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EXPECTATIONS
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blake kathryn
we're not kids anymore.
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YOU ARE THE REASON
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so idk why, but for some reason i just saw this, and just wanna say something about this big whiny uneducated trump riding bitch. first of all it seems like you have your panties in a twist over someone literally just stating their mind on the internet… oh and not only that your defending a man who is killing innocent people, ripping them from their families, and many other horrible inhumane things, so yeah it does fucking matter if you support that orange devil monster. oh right and let’s not forgot how your taking the time out of your miserable so called “life” and commenting hate and unnecessary shit on a post that has nothing to do with you, nor does it have anything to do with your opinion, because surprise… it’s MY opinion. @dinosaurblue
i’m convinced maga’s are the BIGGEST birds.
𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐦𝐢𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐥𝐞 - 𝒄.𝒔
ㅤ| y/n is pregnant, after many failed try’s, and vlogs their journey.
| crying, use of “y/n”, and pet names.
after a while, you stop filming the tests.
at first you used to.
little clips for memories.
chris smiling at the camera.
you laughing.
both of you saying maybe this is it.
maybe this month.
maybe this time.
and then eventually the clips stopped.
because there’s only so many videos of disappointment you can keep.
so this time you don’t tell him.
not because you’re hiding it.
you just can’t do another hopeful look.
can’t do another smile that slowly falls.
can’t watch him say it’s okay and know he’s trying not to be sad too.
you wake up early.
the room is quiet.
chris is still asleep.
you look at him for a second.
then quietly get up.
you take the test.
set it down.
leave the bathroom.
you don’t check.
you make yourself wait.
you tell yourself it’s negative.
it’s always negative.
don’t be dramatic.
don’t start imagining things.
you sit on the floor.
scroll.
check the time.
scroll again.
twenty minutes feels cruel.
finally you stand.
walk back.
look.
and then look again.
you stare.
your stomach drops.
your eyes burn instantly.
you sit down.
positive.
you stare at it so long your eyes blur.
you laugh once.
then cover your mouth.
then cry.
not loud.
just immediate.
tears falling before your brain catches up.
you pick it up again.
positive.
you whisper—
oh my god.
your hands shake.
you think about every other time.
every other month.
every other quiet car ride.
every “it’s okay baby.”
every “we’ll try again.”
and suddenly all you can think is
i get to tell him.
you wipe your face.
then immediately start crying again.
and then you get an idea.
you grab your vlog camera.
because if this is real.
you want to remember it.
camera turns on.
your voice is shaky immediately.
“hi guys.”
you laugh.
cry a little.
wipe your face.
“um.”
you look away.
laugh again.
“today is gonna be a day in my life vlog.”
you zoom out.
show your room.
your voice gets quieter.
“but maybe… maybe something happened.”
cut.
you’re at target.
camera pointed at the cart.
tiny baby clothes.
you hold up a little sleeper.
start crying again.
camera drops slightly.
you laugh.
“sorry.”
cut.
you pick out a tiny stuffed animal.
you hold it up.
“this one feels right.”
your voice cracks.
you buy a little blanket.
a baby book.
a newborn onesie.
a basket.
cut.
you’re in the car.
crying.
camera facing you.
“i’m actually freaking out.”
small laugh.
“i don’t know if i should tell his mom first.”
you smile.
“mary lou is gonna lose her mind.”
you wipe your face.
“my mom is gonna cry.”
you laugh.
“our dads…”
you smile bigger.
“…oh my god.”
you shake your head.
“nick and matt are gonna be unbearable.”
cut.
you’re home.
making the basket.
camera propped up.
baby clothes folded.
the plush in the middle.
little blanket.
baby book.
you stare at the pregnancy test in your hand.
your breathing changes.
you place it in last.
then start crying again.
camera catches you covering your face.
you whisper—
“please be real.”
cut.
you’re waiting.
camera in hand.
you hear the front door.
your heart starts pounding.
chris walks in.
you smile too fast.
way too nervous.
he laughs.
“what are you doing?”
you hold up the camera.
trying to act normal.
“just filming a day in my life.”
he smiles.
walks over.
kisses your forehead.
“hi baby.”
you almost cry immediately.
he notices.
his smile fades.
“…you okay?”
you nod too fast.
hand him the basket.
he looks confused.
“what is this?”
you shrug.
trying not to cry.
