Dei Lily

Just a kid with a love for flowers and writing. Going to write poems and share my thoughts. Probably going to bore everyone oh well.- - Pronouns=He/him or They/Them

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"I am but a myth.

A myth with horns

And eyes filled with tears.

A myth with flowers

Coming from my throat with bloody peddles.

I am the myth which blooms from unrequited love.

I am Hanahaki.

I am a Disease."

- I am a Myth by Dei Lily

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"I am in love

With the idea

Of love.

I am in love

With a person

Who feels numb.

They love me

Who feels pain

And darkness

We both love

Each other

Even though

We both are

Dying in life.

We will make

It though

For we both

Have dreams

Of making a

Home for two

Maybe three

If we find

Someone who

Will love both

Of our dark and numbing

Thoughts."

-Love by Dei Lily

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Baby Boy Blue always so glum He had bouts of depression too He always smiled a fake face of  Baby Girl Red Because  Baby Boy Blue was born with self hate and doom.

Baby Boy Blue by Dei Lily

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I am Cold like Ice Inside and out I am but a corpse A corpse with open eyes And a beating heart I have no purpose But I feel like I do I feel human in many ways Yet I cannot say that I am I am no a monster I don't kill with words or hits I just lay down and die I am but a Corpse A Corpse with a beating heart

I am by Dei Lily

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Night skies  filled with lies Morning Light with a mean bite Afternoon sky lights are always lonely nights But Night lights are always right Morning sky lights are my kind of life and Afternoon skies are filled with butterflies

Dei Lily

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I was once a rose I was dark and in love I felt alone and shunned Now I am a Lily I have been reborn I am no longer alone in love and darkness I have the person  I worship and love by my side as we Face the darkness In stride

Dei Lily

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I was wandering as the world spun.  I was flying as the stars shined. I was there when no one else was. Yet I'm gone as the moon. For each morning  I leave and must wait until darkness comes.

I’m the Moon by Dei Lily

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Many say Ana is a friend but to me Ana is cruel She feasts upon me until all I feel is hunger Ana isn't a friend she's the one eats while we starve.

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Every day is 500 I try for less and when it's more I make the next day less than ever before.

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The fat is consuming my body with each bite I can feel the pounds that are going up I can hear my steps as I'm a whale among glass I grab at the fat with tears as I try to yank it off I'm screaming as the calories go up but at least there's purging after.

My Body by Dei Lily

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The beast feasts as I am swallowed I starve as it eats and it laughs when I do I hate the feel of hunger it's hollowing but at the same time hunger gives me strength to see how long it will take before I too become thin.

Swallowed by Hunger by Dei Lily

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“I feel so alone on a Friday night.” 

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I'm drowning in my tears as everyone else laughs I'm choking back my screams cause I'm meant to be laughing Cause jokes are meant to be funny even though they're killing me. They say cruel things with humorous smiles.

Laughing not crying by Dei Lily

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I can see the scars of my past. I can feel my fear crawling up. I can hear my tears as I remember.  But I can't forget no matter how much I dream.  I will forever be stuck remembering.

Forget me not by Dei Lily

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My story had so many endings But it only had one beginning I wish that it started happy but then again that's not what my story is I'm not the fairy tale we all wish for No I'm the story we all regret The story where a kid is dying Because no one cared enough to give them life Oh how I wish it was a fairy tale and not a killing.

No Fairy Tale Here by Dei Lily

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The stars are shining and the sky is tearing. Tonight you'll be our light as we're crying. I hope that you'll always be so bright as the darkness over takes the night. You're such a beautiful sight as I've never met someone so light.

You‘re our Bright, Light by Dei Lily