DRIFTING SLOWLY.

i only miss you WHEN THE SUN GOES DOWN. oh, your voice is my favorite sound. swaying like the palm trees ; you & me, we're POETRY. painting stories with our lips. you're like a wave washing over me, pulling me u n d e r n e a t h ; sinking slowly. you're like a wave washing over me, i'll stay u n d e r n e a t h ; DRIFTING SLOWLY.

[fmdyeoreum]

└  ♡  ╱  PLOT CALL & OTHER RAMBLINGS !

        hi, beauties & gents !!! i apologize for the lack of activity on yeoreum’s blog as of recently, but my muse for her ( as well as yunyeong & gunwoo ) suffered a bit due to being exhausted from work & other matters. however, i’m going to work hard to respond to most all that i owe on all three of them tonight, so i’m excited to get back into the swing of things !! that being said, though, yeoreum recently suffered an unfortunate loss of one of her main plot — lines, & in general, is in DIRE NEED OF PLOTS of all types. whether they be ridden with angst, swathed in fluff, sugarcoated in romance, or drenched in lust, my first baby in famed needs all the love that anyone is willing to give to her right now, so if you’re interested in discussing plots, or having anything on your wanted connections filled, or needing more for your own character, PLEASE GIVE THIS POST A LIKE & i’ll show up in your messages to show you love & affection ! nothing will make me happier than giving my baby what she deserves, & in doing so, i hope that i can give your muses what they deserve, too ! i look forward to hopefully hearing from you all !

[fmdyeoreum]

fmdbenjy:

“ah, well, funny story—” he gave her a sheepish grin before chuckling. “i think i’m better off not cooking. did hyunmi not tell you? we almost burned down the kitchen once.” the vivid memory of it flashed between his eyes then and benjy did his best to push it to the back of his mind. he swore he could still smell the smoke right there and then and he held back a shiver. “i think it’s better we order takeout for your safety.” he had gotten enough warnings to stay away from the stove without supervision. she already seen him half-naked, she didn’t need to see him burning down the kitchen too.

“and don’t worry, the girls won’t mind us sitting in their kitchen. so long as we clean up after.” with that, he ushered the younger female to follow him towards said space, pulling out the takeout menus from the drawers and putting it on the table, offering it to her with a smile. “here, you can choose what you want. i’m going to raid their cupboards and fridge for some snacks we can eat while waiting.” the girls absolutely despised him doing it whenever the boys’ snack are at a minimum but benjy always made it up to them by going grocery shopping to stock up. he just can’t help being lazy sometimes; a fact his members knew all-too-well. 

        hearing the other male speak of his & his group — mate’s failed attempts at preparing a home — cooked meal caused hilarious reveries rattle about in her mind, the amount of times that she & her best friend almost burnt their kitchens to a crisp enough to where it exceeded all ten of her fingers. not everyone had the talent & the patience it took to cook up a feast, so she wasn’t necessarily surprised that the main rapper of ELEMENT lacked that innate skill, as well. ❝ oh, you don’t have to tell me how horrible hyunmi is at playing chef... i’ve witnessed it plenty of times, & what’s more, i’m not good at stuff like that either, so when both of us are trying to cook a meal... ❞ she started, then shook her head back & forth. ❝ you know, i don’t think that reliving those moments is necessary for me & my pride, so let’s just focus on the delicious food that other people make for us, yeah ?? takeout’s always more convenient anyway, & for being so sweet, i’ll go ahead & pick — up the charge. ❞ she insisted, offering yet another sweet grin. ❝ please don’t try to argue with me either because you’ll lose. ❞

        following suit so that she was seated on a chair at the table in the dining area, she scanned through each takeout menu provided & immediately noticed that some of her favorite eateries were included in the mixture ; her mouth beginning to salivate at the prospect of a nice, warm meal being delivered to their doorstep. ❝ hmm, what sounds better to you ?? new york style brick — oven pizza, or chicken wings with french fries ?? ooh... or what about vatos ?? i crave mexican food so bad sometimes. i guess that’s the downside of not living in california anymore. you’re from san francisco, right ?? does that ever happen to you ?? ❞ she queried, knowing that part of her heart would always reside in los angeles. ❝ unless you have any objections, i think we should totally go that route. what do you want, hmm ?? ❞

[fmdyeoreum]

fmdtheo:

@fmdyeoreum Location: Concert rehearsal venue Date: May 10, 4:30 pm

 “Wait, Yeoreum-ah, which way is my hand supposed to go again?” Maybe to those who did not know him well, it would be a surprising sight to see Theo putting such energy into learning a girl group dance. However, there was only so much one could do when forced to wait around for hours to perform for about ten minutes, so it was best to just make the most of the time available and hang out with close friends. Somehow, this had ended in an impromptu dance lesson, lunch long forgotten about as determination took over. “I swear, this dance is easier than it looks,” He huffed quietly before trying his best to dance from memory, only resulting in him unable to contain his laughter as he sang along perhaps a little too enthusiastically.

