, it caused her heart to race and her instincts to flare.

          The demon seemed quick to notice her behavior and adjusted accordingly, her mind felt battered and beaten as she struggled against him weakly like a bird flittering with a broken wing. It was a pathetic attempt and yet it only showed off her strength of will. Kanae was not born to be a warrior; had a demon never crossed her path it was easy to imagine her happily as some lucky man’s dutiful wife with many healthy children. However, fate had not been so kind; and so with blessed natural talent and rigid traditional training, this woman had defied the odds and reached a warrior status beyond a typical human. After a few more instinctual struggles the woman fell limp in his arms, her head nestling against his chest as her breaths came out in painful shakes. Her resolve to live had been reignited for another day.

          Sleep still weighed her down like chains, her body begging and pleading for rest. She turned her head limply to see where they were going, but everything was so blurry that she couldn’t muster the strength to force her faded eyes to see. In some ways, she supposed it didn’t matter where he was taking her; if he wanted to eat her he would have already done so. Pillars were tempting, and with her blood dripping through his fingers filling the night air with her intoxicating floral scent, she knew he was sparing her life. Deciding to finally calm down she relaxed against him and allowed her weary eyes to shut, having her ear pressed to the demon’s chest she listened to their entire world move around them, and time seemed to slow. This was an anomaly; something that should have never happened, and so she took a few moments to let it soak in.

           The smell of flowers on the wind hit her nose and she wondered if he was taking her back to where they had first met, the place where wisteria blossoms had kept them apart as if they were two tigers pacing a cage. How different the situation was now, would she consider him a friend? Yes, she believed she would but it was never something anyone could know about. Long lashes blinked lazily open as she gave up trying to figure out where they were going; her senses were dulling and she was starting to slip once more.

              “Kokushibo-dono…”, even weak and strained her voice still carried the delicacy of a pedal, “Thank you, for letting me see my little sister again.” She gasped when she felt him apply pressure against her back wound, closing one eye in a wince from the pain. With quick thinking she controlled her breath to slow down the bleeding process; she realized it must be hard for him to be covered in her blood and yet she still could sense no murderous intent. Still, her body trembled in his grasp, she couldn’t have stopped that no matter how hard she tried; his presence and strength were overwhelming for her; for any human she supposed. Especially pressed right up against him; and yet she found herself relaxing enough to slip into slumber. The flower pillar was sure he could feel her pounding heart against his chest as she adjusted into the most comfortable position she could manage. 

                                                             “Shinobu.”

                     With that, her voice dipped and she hushed into sleep in his arms;                    breath slow and steady never losing control even in her pained slumber.

[florashis]

ASKS // @shnbu​ || UPPER MOON!AU 

dainty hands accented with sharp claws weave themselves through kanae's hair like bristles. one, two locks over another begins a braid & as she works her way down, shinobu's soft voice cuts through the chirping of birds. "the followers really like us. did you see how they lit up when we arrived? " a smile, followed by a short hum. she lowers her voice to a whisper. "don't tell douma, but i laced the drinks with a bit of my poison. just a few drops, of course! i'm just curious about how poisoned meat tastes."

      The precious time before sermons spent with her younger sister was the highlight of a long & bleak week that seemed to drag on for eternity. Shinobu was growing in strength at an alarming pace and it felt like she never slowed down to take little moments like this anymore. Kanae couldn’t imagine a better life; it was comfortable and complete. Their savior was in his rightful place and with his angels by his side they lived together in this eternity; a paradise promised and received in full.  There was simply nothing that could improve their situation in her mind, and so she smiled warmly as she felt those sharp claws ever so delicately work out a small tangle. The youngest butterfly’s soft voice was welcomed music in her ears, Shinobu mostly did all the talking these days due to Kanae’s slower growth. The eldest sibling used her delicate tongue to swipe across her upper fangs wincing a bit when they pierced her, they were as sharp and long as ever, unfortunately. Still, she made an effort to speak. 

          “Yes, I really like the followers too! Aren’t they lovely with the way they look at you with such hope? Absolutely darling humans, I’m so glad they’ll be saved.”, her voice was unsteady but cheerful; her speech had been improving but admittedly she mostly only spoke around Shinobu or Douma. “They’ve been getting much more friendly with us, haven’t they? I had one woman throw herself at my feet and weep, I was touched. Lord Douma will be very pleased I’m sure.”