“just open it.”
he laughs.
sits down.
starts pulling things out.
blanket.
he smiles.
onesie.
his smile changes.
he goes quieter.
he pulls out the plush.
looks at you.
then finally—
the test.
his face goes blank.
he stares.
looks again.
looks at you.
you’re already crying.
he looks back down.
then back at you.
his voice comes out tiny.
“…baby?”
you laugh through tears.
“i checked like four times.”
he doesn’t move.
you keep crying.
“and i didn’t tell you because i didn’t wanna get your hopes up and i thought maybe if i waited and then i saw it and i just…”
his eyes fill instantly.
he stands up so fast.
walks over.
grabs your face.
he’s crying.
actual tears.
“are you serious?”
you nod.
he lets out this broken laugh.
covers his mouth.
looks at you again.
then suddenly pulls you into him.
tight.
he starts crying into your shoulder.
you’ve never felt him shake like that.
he keeps laughing and crying.
holding your face.
looking at you.
hugging you again.
he kisses your forehead.
your cheeks.
your nose.
he whispers—
“baby.”
then again.
“baby.”
and then quietly—
“we did it.”
you start crying harder.
he presses his forehead against yours.
both of you crying.
he smiles through tears.
and whispers—
“there’s a baby.”
you laugh.
crying.
he kisses you.
soft.
slow.
both of you smiling into it.
and somewhere in the background—
the camera is still recording.
catching the exact moment your whole life changes.
𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐞 - 𝐜.𝐬
y/n thinks if she distanced herself from him, maybe it wouldn’t affect him.
that’s the problem.
if she could point at something and say there.
that’s why.
maybe she could fix it.
maybe she could stop feeling guilty.
instead it’s just there.
when she wakes up.
when she goes out.
when she laughs.
when she’s with people she loves.
even with chris.
especially with chris.
because he’s good.
that’s what makes it worse.
he remembers things.
he texts first.
he kisses her forehead.
he calls her baby in that stupid soft voice.
he notices when she gets quiet.
he notices when she lies.
he loves her in all the ways she always thought she wanted.
and somehow—
she still feels sad.
which means it has to be something.
right?
so her brain starts looking.
and somehow—
it lands on his exes.
not because she misses them.
not because she’s jealous.
just because they existed before her.
and maybe if she can convince herself they were prettier or happier or easier—
then maybe she can explain why she feels the way she does.
she starts wondering things.
did he laugh more?
did he text more?
did he ever look at them and think this is easy?
because y/n feels impossible.
too quiet.
too emotional.
too much and not enough at the same time.
sometimes she’ll be laying next to him and suddenly think—
i bet she didn’t ruin moments like this.
and then she hates herself immediately.
because chris isn’t doing anything wrong.
he’ll literally be holding her.
loving her.
looking at her like she’s enough.
and she’ll still think—
he deserves somebody lighter.
one night she’s at his house.
his room is warm.
he’s laying next to her talking about something.
she isn’t listening.
not because she doesn’t care.
she just can’t stop thinking.
he notices.
of course he notices.
he reaches over and grabs her hand.
squeezes it once.
“baby?”
she looks over.
“yeah?”
he watches her.
“…where’d you go?”
she smiles.
too fast.
“nowhere.”
he stares for another second.
then quietly—
“don’t do that.”
her stomach drops.
“do what?”
he moves closer.
his hand stays over hers.
“pretend you’re okay.”
she looks away immediately.
his expression softens.
he brushes her hair back.
“talk to me.”
she laughs.
small.
awkward.
“it’s nothing.”
he shakes his head.
“y/n.”
she closes her eyes.
because she already knows this conversation.
he asks.
she says she’s fine.
he worries.
she feels guilty.
he reaches over.
pulls her into his chest.
kisses her head.
“baby.”
his voice gets softer.
“please.”
and suddenly—
she wants to cry.
because he sounds scared.
she pulls away.
looks at him.
“…do you miss your exes?”
he freezes.
actually freezes.
“…what?”
she immediately regrets it.
she laughs.
shakes her head.
“forget it.”
but he sits up.
looks confused.
“where did that come from?”
her chest tightens.
she shrugs.
looks down.
“i don’t know.”
he waits.
she starts picking at her fingers.
“…sometimes i think they were probably easier.”
his face changes instantly.
“baby.”
she shakes her head.
faster now.