“BB cream papapa, lipstick mamam- oh my god.” Of course, the camera crew had decided to come and see what was going on. He wasn’t surprised; he was probably singing a little too loud, but that didn’t mean he couldn’t feel a little embarrassed. Cheeks turning a soft pink, he turned to look at Yeoreum before laughing once again at the situation. “Oh, Yeoreum was helping me perfect the dance to Likey,” He explained to the camera before turning back to look at his dongsaeng once again. “On a scale of 1 to 10, with 10 being perfect, how would you rate my dancing skills so far?”

        filming had commenced for the PORTAL DIGITAL MUSIC PROJECT & to say that yeoreum was thrilled to be taking part in it was a drastic understatement. with the release of her group’s latest title track WHAT IS LOVE ?? on the horizon & work on her solo efforts continuing into the summertime, the brunette was elated to know that her company was finally giving her what she deserved in terms of showcasing her triple — threat talent. sure, she didn’t receive a substantial amount of lines for WISH’s next comeback, but simply knowing that she was now able to curate a full — length album to be released in only a matter of months lit a new flame beneath her ; one that felt right, & one that she was going to pour every ounce of her heart into. being trusted with such a daunting task meant that the executives of her company had confidence that she would be as successful as the other women in the collective that earned them pounds upon pounds of cash every single year, & that’s quite honestly all that she’d been begging for ; the recognition, the trust, & the right to be as wildly creative as her mind allowed her to be. being that she was basking in the halcyon days of the approaching solstice, & being that she was glad to be back on — stage after the break that she & the girls had been given, nothing but effervescent smiles tugged at the corners of her bewitching pout, & she allowed her hips to sway in the motion with which she learned in order to properly perform one of WISH’s most beloved songs, LIKEY.

        ❝ théo — ah !!! you’re so cute ! ❞ she mused towards the man beside her, their friendship having always been important to her ever since they trained together. being that they seldom saw one another due to their conflicting schedules, they were glad that they had the time to play catch up after many months of strictly text messaging one another between sets. however, instead of being able to do so privately, the intimidating lens of the high definition cameras were capturing their every move, & their once comical choreography session turned into quality content for all of those who would be turning into the broadcast of IDOLIZED. ❝ here, let me show you, ❞ she mused, reaching to grab at the vocalist’s wrist to point his hand in the right direction. ❝ it goes like that, & then that brings you into the next move... ❞ she lingered, letting him follow through on his own as the camera crew continued to roll. seeing how he interacted with them, she grinned & decided to play along, too ; the ceo of bc breathing fire down her back to appear as likable as possible in preparation for her individual début. ❝ i’d say that if we put a wig & a skirt on you that you’d fit right in, théo — oppa. ❞ she teased, turning towards the recorder to wink. ❝ maybe we can have arabella teach you her dance break, too ?? i’m sure all of your beautiful CHARMings would love to see that !! ❞

[fmdyeoreum]

IDOLIZED: A DOCUMENTARY SERIES PRESENTS…

an exclusive interview with the lead vocalist & rapper of WISH, yeo yeoreum. she is represented by BC ENTERTAINMENT. per prior permission, all footage is allowed for use throughout the show. note for the editing team: these cuts are from taken from rehearsal in preparation for portal digital music project. ceo kim byungchul would like for us to remind you to focus on wholesome interactions & showcasing positive attitudes !

HOW IS REHEARSAL GOING ??