          In those moments everything felt like bliss, the perfect start to another day in paradise however as she felt cold breath on the shell of her ear she knew that fragile happiness was cracking like ice. The whisper ever soft and sweet twisted around and struck at her like a snake that had been coiled up patiently for far too long. This forbidden secret was blasphemy and Kanae could feel her eyes widen as she repeated the information to herself over and over again. This could annihilate everything they had built, everything Lord Douma had built and graciously shared with the sisters. Why would she want to do this now?

          “Shinobu…”, her own voice now a hushed whisper; her tone laced with concern. She turned her head to glance over her shoulder to look at her sister, glittery pastel lavender eyes narrowing ever so slightly. This was more than just a rebellious little prank, this was insubordination. “Do you remember what Kokushibo said about knowing your place? Respecting the order of things?”, it was a warning and yet Shinobu’s smile never faded for even a second. The corners of her mouth turned up in delight even as she listened to her sister’s meaningless warning. Kanae simply turned her gaze back to the floor, her head lowered like a scolded dog. 

         Shinobu had conquered wisteria, she was only growing more powerful by the day and the way she spoke it as if she thought of herself as some kind of Goddess...well it was obvious who she was taking after. Kanae although her other half was constantly being kept docile and timid by Shinobu and Douma both; they kept her in the middle of their intense battle of wits and the game was just starting to get good. 

         “We shouldn’t keep secrets from Lord Douma, and not to mention what happens if he eats some of your poison Shinobu? What if I do?”, she had so many questions buzzing around in her skull that she was losing her composure which was a very rare occurrence. Her demonic energy starting to seep out, even Shinobu began feeling the jitter of overwhelming power creeping up her spine. Quick to sooth the frantic older sister the younger sweetly hushed her, the energy lulling back to its dormant state deep inside of the butterfly demon. Flexing her claws she relaxed against Shinobu’s touch once more. 

          “You worry too much Kanae, it’s just a little secret. Don’t worry those followers don’t worship him anymore anyway so he won’t be eating them.”, she could feel the younger girl hum and pull at her hair a little more firmly now. She spoke as if she had already won; the tension in the air hung thick & heavy. 

          “What do you mean?”, the eldest asked confused; her brows knitting together as she kept her eyes trained forward. 

                She was met only with the sound of her little sister’s humming;                                             the melody was almost too joyful.

[florashis]

craneguard‌:

@florashis​  »  sc.

   her tone is soft, a stark contrast to the rest of the patients. usually, she was seen shouting or scolding, wounds brought on by inherent recklessness and lacking self-preservation. but kanae was far different and deserved a far kinder response. “ i’m just cleaning the wound, kanae-chan. ” very gently, she pats at the stitching, surveying it for any further leakage. it was healing nicely. “ are you hungry ?  i can have the girls make some broth. ”

      The gentle touch caused the woman to flinch, her warrior instincts still very much intact which was about ALL that was left intact after her battle with Upper Moon Two. Damaged lifeless eyes shifted in the direction of the woman, she could make out her vague shape but it didn’t really matter as she knew who it was by her voice. The woman had become a prominent figure in her life these days, with Shinobu only growing busier it seemed like she was being taken care of more and more by their head nurse. “Ah. I apologize for jerking, reflexes.”, her voice was as delicate and fragile as any flower pedal; all the fight she had once had was slowly being snuffed out. 

            Stitches caused by her own failing vision and her over-eagerness to simply return to her status as Pillar; it was a foolish mistake and yet the former slayer was thankful for the lack of scolding. Kanae knew deep down that she wasn’t ever going to get any better, but the idea of slowly wilting away like a flower was too much for her heart to carry. The relationship with her own sister had been strained due to her failing health, and in all honesty, she was growing miserable. “No, I’m afraid I’m not really hungry today either. Thank you though.” 

                There was a pause as she raised her hand to softly touch the nurse’s own. 

        “I know you’re technically supposed to report everything to my sister, but perhaps just this once you could leave out some details.”, a very polite way of asking her to LIE. Her grip on the woman tightened ever so slightly, a silent beg akin to a puppy dog pawing at your leg. 

[florashis]

𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐖 .  innocence. big dreamer. waking up too early. walking home. being afraid of meeting new people. slim hands. always cold. reading a book under a tree. the smell of the forest. missing your home.

𝐄𝐀𝐆𝐋𝐄 .   independent. caring too much for others. sharp looks. walking down the city late at night. the tallest and more spectacular building. iron. being single and okay in a world that tells you that being single is bad.