“not prettier.”
her voice cracks.
“just easier.”
his eyebrows pull together.
she keeps going.
“i feel like i make everything heavy.”
she looks down.
voice getting smaller.
“and i don’t know why i’m like this.”
he immediately reaches for her.
“hey.”
she starts crying.
which is embarrassing because she wasn’t even sad a second ago.
except she was.
she always is.
she wipes her face.
tries laughing.
fails.
“you do everything right.”
his expression softens immediately.
she starts crying harder.
“you love me.”
his eyes change.
she shakes her head.
crying now.
really crying.
“and i still feel sad.”
his face falls.
she looks at him.
tears everywhere.
“so i keep thinking maybe there’s a reason.”
she laughs again.
it sounds horrible.
“so i think about your exes.”
she wipes her face.
voice shaking.
“because maybe if somebody else did this better then it makes sense.”
chris just stares at her.
then quietly—
too quietly—
he says—
“…you think i want somebody else?”
she shakes her head immediately.
“no.”
he looks confused.
hurt.
“then what is it?”
y/n closes her eyes.
and she finally says it.
quiet.
crying.
“chris, you don’t understand your love will never be the cure.”
silence.
his face changes.
she sees it happen.
the confusion.
the hurt.
the realization.
her voice breaks.
“you keep trying to love me out of feeling like this.”
his eyes fill immediately.
she cries harder.
“and i know you mean well.”
he looks away.
she whispers—
“but i don’t think you can.”
his face crumples.
he laughs once.
quiet.
sad.
“…i thought i could.”
that breaks her.
he wipes his face.
doesn’t look at her.
“i thought if i loved you enough…”
he swallows.
“…you wouldn’t hurt anymore.”
y/n immediately grabs his hand.
crying.
shaking her head.
“baby…”
he looks up.
she squeezes his hand.
hard.
“you loving me isn’t failing.”
his eyes close.
she whispers—
“i’m just sick of trying to find reasons for something that doesn’t always have one.”
he starts crying too.
actual crying.
he pulls her into him.
holds her.
not because he thinks it’ll fix her.
not because he thinks she’ll wake up okay.
flou -haven’t wrote in a while, this is so bad.
tags - @sturnsraw @sturnvinyls
ahhh i’m finally posting today :)
me trying to act nonchalant after just reading the sluttiest smut ever made at 3 am.
it’s my birthday!!
miss you🤍
miss you more boo 😞
IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT FOR STURNVINYLS FOLLOWERS/FRIENDS!
As it hurt as i am to say this, it’s what i think is best for me.
i’ve been a triplets fan for over 3 years. they were my comfort creators for so long. but, lately, the fandom just isn’t the same anymore. it’s not as active, doesn’t get much attention, and overall, it’s toxic.
i’ve been writing for them for 2 years and 6 days. it’s what got me into writing. it’s what i enjoy doing the most when i have free time. however, i don’t think writing for them is fulfilling anymore. as much as i enjoy them as people and content creators, writing for them isn’t as enjoyable for me, anymore.
i take pride in what i write. i enjoy the way i write. i just don’t think i’ve reached my full potential yet. trying to keep up with writing almost everyday is tiring. my blog doesn’t get much attention anymore, and that’s okay. but, this blog isn’t what it used to be.
for as long as i wrote, i enjoyed every bit of it. all the people i got to meet, all the writers i was introduced to, and the friends i made along the way. they’re great people, great friends. all super great writers.
so, this is where the journey with this blog ends. thank you to everyone who stayed by my side through it all. and to everyone i just met, i love you. i may not know you well, but, i know that you’re a good person.
your dear writer, alondra. ৻ꪆ
april 12th, ‘24–may 6th, ‘26
I’ll miss you sweet babes ily smmm
heyy guys, I just wanted to say that I will be back soon, and my mental health has gotten a lot better, I also just wanna thank you guys for being so patient and understanding that I needed a break. 🤍
hey guys sorry for the inconveniences but i’m taking another long break due to anxiety and stress but i love you all and yeah… peace out sweets 🤍
texts with avoidant!ex!chris & attached!ex!reader
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i need to post more fics, but, i’m just a lazy hoe
umm i need motivation… so yes or no for pt 2, 3, and 4 of double edged sword to be posted throughout the next 3 days 👀
baby, theme so cute🥹
#iloveit
tyy bbby 🥹🥹