        ❝ i’m actually having a wonderful time in the rehearsal process for this show ! it’s been really fun getting out of the recording studio & seeing lots of people from bc entertainment, but also from other companies, too. being apart of such a massive showcase of talent is a total blessing, & i can’t wait to see how the entire concert goes over with our beloved fans. i, too, am a huge supporter of a good number of the groups & soloists participating, so deep down, i’ll be cheering for everyone from backstage ! both of my acts don’t go up until almost the very end of the night, so i’ll have enough time to prepare for them, but also to enjoy all of the other numbers being presented. other than that, i think HEART SHAKER, & our new single, WHAT IS LOVE? are really great when paired together how we’ve arranged, & i know our beautiful wishing wells will enjoy our set a lot, & that’ll make all of the hard work put into this so worth it in the end ! ❞

WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN DOING WHEN YOU’RE NOT ON STAGE ??

        ❝ being that we’re extremely prepared with our dance moves & vocals, i’ve been able to catch up with old friends & meet lots of new people, too, whenever it is i’m not on — stage. however, i still make ample time in order to run through everything, but i don’t want to be too overworked. i think working needs some play time in order to put on a great performance, so it’s been an absolute pleasure entertaining both ideas. i’m just glad to be apart of such a once in a lifetime experience, & being that WISH is lucky enough to close the entire show makes me smile. not only that, but the special stage that’s being prepared is quite amazing, too. ❞

HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT YOUR SPECIAL STAGE ??

        ❝ the special stage that i was asked to be apart of is absolutely sensational, & being that i was given such an integral role as far as vocals are concerned makes me really excited, too. i feel honored that they trusted me with so many lines, & a good bit of choreography, too. sharing the stage with fifteen other idols that i regard so highly is a feeling i can’t really explain ; just a huge group of people from all three companies involved paying homage to some of the biggest & best artists in the industry is a great way to celebrate all of our hard work & endeavors together. not to mention that the three songs included in our medley are some of my all — time favorites, & i’m sure all the others would have to agree with that, too. it’ll be a huge delight for fans of all of the members coming together for this one performance, & heck, if i weren’t involved, i’d be so thrilled to see such an amazing mix of talent coming together. ❞

ARE YOU EXCITED FOR THE SONGS YOU’RE PERFORMING ??

        ❝ oh, absolutely ! it’ll be one of the first times that our WISHing wells will be able to watch us perform our latest title track, WHAT IS LOVE? & i think they’ll catch onto the dance moves extremely fast ! not only that, but HEART SHAKER was such an overwhelming success upon its release, so treating them to yet another performance of one of their favorite songs will be amazing, too. ❞

HAVE YOU FOUND SUCH A LARGE, INTENSIVE REHEARSAL MORE CONSTRUCTIVE, OR FRUSTRATING ?? 

        ❝ this rehearsal has definitely been extremely long & really detailed, but i think with how many songs are going to be performed, it’s necessary to ensure that no technical issues occur, & that all things will run as smoothly as possible. being that we’re just getting started in the promotion cycle after a much — needed break, i was so used to sleeping in later, so waking up incredibly early was a bit difficult, but seeing everyone’s smiling faces upon arrival to the venue was so special & gave all of us so much energy to push forward. that, & it really like a huge family reunion, & i think we’re all just enjoying being in the presence of close friends. it’ll help the long hours go by so much faster ! ❞

THIS CONCERT IS MUCH LONGER THAN CONCERTS YOU MAY HAVE PARTICIPATED IN. HOW DO YOU PLAN TO KEEP UP ENERGY FOR MULTIPLE PERFORMANCES, & / OR FOR PERFORMING AT YOUR OWN POINT IN THE CONCERT ??

        ❝ being that this concert is so long, & the special stage i’m involved in, as well as WISH’s performance, are at the end of it all, i feel fortunate that i was given such a complimentary position. i’m able to really rest up backstage before i go on, & closer to the time that i do, i’m gonna take a lot of time to hydrate properly, stretch so that my muscles don’t get too stiff from the dancing that i’ll be doing, & run through all of my choreography & lyrics to make sure that no mistakes will be made in the process of the performance. when i starred in DEATH NOTE : THE MUSICAL a long time ago, i found that really finding time to sit in the quiet & store energy for when you’re about to go on — stage is crucial, so hopefully i’ll be able to fit in some meditation time before i hit the stage, too. ❞

THERE WILL BE MANY FANS AT THE CONCERT WHO MAY BE ATTENDING TO SEE ANOTHER ARTIST. IF YOU HAD TO INTRODUCE YOUR MUSIC TO ANOTHER ARTIST’S FAN, HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE IT ??

