fluix

[flu1xon]

fluix, he/they/hx. 16. fluixon c'link + fictionkin. art credits to beakdmac on twitter! some sort of jirai + void rambling account. i don't know.

if you know what my "main" account is, then please don't interact with me here unless i've specifically told you about this blog. i may also randomly delete this at some point, apologies in advance...

i personally don't want to get close with anyone 18+, but i don't have any boundaries otherwise. if you're around my age range, be as weird as you want. i really want attention. pursue me.

my interests are too scattered for me to remember all of them, but the most important ones are project sekai, vocaloid, and minecraft. i also like indie and rpgmaker games

📣 ps. saparatas are free to be mean to and insult me

[flu1xon]

need to be more active again. i miss posting but i've been really depressed and out of energy lately

[flu1xon]

woof woof...

i haven't been active. so tired recently... i should get back on that.

[flu1xon]

...pfffttt. it's-a-me, loveletter anon. wahoo! JOKING. no worries about the late reply ^^ i'm pretty great at waiting too. so take your time with replies and such. :)

well he wasn't that bad... in my opinion...... maybe some things were a little overkill (AHEM) but regardless i quite liked him

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that's terrifying... i'm hearing that in my nightmares...

on a serious note, he was nice enough. i suppose... (said like a bratty tsundere.) a little dramatic at times, but who wouldn't be, i guess. not like they had anything better to do on hell 2.0! (y'know. hell. because it's hot, with the scalding water and such.)

all of that aside, this is a bit offtopic, but i get really happy when i see you've sent an ask. i'm good at waiting!! it feels like a reward, heheh.

[flu1xon]

a little bit... also funny to think about. maybe i'm someone you'd never expect, like. hmm. what are the most outrageous options? schpood. or lingulini. i should start speaking like mario. NVM I JUST PICTURED IT THAT'S A TERRIBLE IDEA. aww. cute. woof woof? ^^

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do NOT start speaking like mario. that's a horrific idea.

schpood isn't.... well, i want to say he isn't that bad, but he was. the whole colosseum idea says enough. maybe i was right to not trust island 1, those guys were freaks.... /silly

sorry for the late reply.... i left this in my drafts and didn't have the energy to write until now ;;

[flu1xon]

sorry for being so pathetic sorry sorry sorry

[flu1xon]

hehe. your guesses are pretty good. i will say, though, i'm also sourced from another state-related thing. so it's not that easy to guess, you know? ^^ would it be interesting to reveal myself now i wonder? thank you :) i don't really have plans, but i hope the rest of my day goes well too.

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ahhh... yeah, huh, that... does open the options...

do whatever you'd like, i'll be here waiting regardless! like a dog... or something like that? i don't know...

[flu1xon]

well... not the farthest? ahaha. it was still a pretty good guess, don't worry ♡ then for now it'll be a secret. (a poorly kept one. i'm not good at remembering to turn on anon...) i'm glad your day's been alright. it's pretty early for me, aha.

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i can keep guessing!! well, badly, but i can!! it's not like there's a lot of characters in state...

you remind me of jophiel, for some reason... you could always be a saps too, but i doubt it? i don't knowww... vibes...

thank you lots ^^ i hope you have a nice day ahead of you!!

[flu1xon]

might be sourced from a swap au along with canon state 2.5... huh.

[flu1xon]

you answered faster than i was expecting you to, aha. that's a good guess! not exactly, but we have a thomas in our system. it's nice to meet you too ♡ it wouldn't be super fun if i just gave away who i was immediately, would it? how has your day been, flux? if i can call you that...

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ahahaha, guess i wasn't too far off? i'd continue, but i'd be really embarrassed if i got it wrong...

my day's been good, thanks for asking!! i wouldn't mind being called flux, that's okay ^^.

[flu1xon]

your blog is cute. i typically lurk on tumblr for fanart, so it’s funny that i stumbled onto your account. i hope it’s okay if i send you asks. i don’t see a lot of other statesmp fictfolk … and as for who i am, you can take a guess if you want ^^

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!!! hello!!! it's really nice to meet you!!!

i'm not... good at guessing... i originally thought someone from the conspiracy, however, i might just miss them. aha.

[flu1xon]

i want to scream that i love this world and that i'm ready to live another day

i don't think i can, after all i've done. i don't deserve it

[flu1xon]

everyone says they want to die and that they hate the world. it kinda makes me feel like the odd one out sometimes

i want to be alive and i think the world is a good place. but i don't deserve to live in it

i can never truly say i want to die, but i can't say i'm happy to be alive either

[silvervanrouge123]

Why can't I sleep forever why isn't there an option for that I always wake up early and then go back to sleep it's never enough to keep me happy

[flu1xon]

there, generally, is only love

[flu1xon]

it's funny. the grief gets better, but it'll never go away. it follows me wherever i go, in both the biggest and smallest ways

[flu1xon]

i truly do think the world is a kind place. the universe loves us so much that it programmed itself in such a specific, meticulous way, just for us to live in it. isn't that a wonderful thought?

that's why it hurts, sometimes. the world is so kind, that it shows its love through the hurt. it pays attention to the worthless person i am, and loves it.

it loves me. it loves me