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So I just wrote this for my Math teacher and I felt it was appropriate. Someone’s got to speak out for us right?

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Just an hour after I posted this a police officer took me to the office and they talked to me about this because my teacher turned it in. So I got in trouble but I refused to take the post down because this is so important to me. We don’t have many people speaking out against mental illnesses and we have to start somewhere.

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Update: I was barely passing his class with a C and he was one of those teachers who made you feel like a failure. I ended up taking the class online my own way with my own time and got an A. That says a lot and I feel so much better about myself. I will never take this post down and I will never feel ashamed because of it.

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I woke up this morning for three minutes. I rolled out of bed, put on my slippers, and stared at myself in the bathroom mirror. That was all I could take. I went back to sleep. I didn’t go back to bed. I just went back to sleep. I slept all day. I sleep most days. I’m asleep when I go to school, asleep when I’m telling the barista which form of caffeine I prefer. It never wakes me up, but I spend $3.50 on it anyway. I’m asleep when my professors are talking, asleep when I go to the store to pick up milk. Sometimes I wake up, but it’s terrifying so I go back to sleep right away. I want to wake up. I want to have a reason to wake up.

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