       ❝ if i were to introduce WISH’s music to a fan of another artist, i would simply say that we explore really lovely concepts, & it’s full of bubblegum pop goodness. we’re definitely release the type of music that’ll stay stuck in your head for weeks & weeks, & if even if you don’t like it at first, you’ll fall in love with it in the end. we just want everyone to have a good time, & to be happy, you know ?? not only that, but each & every one of us is so multi — talented in song, rap, & dance, & we really do strive to put on a great show every single time we step on — stage. it’s our goal to have everyone singing & dancing along with us wherever it is we get to perform, & i think that we’ll be able to gain new WISHing wells in the process of this concert project. i also hope that many of our supporters will learn to love all of the artists & groups who will be there with us, & i know in my heart that they will. ❞

[fmdyeoreum]

fmdeunha:

    it would never be missed to eunha, how much of a walking stereotype she was. a straight girl sat in front of her - her mind already convinced, without a doubt and past the experimentation phase, that her body craved a male one to pleasure her, both physically and emotionally. and yet, eunha had her brain supplying her with memories of the time they’d spent together. yeoreum’s breaths, softly invading her ears as eunha traced lips down her body, seeking her center, where she’d be able to pleasure the other until completion. and that she’d done – over and over again, trembling thighs caging her head while all she could smell was arousal. a stereotype – still extremely sexually attracted to a straight woman, one she’d already gotten a taste of. still, eunha remained respectful. lines that weren’t going to be crossed and that she strayed away from, but it didn’t mean she couldn’t find herself indulging on the light flirting, the intense hinting. if that was all she’d get from the younger singer again, eunha was more than satisfied, for she valued the easy friendship, the companionship, the sense of understanding they shared between each other. things that were difficult to find, especially in an industry where everybody was more interested in taking advantage of someone else, of treating others like objects they were allowed to play with. not eunha and yeoreum though – between them, there was nothing less than genuine caring.

    affection, eunha knew, that had caused the curious thoughts that the other exposed as they shared this meal eunha had, at one point, hoped she could avoid. yeoreum was observant and most definitely not an idiot, and when someone had a secret held in the open like eunha did, that was a DANGEROUS combination to be around of. she’d been silly to expect the other not to notice something was wrong, underestimated her friend’s intelligence – and, perhaps, the intensity with which she cared for eunha. a plastic smile, faker than the extensions attached to her hair, settled over her face – it was a mask she’d trained herself to easily cover her true feelings with, knowing there was nothing more dangerous in their field of work than being an open book. “ ‘course not, silly, just feeling a bit queasy today, ” a giggle tackled onto the end of the sentence, a hand coming to cover her mouth – it was all an act, something eunha had gotten excellent at, for people easily sucked up to the innocent, sweet girl attitude, even on times when it wasn’t entirely genuine coming from her. “ you know, it’s RUDE to tell your unnie that she looks exhausted – especially when you know she’s been working really hard because of her comeback, ” the words were laced with fondness, for it was unavoidable for eunha to treat the other with the most amount of tenderness. “ but tell me, how’s the – boy? is there a boy? i think you might have mentioned one, but i’m not sure… ” with the change of subject, eunha took hold of her chopsticks, reaching for a piece of meat – if she chewed slowly, maybe it wouldn’t hurt her.  

        pearl — tinted sheets wrapped around two feminine forms many moons ago ; lithe arms & curvaceous legs a tangled heap of proof that the night before had, indeed, happened. after a first relationship ended in a downfall of treacherous flames & ash abound, the younger woman sought pleasure & reassurance in whatever wandering eyes latched onto her voluptuous frame, & the spotlight gaze of her sunbae wooed her immediately. having always been curious about the flavor of NECTAROUS CHERRIES, she allowed herself to indulge ; their lascivious union occurring solely due to a mutual promise of a ❛ no strings attached ❜ trial. after a night spent wading through the waters of sapphic desires, & a flurry of intense climaxes, the brunette came to terms with her heterosexuality tenfold. never did she doubt her immense attraction to the male anatomy, but her interests were blindly piqued by a physique that mirrored that of her own ; a woman harboring skin softer & smoother to touch, & a scent that rivaled even in the sweetest of summer’s ripened fruits. while she could appreciate the obvious beauty that created the outer shell of the glistening soul nestled deep within eunha’s petite exterior, she could confidently say that their one — time act of animalistic instincts was simply a method of getting over the burns caused by the frigid cold of her ex — boyfriend ; his lack of warmth leaving her famished for ultra — violet rays & summertime heat, which the other chanteuse exuded so naturally. just being in her presence felt as though one was being doused with copious amounts of gold light. so, this tinge of grey that created an overcast hue to her usually luminous complexion took yeoreum by surprise ; the glow that normally beamed from her olivine dermis covered with dark clouds threatening to wash away the radiance that swathed her. 

