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[ 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 —> 𝘮𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘦 ] 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘪 𝘴𝘢𝘺? [ 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 —> 𝘮𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘦 ] 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘨𝘪𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘢 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘰𝘰

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[𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 —> 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘶𝘯] 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦

[𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 —> 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘶𝘯] 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘪 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘥𝘳𝘶𝘯𝘬

[𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 —> 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘶𝘯] 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘨𝘰

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[𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 —> 𝘧𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘦𝘳] 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘷𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦 [𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 —> 𝘧𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘦𝘳] 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘪 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘷𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦 [𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 —> 𝘧𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘦𝘳] 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘴 𝘣𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘷𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦

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[𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 —> 𝘮𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘦] 𝘪𝘵’𝘴 𝘢 𝘨𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘪 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴 [𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 —> 𝘮𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘦] 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵 [𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 —> 𝘮𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘦] 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘤𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦

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𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐚 𝐥𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭. 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐛𝐚𝐝. 𝐚𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐫 𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐲𝐞𝐣𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐦 𝐚 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐮𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫. 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫. “𝐢 𝐠𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭. 𝐚 𝐰𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧’𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐮𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫. 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧’𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐮𝐞𝐝. 𝐢𝐭’𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐚 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐢𝐝’𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐭 𝐞𝐱𝐡𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝. “𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐚 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐮𝐩 𝐨𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩.” 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐥𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡.

“and really it’s not that hard at least not for me. when i first started out it was an adjustment but i felt at home. my theatre teacher actually told me that i’d obviously make it big one day. that it was only a matter of time before my talent was discovered.” she said with a wistful smile as she remembered. “and trust me you didn’t do that bad. i would say they were only mildly irritated.” she said as she laughed at the older male. “but do you really mean what you say? you have more acting experience. if anyone needs to improve hypothetically wouldn’t it be me. but let’s face it i am perfect so i shouldn’t be surprised.”

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plot call

like for me to pop into your pms to plot for the task and / or a schedule para.

hyeja was a trainee from july 2014 - february 2018

which mean she was most likely a trainee during the time the members of unity for about 2 years.

honestly i’m to lazy to write out some plots, but I do have them and if your interested we can discuss them.

for the schedule she could interact with any of the following groups : WISH, 7ROPHY, Aria, Fuse, Unity, Knight, and Mars

and lucid members come to me for some plot ideas. 

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“I mean it’s pretty fun having a bouncy house on stage since it makes the performance more entertaining. Though, you just need to be careful of not getting stuck. I don’t even remember how many times I nearly got stuck and needing one of my group members to rescue me.” It really was unexpected for Origin to have a legit bouncy house for one of their performances, but he was glad to see his group members could have fun while performing. He could tell that fans enjoyed seeing them having fun too. But it still was unbelievable that they were able to get a bouncy house for one of their concert performances. 

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“𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭’𝐬 𝐚 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐪𝐮𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐩.” 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐲. 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐟𝐮𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐭𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐩𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝. 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐬 𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐢𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐚 𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐩 𝐬𝐡𝐞’𝐝 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐞. 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐦 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐬. 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞. “𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐜𝐤?” 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐛𝐚𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐨𝐟 𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐞 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞.

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like this to plot for a task thread for any of my muses.

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𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐲𝐞 | 𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝟎𝟎𝟕

𝖿𝖾𝗆𝗆𝖾 𝖿𝖺𝗍𝖺𝗅𝖾

ˢᵉˣʸ. ʰʸᵉʲᵃ ʷᵃⁿᵗᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ᵈᵉᵇᵘᵗ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᵃ ᶜᵒⁿᶜᵉᵖᵗ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ˢᵗᵘⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵃᵘᵈⁱᵉⁿᶜᵉ. ᵃˡᵒⁿᵍ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᵃ ˢᵒⁿᵍ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ˢᵖᵒᵏᵉ ᵒᶠ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗᵇʳᵉᵃᵏⁱⁿᵍ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵐᵃⁿ ʰᵃᵗⁱⁿᵍ ˢʰᵉ ʷᵃⁿᵗᵉᵈ ᵃ ᵐᵘˢⁱᶜ ᵛⁱᵈᵉᵒ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ʰᵉᵃᵈˢ ᵗᵘʳⁿⁱⁿᵍ. ᵃ ᵐᵃᵗᵘʳᵉ ᶜᵒⁿᶜᵉᵖᵗ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ˢʰᵉ ᶜᵒⁱˡᵉᵈ ˢᵘʳᵉˡʸ ᵖᵘˡˡ ᵒᶠᶠ.

