Little Mx "I Don't Have A Favourite"

18+ | aroace | most evil person you know

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Bamboo Hatted Kim x Reader (platonic; they see each other as friends)

AN: this man needs more content. Some misinfo may be present

SPOILERS

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Even after you left S Corp. to make deals with other districts in the city, it felt somewhat better than there. In there, it felt suffocating. Especially when Kim was branded before escaping with the help of Im.

Both of them, Kim Lib and Im Gyeong-eop, were the only you can call friends in that district. They were also hoping for change in the district but then again, when has chance benefited everyone except for the elites?

It didn’t take long for you to meet him again. This time, with a group that you don’t recognize but heard about lately.

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“Oh. It’s you, how… have things been, [Name]?” Kim started off with his laid back personality like you remembered but this time, it was lace with guilt.

“…fine. Been going to wings to either renew contacts with S Corp. or make new ones,” you blankly stared at him, it been a long time since you last saw him. The last time you saw him was when he was in that cell; wasn’t able to do anything otherwise you would be killed.

A coward, you told yourself.

“Mentor, who is this?” A woman who seems to be much younger than you came up, clearly on guard.

“A old friend of mine from S Corp., Aeng-du,” Kim introduce yourself to her which is true, you haven’t been in contact after his escape from prison.

“Greetings, young Aeng-du. From the looks of your uniform and Kim’s… you seem to be a colleague of his, correct?”

“Yes.”

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From there on, both of you caught up with each other, making Aeng-du feel less tense than before — after all, you proved that you aren’t a foe, someone who merely wants to catch up lost time with her mentor.

“I should go, Kim. And thanks, for this talk and now I must—“ you were cutted off after noticing something different.

“What did you see?” Kim asked with his body language saying otherwise.

“…Kim. You and your student mention you now work on distortion cases, correct?”

“Yes?”

“…I… have a feelingsomething happened with Im… I don’t know where she went but, she was sent out of the district from what I know. If you do see her, tell her that I said Hi,” and with that, you and Kim went on different paths once more.

You know you will see them again, but on opposite sides. Seeing how relax Kim is, makes you envy him in a way you never thought. But you know that any given moment or slip up will make you face the same fate as he did. This time, without anyone saving you.

Im sorry. For being a coward, Kim…

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can you do general Meursault dating headcanons please i love that french man

i've never written for meursault before but i will give it a shot!

general meursault headcanons

🫧you likely aren't even aware of his feelings for you until he lays them out very plainly. there were, most likely, clues. the slightest of indicators that he was interested. choosing to hang around you even when he didn't have to, looking out for you during missions even when you didn't notice. letting you insert yourself into his daily life, likely giving off the impression that he didn't care about your presence one way or the other when he actually greatly enjoyed you being there

🫧he'd likely only go through with a confession for clarity's sake, as he would prefer to know where the two of you stand and your own feelings on the matter even if he can somewhat infer what they are. it sounds more like a business proposal than an impassioned declaration of his feelings, but that doesn't mean they're not there. he just has a very... subdued manner of expressing himself in that way.

🫧a lot of being with meursault is just picking up on the smallest of his quirks. he isn't the most expressive to OTHERS. you, however, can gain the ability to read him very well once you figure him out. he seeks you out often, watches you closely. you can make out the slightest twitch at the corners of his mouth when you smile at him at the end of a long fight, or the way he leans just a bit closer when he's anticipating a kiss at a time you'd usually give him one.

🫧acts of service type of guy. he shows his love by trying to make your life easier, trying to be of use. he enjoys helping you out wherever he can, be it with chores or during the workday. he'll make your favorite meals or any foods that you just really want to try. and... he's surprisingly fond of gift giving? if you mention wanting something offhandedly, he'll get it for you if it's within the budget. he isn't going to figure it out on his own; you're going to need to tell him that just because you talked about it doesn't mean you actually need it

🫧cuddly. very much so. this man is like a space heater too. he doesn't typically initiate physical affection, but he never seems to have any issue with it when you do. for a while you might think that he's impartial. after all, he seems to just let you do whatever you please. until you notice that he just keeps inching closer to you. and staring. and waiting. and- oh. you forgot to kiss him on the cheek this morning! eventually he'll get comfortable enough to show affection in private, coming up and resting his chin on your shoulder to see what you're up to, or placing a hand on your back or waist

🫧he may not always have the advice you're seeking, but he is a pretty good listener, and you know he'll take whatever you say to heart. he'll usually try to suggest more pragmatic solutions if you ask, rather than anything more geared towards the emotional side, but it shows you that he's taking it seriously even if he's sitting there otherwise silent

meursault is a creature of habit, and you've become a part of his routine. you're, for lack of a better term, his person. where you may find safety and sturdiness in him, he finds reliability and a space to let his guard down within you.

watch canto 10 drop and all of this will be wrong lol. i hope this is a good offering to the meursault fanclub i tried 🙏

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do you write nsfw now? your blog says 18+ and you follow nsfw writers. last i check yuo were a sfw blog so thought might as well check before i send spicy requests

18+ because I am an adult and big into gore. Nsfw would go into a side blog but I'm incapable of writing smut no matter how hard I try so like, sorry to disappoint you broski lol

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Velvet di you like coffee

- 🪼 / The Patron Librarian of Social Science.