        it would be completely unlike the slightly shorter to remain silent with her concerns, so instead of coming from a place of MALICE & IGNORANCE, she approached the situation at hand with a gentle round of tough love ; something she knew all too well thanks to the women who raised her. helping herself to yet another portion of her savory jokbal, she chewed thoroughly as she listened to each word the blonde uttered, & once she swallowed, she used the napkin provided to dab at her lips ; collecting any stray crumbs & sauce from blemishing her petals. ❝ queasy ?? oh, unnie, then why did you accept my offer for dinner ?? we could’ve easily done something else. ❞ she was testing the dame seated opposite of her, one leg crossing over the other as she sat back in her chair ; dark chocolate irises scanning the somewhat slimmer contour her friend donned. ❝ you know, not only do you look a little unwell, but it also seems to me like you’ve lost a few kg’s too. you’re not dieting too harshly, are you ?? we wouldn’t want you to WITHER AWAY, you know. ❞ the subject change only further convinced her that eunha was hiding something, & she had an inkling as to what her secret was. ❝ ah, yes ! my namsoo’s doing well ; keeping healthy even with all his rehearsals. you dancers really need strong bones to move fluidly, so i’m making sure he’s eating well so he doesn’t harm himself. the last thing he needs is to break something only weeks before his group finally releases their lp. ❞ with that said, she continued bringing up the topic of proper nourishment, watching as her comrade timidly lifted a bit of her meal. ❝ speaking of comebacks, i’m really glad that 7ROPHY’s has gone so well. you all deserve it. you sound beautiful on the track ! i’ve watched your lives so much because i’m so in awe of you, unnie. ❞

[baesuji]

[fmdyeoreum]

fmdjaewon:

jaewon had always consisted of just as much fire as ice. freezing cold unreadable exterior with white-hot burning temper coiling inside of him. rage in his veins and an expression set in stone, feeling so much (anger, hatred, frustration but also insecurities, self-loathing, overwhelming doubt) and showing so little. it only made sense that when scorching fury came breaking through the surface, it came out in explosive bursts. for as long as he could remember, his hands had brought nothing but destruction and misery, he’d hurt enough people by simply being to know it was best to stay as withdrawn as possible, because while the cold shoulder may hurt it never hurt as much as the wounds he seemed to leave, the lesser of two evils. yet some individuals threw all those warnings in the wind, foolishly insistent that they could prove him wrong, show him that somewhere deep, deep down he was a good person. not that they ever succeeded, no, they shattered all those boundaries and forced their way close to him just to be disappointed upon the discovery that he’d been right all along and he was just so, so tired of it, of hurting people just because they just refused to listen and take a step back.

and yeoreum, god she just was the shining example of that, wasn’t she? their entire relationship from the moment jaewon had first asked her out to now, voices raised and tension thick in some practice room a crystal clear reminder of what he had always known how to be true, that under his touch nothing could stay beautiful forever, that sooner or later, he’d manage to turn it into a ruin. he’d hurt her enough when their blissful infatuation turned sour so after they split, he removed himself almost completely from her life, making sure to inflict no more harm but she kept coming back and it made jaewon wonder just how much more yeoreum would have to take before she learned her lesson. “and you’re basing that off what? our relationship? a bit of a lousy example don’t you think.” but it wasn’t, she was entirely right, far too right for him to be able to face because all he could think about was samsoo, that they were doomed to go down the same way he and yeoreum had because jaewon wasn’t mean for healthy, wholesome intimate relationships. if what she was saying was true, it meant that sooner or later there’d be nothing but resentment left between him and soo. jaewon couldn’t have that be true, he wouldn’t know what to do with himself if it were so yeoreum was wrong, she just had to be. “it’s time for you to accept we never were that much to begin with. there’s a reason we went down as we did yeo, you never actually managed to make me care enough, to make me feel enough to want to open up to you. our relationship wasn’t profound or deep, it was nothing more than a fleeting attraction fizzling out as soon as we became aware we had nothing else going for us.” because if what they had was fake and empty, jaewon could at least tell himself their relationship didn’t set the tone for his current relationship.