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like to plot for a schedule thread for any of my children. 

and i’m still looking for possible task threads. 

specify which one your interested in

possible group interactions: (if your muse falls into one of these groups then leave a like and i’ll come yell at ion about possible threads)

hyeja : lucid and mars

baram : mars and lucid 

pyung : charm

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ᶠᵉᵐᵐᵉ ᶠᵃᵗᵃˡᵉ. ᵗʰᵉ ᵒⁿᵉ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ˢʰᵉ’ˢ ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ ʷᵃⁿᵗᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ. ˢʰᵉ ʷᵃˢ ʳᵃⁱˢᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ᵉˣᵘᵈᵉ ᶜᵒⁿᶠⁱᵈᵉⁿᶜᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᵃ ˢᵉˣʸ ᶜᵒⁿᶜᵉᵖᵗ ˢʰᵉ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵈᵒ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵗʰᵃᵗ, ᵃⁿᵈ ᵐᵒˢᵗ ⁱᵐᵖᵒʳᵗᵃⁿᵗˡʸ ˢʰᵉ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵖʳᵉᵗᵉⁿᵈ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ˢʰᵉ ʷᵃˢ ᵃ ᵍⁱʳˡ ʷʰᵒ ˢᵖᵒᵏᵉ ʰᵉʳ ᵐⁱⁿᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵈⁱᵈⁿ’ᵗ ᵍᵉᵗ ʰᵉʳ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗ ᵇʳᵒᵏᵉⁿ. ᵇᵘᵗ ᵐᵒʳᵉ ᵗʰᵃⁿ ˢᵉˣʸ ˢʰᵉ ʷᵃⁿᵗᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᵃ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗᵇʳᵉᵃᵏᵉʳ. ˢᵒᵐᵉᵒⁿᵉ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ˡᵉᶠᵗ ᵐᵉⁿ ʷᵃⁿᵗⁱⁿᵍ ᵗʰᵉᵐ ᵃⁿᵈ ʷᵒᵐᵉⁿ ʷᵃⁿᵗⁱⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᵗʰᵉᵐ. ˢʰᵉ ʷᵃⁿᵗᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ˢʰᵒʷ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᵒʳˡᵈ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ˢʰᵉ ʷᵃˢ ᵃ ᵇʳᵃᵛᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ᶜᵒⁿᶠⁱᵈᵉⁿᵗ ʷᵒᵐᵃⁿ ʷʰᵒ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵈᵒ ᵃⁿʸᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ. ᵃⁿᵈ ᵃˡᵗʰᵒᵘᵍʰ ˡᵘᶜⁱᵈ ᵐᵃᵈᵉ ᵃ ᵘⁿⁱqᵘᵉ ᵈᵉᵇᵘᵗ ⁱᵗ ʷᵃˢⁿ’ᵗ ʳᵉᵃˡˡʸ ʷʰᵃᵗ ˢʰᵉ ʷᵃⁿᵗᵉᵈ. ˢʰᵉ ʷᵃⁿᵗᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ᵍᵒ ᵇᵃᶜᵏ ᵗᵒ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵗᵃʳᵗ ᵗᵒ ʰᵉʳ ᵒˡᵈ ᶜᵒᵐᵖᵃⁿʸ ʷʰᵉʳᵉ ˢʰᵉ ʷᵃˢ ᵍᵒⁿⁿᵃ ᵍᵉᵗ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ˢʰᵉ ʷᵃⁿᵗᵉᵈ. ˢʰᵉ ʷᵃⁿᵗᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ʳᵉˡⁱᵛᵉ ʰᵉʳ ʰᵃᵖᵖⁱᵉˢᵗ ᵈᵃʸˢ. ᵇᵘᵗ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʷᵃˢ ⁿᵒ ˡᵒⁿᵍᵉʳ ᵖᵒˢˢⁱᵇˡᵉ. ˡᵘᶜⁱᵈ ʷᵃˢ ˢᵉᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵈᵉᵇᵘᵗ ᵃⁿᵈ ⁱᵗ ʷᵃˢⁿ’ᵗ ᵃ ᶜᵒⁿᶜᵉᵖᵗ ˢʰᵉ ʷᵃⁿᵗᵉᵈ. ᵃⁿᵈ ʷʰᵉⁿ ⁱᵗ ʷᵃˢ ᵃⁿⁿᵒᵘⁿᶜᵉᵈ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ˡᵘᶜⁱᵈ ʷᵃˢ ʰᵃᵛⁱⁿᵍ ᵃ ᶜᵒⁿᶜᵉᵖᵗ ᶜʰᵃⁿᵍᵉ ᵃ ˢᵖᵃʳᵏ ᵒᶠ ʰᵒᵖᵉ ˡⁱᵗ ᵘᵖ. ᵒⁿˡʸ ᵗᵒ ᵈⁱᵉ ᵒⁿᶜᵉ ᵃᵍᵃⁱⁿ.

