to be continued... @just-another-dead-s0ul - Tumblr Blog

You're valid if you're afraid to open up because you're worried other people won't respond the way you want them to and you're worried they'll disappoint you.

flittermousemoth

Self-aware of my self-destruction, yet unable to stop myself.

ruvaidwani

borderline personality disorder is known for making it hard for people to manage their emotional reactions. most of us with bpd were punished or shamed as a child for being emotional. our feelings & thoughts were never valid & we never learned how to control our emotions. since we never know what emotions or reactions are correct, we just end up with too much all at once & boil over. we were never able to understand if our feelings were correct in certain situations, which makes things much, MUCH harder.

thiabeagoodgirl

i will forever be the hurting child, the angry teenager and the lonely adult.

iiflywithmeii25

so far away from each other

i miss you all the time

do you even think of me

do i even matter

probably not

i always knew i was nothing

gh0sting-along

how could you love me? i don't even know who i am.

borderlinesadgirl

They will never understand the sadness that you can physically feel in your chest

heiratemich333

who up wanting something they can never have

slimesita

unfortunately a lot of people just wont understand until its too late

stuckinapril

are u ever sick w longing. and i don't just mean romantic longing. i mean longing for a place you barely get to see, longing for friends you no longer have, longing for feelings you might have left behind in your childhood, longing for creativity, longing for a rich and more expansive life, longing for less inhibition. longing for more passion. longing for ur life to be so incandescent w something it thaws all the frost in ur bones. are u ever so consumed w it it rends ur heart in two. do u understand me

stuckinapril

this is not just "look out the window and sigh" longing. i'm talking you're at the grocery store and you're suddenly hit w a wave of grief bc you don't have it. you don't have whatever it is you ache so badly to have. you go about your everyday life and yet it throbs under your skin moment by moment, almost as though it has a life of its own. that's the kind of longing i mean.