???? How did you find me what

I do like coffee when it's sweet and creamy though... I don't drink much but I hope that makes sense

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Going to reply to your ask properly Vil anon but unfortunately my friend's Vil fics are all private and in dms </3

I have their permission to write stuff based off of things we've talked about and they shared with me though!

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soft yanderes as a concept does not make sense to me..... like so you want the salad bowl with no salad? just the bowl?.. what makes up a yandere is their violent tendencies for the lengths they'd go for their darling whom they love vvvv much, so for them to remove an essentially very important trait? that's not even a yandere anymore </3 it's just a partner who's clingy and very in-love w their s/o -vil anon

Yeah! Yeah exactly!!! They're not even yanderes why are we calling them yanderes??? I think being a yandere would show up differently for every character which might make them not have certain traits that comes with being a yandere, but removing the yandere part entirely is something else I swear.

If the yandere isn't throwing a huge fit because I did something wrong or someone else did something wrong when it came to me then I don't want them and don't think they're a real yandere

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Rant about soft yandere I want to hear your thoughts. Esspecially since I’m going to be writing yandere stuff myself. I beg thee rant

Okay listen carefully now, my first exposure to soft yanderes was through Vil twisted wonderland. One of my friends had a really good grasp on his characters and they'd write him as abusive regardless of him being yandere or not. And like, I was so so spoiled by them that when I finally checked the Vil x reader posts on here I got slapped in the face by how ooc they all felt

This was exactly around when I came across a bit of soft yandere Vil posts and they were worse somehow??? Like people at least wrote yandere Vil as being shitty but now with soft yandere Vil they took away that shittiness and made him all nice and kind and the only "yandere" thing about him was him being overprotective now which???? Why are we even calling that a soft yandere be real.

Bonus thing I want to complain about real quick as well but in one of the soft yandere Vil fics I read, it said that Vil would refuse to kiss anyone during a movie and that he'd only ever kiss you and like no??? Wrong??? Vil wouldn't consider that a real kiss so why should he care and normal Vil wouldn't care about you kissing someone for a movie either because it's not a real kiss, but yandere Vil would be seething if you kissed anyone else for a movie while being okay with kissing someone else instead.

I... really need to write for twst and Vil especially bc he's so fun but edkjfdkjf anyway back to my rant about soft yanderes

I think it's one thing if you write a character as a full on yandere first then slowly turn them into a soft yandere as part of the yandere's redemption, but every soft yandere post I've read so far is just people romanticizing yanderes but wanting to come across as morally right by not wanting to make the yandere too bad

In general, over the time I spent online as a writer, I've come to believe that the whole yandere romanticization thing is bullshit made up by losers with lots of followers who want to bully anyone who doesn't write what they want to write. Some of the most horrific and realistic depiction of yanderes that left me anxious were written by people who romanticize yanderes. Not to mention that everyone I've seen who says shit like "don't romanticize yanderes" are either ableist losers who you'll find make out yanderes to be a mental health issue and thus demonize those who are mentally ill, or those who fetishize/romanticize yanderes but want to make themselves look like a good person.

Ever notice how most of the authors saying "I don't condone yanderes/Don't romanticize yanderes" only ever write for male yanderes? You know, the gender that they're attracted to? I'm sorry but the "exploring abuse" excuse doesn't hold up to me when there's plenty of abuse to be explored between familial/platonic relationships but these authors only ever seem interested in exploring domestic violence with male partners specifically. I don't think everyone who does it is doing it because they secretly romanticize yanderes but it sure is suspicious when that's what a majority of yandere x reader authors seem to be doing.

But yeah that's why I hate soft yanderes. They can be done right but most of the time they're a symptom of pretentious people who think they get to dictate what's right and what's wrong to do in fucking fiction of all places. If you have to tell your audience to not romanticize yanderes, chances are that all your readers are kids who are going to be influenced by how you wrote the yanderes anyway because they're kids. As a kid reading those yandere fics I can assure you that I rolled my eyes whenever I saw those "warnings" and they didn't do shit to stop me from romanticizing yanderes back then. Any author who does that is just virtue signalling or saying it just to make themselves feel good about being a ""good"" person without actually taking the steps to be one and it's so skjdmgksdgs

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nouuuu woobifying "evil" characters is like ?!???!?!? it kills them 😭😭 like yea sometimes slight oocness is necessary to come up with something, but to round an abuser's edges (it sounds so apathetic, im sorry, im trying to find a way to describe it with my poor english) so they're able to HAVE A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP?!!!! that's a whole different character atp 😭 or an au 😭

Depends on the woobification honestly, sometimes the evil character is turned completely nice to everyone and sometimes the evil character is still mean and abusive to everyone except the reader.

