FluffyPanda

26 year old with many thoughts and no one to share it with

[fluffypandajay]

Little star, Up in the sky.

Little star, can I ask why…

When the little girl who wished upon you,

Did you let her think her wish will come true?

Little star, so far away.

Little star, she begged you to stay.

She was lost and alone in the night,

Left all on her own without a fight.

Little star, are you someone’s sun?

Little star, if only you were one…

If only this sunflower with her twinkle toes,

Wouldn’t stand still with you so close.

Little star… I’ll wish one last time.

Little star, close these scars of mine.

Protect my heart with another layer,

I promise this will be my final prayer….

[fluffypandajay]

How do you tell someone you’ve fallen in love with them? How do you tell them that it physically hurts when your part? How do you tell them? Especially when the feelings you have for them are one sided?

How do you tell them that even though your skin burns for them, that they shouldn’t touch you? That they shouldn’t trail their fingers over your arms while you are talking? That they shouldn’t kiss your hands? That the intimacy that you feel when they look in your eyes chips away at your soul?

You listen to their stories when they tell you of their one true love. You try to keep a blank face when they tell you that their heart already belongs to someone they can’t have.

How do you keep a straight face? How do you keep everything quiet even while you feel everything shatter into millions of pieces?

You can’t. Even if it physically kills you to do so, take a step back.

Stop sending them messages.

Stop getting together.

Just. Stop.

If they notice you’re gone, IF, would they look for you? Who knows…

But if they don’t… and they don’t come back to you… that’s when you know. That’s when you know that you were only there to fill the void.

And the worst part? That now that you know what you have to do, you suddenly realize how alone you actually are…

And you suddenly realize, with them gone, you will have no one else to tell your stories to.