𝐒𝐖𝐈𝐅𝐓 .  falling in love easily and heavily. traveler. the infinity of the bluest sky. storms. broken smiles. forgetting people who used to be your beloved ones. feeling out of place. mistrusting people. a fleeting romance.

𝐂𝐑𝐎𝐖 .   feeling as if you have seen so much and as if you know a lot. prejudge. tight hugs that leave you breathless. a grey sky. serenity. intelligence. being left behind. chains. smoke. the pride of someone wise.

𝐃𝐎𝐕𝐄 .  petals. jealousy. being tired of living with the same old faces. whispered secrets. marble. sundresses. white clothes. the first sunset of winter. pride in who you are. learning to get over someone.

𝐒𝐄𝐀𝐆𝐔𝐋𝐋 .  family. golden light. the sea murmuring in your ear. summer afternoons. caramel ice cream. collecting seashells and other things and calling them treasures. living breezy and carefree. swimming in the sunlight.

𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐘 .   artistic. getting excited easily. dancing and singing while you are alone. looking at your friends having fun. no phone. being afraid of judgment. spring. a meaningful gift. the first ray of sunlight.

tagged by: stolen from @cursecloud​ tagging: If you’d like to do it feel free to steal & tag me <3

[sphinxmemesmusings]

Send “Talk about-” and a name for my muse to talk about that person!

[florashis]

&& Ruh-Roh. I posted a MAIN CALL last night. If you’re interested feel free to glance over it and give it a like. Since it is such a long post I’ll just make this MINI post to let people know it is there. REMINDER THO just because I have mains doesn’t mean I won’t interact with your character, I’m not an exclusive blog. I’ll be posting a perm interactions call sometime later and ANY mutual is welcome to that. 

[florashis]

&& MAINS CALL  ** Hit the ♡ to become my main. All the benefits will be listed below in bullet points. If you’re interested in discussing their relationship please feel free to hit me up in DMs or ask for my discord! If you’re interested in having a romantic ship with me, I’d be more than happy to discuss that as well in DMs. This is NOT exclusives, I will interact with dupes of all my MAINS. 

&& RULES  ❀  I DO accept OCs & NON-KNY characters as mains!  ❀ AS OF NOW I will only have ONE main per muse, but this is subject to change once I get the hang of things more. This is strictly so I can actually focus on the development of Kanae’s relationship with your character. As I get that down I will edit this to 2 mains or more per character.  ❀ If you want to be part of the butterfly estate/Kanae’s family that’s actually totally fine; I’m here for more siblings/kids.  ❀ SHIPPING ONLY. Your character better be 20+ and I will NOT ship with Sanemi, Giyu, Mitsuri, Rengoku or Douma. Sanemi is just personal, Giyuu & Mitsuri & Rengoku are commonly shipped with Shinobu so I just can’t in good taste ever appreciate that, and Douma. WELL.  ❀ I’d have liked to interact at least like ONCE before you like this, but tbh I don’t care that much if you show interest I’ll definitely just push our interactions more.  && BENEFITS  ✿ You get my attention & priority first thing! You send me an ask or write a reply I’ll bump yours to the top of the queue!  ✿ I’ll always try to send you an ask meme if you reblog one & I’ll read all of your HCs / Musing posts and give them a like if I see them.  ✿ You’ll get a special tag custom just for you on my blog & A nice spot on my MAINS page when I make one with a little summary of our character’s relationship ✿ AUS AUS AUS you get all my 5 million AU ideas I have so many all the time you just get all of them. We will not write most of them but doesn’t matter we will plot them anyway ✿ I’ll write CONCEPTS to you if I have an idea and I’ll ask you questions about your muse ✿ DRABBLESSSS I write drabbles they’re pretty neat and you’ll get plenty of them!  ✿ When I’m writing if you’re my MAIN any time your character is mentioned in other threads it will be tailored around the portrayal of your muse and I may reference our past interactions in other threads.  ✿  Analytical conversations about writing & character building  ✿ My permission to spam my inbox, DM me, come talk to me about your character. ✿ SHIPPING ONLY. Musings, Pinterest board, Songs && the whole nine yards.   && MAINS ♡ SHINOBU KOCHOU // @shnbu​ *ships with rngku ♡ DOUMA // @incrtae​ ♡ RENGOKU // @rngku​ *ships with shnbu  ♡ TAZZ // @dobushira​ [ OC ]  ☠ Wind Pillar I guess // @sanemiiisms​ ♡ Gyomei // @robustxs​  ♡ Kokushibo // @moonchains​ ♡ Zenitsu  // @thnderblade​