That second one is usually how soft yanderes are handled (and honestly I hate the entire concept of soft yanderes but I digress) and is also the way I'd be going about it

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I see your point on woobifying lol. Part of the reason I woobify Shiomi is because she reminds me of my mother at times. And how she was jealous of me when I was younger and took it out on me. But I really like your writing and part of how you don’t woobify the characters but also don’t make them too dark like some works I’ve read. Keep up the good work

I think having headcanons and treating characters according to those headcanons is fine! I personally make Lordlu switch back and forth being flirty with a loved one vs being particularly exasperated by his loved one, and to be honest I'm not above writing full on fanservice where the character is ooc and gives full special treatment to the reader <- hypocrite9000

The problem is more so like, if someone wants a scenario of their favourite terrible character comforting them then they should mention in their requests ahead of time if the character should be woobified or softer with the reader.

I think every character is flexible enough that you can put them in any scenario and make it work but I am going to try to make them accurate to canon if you don't tell me otherwise

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YOU'RE SO RIGHT?? no bcs sometimes it's difficult to write for overall terrible characters, because as you write for a specific prompt/plot it's just "They Would Not Do That" repeating in your head.. i feel it'd be better if you write them as they are in canon, that's in my opinion because the true appeal to these characters for me is how unforgivable they are or even how cruel they can be even if it can also be redirected to their hypothetical s/o,, it's part of them&their character and it just doesn't feel right to make them softer,, just my two cents -vil anon

I prefer them as they are in canon as well. Like if I went looking for fics of a verbally abusive character and no one wrote them as verbally abusive I'd be disappointed, but also depending on the context it might make more sense for them not to be verbally abusive ?????

Nothing is black and white and I think woobification has its place sometimes but I do agree with you fjgdsfsgjv making terrible characters be soft feels off putting

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can I ragebait you?? ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

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Kindly get out of my house before I throw you out a window

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wait do you do requests??

Some of you really need to check my pinned post 😭 but yes I do requests, I just prefer to write what I want to write and I'm a slow writer so you don't see me posting many requests

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hi velvet hope youve been well !! i impusively got limbus battle pass sigh... the rewards were SO worth it though, also picked up a middle heathcliff from the guaranteed extraction 🤞 (and like 600 outis egoshards.. she's my favourite haha...)

the recent s corp hong lu fics u've been writing too 😍😍 we're being fed well

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600 Outis shards... I'd think you were a friend of mine who's also insane for Outis but I don't think they're the type to send asks.

I've been procrastinating on writing a bit but I'm glad you like the S Corp Hong Lu stuff!!

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Personally I see Shiomi as softie (in shiomi terms) because if say it’s like a relationship or her comforting someone. You’ve already gone through the hurdle of her being her and her being abrasive to everything and everyone. But that’s just me lol.

That question is terrible in the sense that it's heavily context dependent and even the worst person can be a bit of a softie if the situation called for it, but like, they're still going to be horrible for the most part.

IMO if you went to Shiomi for comfort because you were sad at something she'd snap at you and tell you to get over it, and only try to comfort you way later after she starts feeling guilty. If she feels guilty.

Some people are very much into the "snap at you and tell you to get over it" and find it comforting, but others would find it discouraging and upsetting. I don't want to woobify terrible characters but I put more importance on the well-being of real people, so while my go to would be to write about Shiomi snapping at you, writing her a bit ooc so the person who sent the request isn't a problem for me

But like, I am side eyeing everyone who chooses the softer option a bit LOL

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Real quick but when you send me requests with a character known for being terrible, do you expect me to write them as being softer or as terrible as they are in canon?

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I prefer them a bit softer

I prefer them to be terrible

Voting ended onJun 15

This won't like, make me woobify the character when I'm writing for them on my own but I am curious

On that note I might also include this in the request guidelines moving forward because it might be awkward if you come to me seeking fluff to comfort you only for me to hit you with "no that character wouldn't love you or support you lmfao"

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I don't know if anyone here follows hsr leaks but I do and I'm glad that people are finally catching onto the fact that mortis leaks is a fraud when I've known from the get go.

Admittedly they did have reliable leaks but they've stated the obvious so many times only for people to still worship them and call out anyone who doesn't like or trust mortis as being a snowflake like ?????? hello