𝘮𝘢𝘮𝘢𝘮𝘰𝘰 | 𝘦𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦 𝘦𝘹𝘪𝘥 | 𝘥𝘥𝘥 7𝘳𝘰𝘱𝘩𝘺 𝘨-𝘪𝘥𝘭𝘦 | 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘯 𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘢 𝘢𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘬 | 𝘪’𝘮 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘬 4𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘶𝘵𝘦 | 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘮𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘦 𝘣𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘬 | 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘮𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘦 𝘣𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘬 | 𝘥𝘥𝘶 - 𝘥𝘶 - 𝘥𝘥𝘶 - 𝘥𝘶 9𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘴 | 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 7𝘳𝘰𝘱𝘩𝘺 𝘤𝘭𝘤 | 𝘯𝘰 7𝘳𝘰𝘱𝘩𝘺 𝘤𝘭𝘤 | 𝘩𝘰𝘣𝘨𝘰𝘣𝘭𝘪𝘯

[fmdhyeja]

like this to plot for a task thread for any of my muses.

[fmdhyeja]

“seems like false advertising to me.” she said smiling at the older man. “don’t tell me i get a coffe flavor if all it is is coca cola with a hint of coffee. i want to taste a whole cup of coffee mixed in there.”

[fmdyunho-blog]

{ imessage ⇨ xxx } i can’t wait until this fucking tour is over { imessage ⇨ xxx } and i hope it’s the last one for a while { imessage ⇨ xxx } wanna trade places?

[fmdhyeja]

[outgoing —> yunho] at least your on tour

[outgoing —> yunho] some of us don’t have the luxury

[outgoing —> yunho] or experience

[fmdhyeja]

[outgoing —> ???] how does this look

[outgoing —> ???] be honest

[outgoing —> ???] but just know if you answer wrong

[outgoing —> ???] i’ll kill you

[fmdhyeja]

𝑺𝑬𝑳𝑭 𝑷𝑨𝑹𝑨 | 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝑷𝑳𝑨𝒀𝑳𝑰𝑺𝑻 𝑷𝑻 𝑶𝑵𝑬 : 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑨𝑼𝑫𝑰𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵

wc: 743

including: lucid’s manager

about: hyeja auditions for love playlist and deals with self doubt.

acting has been apart of her life for as long as she can remember. It was a passion of hers not because of her mom or her aunt but because she personally loved to do it. but after becoming an idol she knew the chance that she would become an idol was significantly reduced. fans didn’t believe that idols could be actresses. but she was here to take a chance and give her dream a chance at surviving. she left the fork at 6am. entered the van at 6:05 and was on her way to breakfast by 6:06. the van drove up to the small café and she got out with their manager close behind her. they walked in, ordered and then sat down her with a cup of coffee and a danish and their manager with just a cup of coffee. she looked towards the manager with a unsure smiled and asked him  “do you think i’ll get it?”. the manager gave her an unsure smile and said nothing. she finished up her danish and got out of the seat signaling to her manger that she was ready to leave. it was best to be early. she threw her trash away and walked out waving to the cashier behind the register. she got back into the van. as she sat down she pulled out her script so she could go over it one final time.

she stood in the waiting room staring at the door as she waited for her name to be called. it was agony waiting. the worst part about auditions. it wasn’t her first audition but this one meant a lot more for her. this would be her first on screen work. and she couldn’t screw this up. she started when she heard her name and walked up to the door. before she walked in she looked around at the other hopefuls scattered across the lobby and hoped she had what it took.

she stood in front of the casting director and the panel of judges with an air of confidence. the casting director spoke first. “can you read me the first line please?” she said with a straight face. she gathered all her courage and began. She stared ahead with a sad expression. “i remember it like yesterday because it was so painful.” she recited from the script hoping she sounded as devastated as she hoped she sounded. “alright. next i need you to act out the beginning scene from episode 5. please start on page one.” she said as a male came into the room from a side door. “han jaein?” she said with a questioning look at she started in front of her. the male came up behind her and wrapped an arm around her. he replies with “ah, jaein? she’s a total man. you have no idea.” she looked up to him with an unconvinced stare. she turned to him, grabbed his hand and turned around looking as happy as she could as he said “let’s go.” they walked off towards the entrance and the male disappeared off into the foot he cams into. she felt sorta bad for him, probably having done this with a hundred other girls today. she turned back to the panel of judges and gave them a smile as they dismissed. she gave hers thanks and walked out to meet up with their manager.

she became suddenly nervous with the sudden dismissal. but she tried not to worry about it. they walked out to the van hyeja getting into the back. the ride back to the dorm felt long and she got out with a sad expression on her face. she went to her room and locked herself in their for most of the night.

the next morning she got a call from the casting director and she picked up the phone with a nervous shake. “hello?” she asked the other end of the line. “is this hyeja?” the voice responded. “yes this is hyeja.” she said with her the knot in her stomach growing bigger. “congratulations you’ve made it. you have been casted as jung jiwon.” “thank you.” she said her excitement growing. “thank you so much.” she said saying goodbye to the women on the other line. she sat there in her staring at the wall as she thought of what was to come. this was her on screen debut. she had to make it count.