Lavender Kisses

Just a gals secret account, take care of yourselves lovelies 🌸 No pics are mine unless stated otherwise

[xanthomonus]

[fluffy-cotton-ball]

I fucking hate everything.

I feel like I’m gonna lose it any day.

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I wonder why my dad tries to act so hard lately that he cares. Does he not realize how much I needed him years ago, it’s too late now to play the “happy family” The least he could do is actually try to understand his faults and try to acknowledge my pain. Not act like everything is perfect

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[fluffy-cotton-ball]

It still surprises me how no one around me has caught on after all these years. I thought at times I was even obvious, maybe they just don’t care enough to pay attention

[fluffy-cotton-ball]

I wish I could get the help I need, I just want to be able to let out all this pain already. I’m tired of keeping all these years of dark emotions to myself

[byefat-byesad]

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Gonna make posts everyday till I get my act together

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I don't like, like myself very much

Despite all your kind words

Can't explain why I'm hurting myself

But it feels deserved

Citizen soldier/ weight of the world

[fluffy-cotton-ball]

Another night praying I don’t wake up in the morning, how many years has it been now where this has been my nightly routine?

[509depressed]

I can’t wait to fall asleep.

I hope I never wake up.

-let me go

[getlostinsidemycrazymind]

Nothing ever works right for me this fucken world just wants to keep messing with me till it pushes me over the fucken edge and I'm finally fucken gone

-Night

[antithetical-mess]

[fluffy-cotton-ball]

I don’t remember ever having a home to go to, I only have someplace that brings me pain

[utterlydisordered]

time after time

[fluffy-cotton-ball]

I feel terrible for this but I wish I had someone who would yell at me for eating, I need the meanspo and the shame to remind myself I don’t deserve to eat. I’m a ugly fat whale, and I need to get skinny

[fluffy-cotton-ball]

Ana Buddy

I need some people to help keep me motivated and that I can talk to. Also I’m a higher sw so I really need the extra support

-please be 17+