the problem with having someone like yeoreum that used to be so close to him pressing his buttons in such manner, was that she confirmed all the thoughts he’d been trying to talk out of his own head to be true and the only way he could make those claims out to be untrue was by taking away any value he held towards her and her words. “has rebellion ever stopped after giving in? you don’t know what you’re talking about so stop pretending you do. some decisions just have to be made even if they don’t like them or disagree with them and being strict on all of them while they so recklessly go about their love lives is one of those. just because you two decide to take that personal doesn’t mean i’m going to let namsoo off the hook, the same applies to him as applies to the other boys.” the regulations had never been implanted solely to make things harder on the couple, it just so happened to be that namsoo seemed to be the number one offender when it came to them. “there is nothing more important to me than his or any of these boys’ happiness. i’ve been with namsoo almost every single day for over 2 years, you’ve known him what? 2 months? do not try to lecture me on how much i care about him.” the bond between the members of unity, the next thing on a long list of things jaewon was incredibly protective over. “like i said, i’m not trying to break you two up, i’m not gonna meddle in your relationship or try to sabotage it. i will, however, draw the line at turning a blind eye to your little late night rendezvous’ and all the other risks you’re taking without thinking of the consequences.”

        throughout this conversation, yeoreum was beginning to wonder why her past kept coming back to HAUNT her in various forms, but most importantly, why the sweet nothings, the late night conversations, then the tears against the solid ground of the sidewalk as she walked home after breaking apart from her first love were being dragged up from the hidden caverns of her mind. whether he wanted to admit it or not, the chanteuse had a feeling that jaewon knew his stance with her, & that as much as he attempted to put on a bold — faced, icy façade, there was still an ounce of him that cared ; that wanted to see her happy & reveling in halcyon days filled with nothing but bubbles of champagne & kim namsoo. however, for whatever reason, he kept doing his darnedest to thwart any opportunity at sunshine that she had —— the scars left on her cardiac system a testament to how the frigid cold of his apathetic personality damaged her from the inside out. if only she could reach her hands into him & WARM HIM UP just a little, if only she could breathe the breath of summertime into the depths of his below — zero disposition... but, alas, that would never happen, & she knew that, for all intents & purposes, her former sweetheart would probably never resemble the man that he once was : one whose smile rivaled that of the springtime sun & had such a vivid display of variegated hues in his irises. now, instead of illuminating whatever room he traipsed into, he brought an eternal winter with him ; a blizzard that never ceased, but only grew stronger & stronger by the millisecond. how anyone could live in such an ice age, such an ice box left her ridden with concern, but at what cost ?? at what danger to her soul & spirit ?? that was the true question.

        as he spoke, she couldn’t help but fall prey to the INTENSITY captured in his pupils ; the eye contact given almost unwelcome at this point, but she was glad that he was finally giving her some sort of attention —— especially after months of treating her like a ghost. each glacial vocable that reverberated from his palate threatened to destroy the strength of her ultra — violet rays, but today & for the rest of time, she was prepared to stand her ground, to protect her season of glistening heat & ripened fruits. so, she continued to erect her posture & stand in a warrior — like position. if he was going to fight her on this, she was determined to win this war, even though it’s one that she in no way wanted to be apart of. ❝ i don’t think that it’s a LOUSY EXAMPLE at all, jaewon. ❞ she combatted, her voice still level & flowing gently like a river. ❝ why is it that you’re so hesitant to even speak of our past with one another ?? is it because you know you’re wrong & you’re refusing to live in a blissful ignorance for the rest of your life ?? ❞ sure, their failed romance was long over, but that didn’t mean that it never happened, & that it wasn’t in anyway an important part of either of their lives. while it might’ve been a shred more crucial for yeoreum, it couldn’t have all been just fun & games for her ex — boyfriend. there was SOMETHING there in the beginning, & she knew that he felt it, too. he had to have. ❝ i can’t believe that you’re actually blaming me for why our relationship went awry... it’s seriously so shocking that you’d even try to point fingers right now, especially when you’re the one that froze, the one that gave me NOTHING but the cold shoulder for months & months... ❞ eyes grew wide in awestruck disbelief, her teeth sinking into her bottom lip to halt its quivering.

        ❝ i have so many things that i want to say right now, but you’re not here to fight with me about the lack of closure we had, or how you shriveled up like a wilted flower towards the end of us, but please know that, no matter what, i still love you... & always fucking will because you were the first man that ever LOVED ME. whether you like it or not, i was so headlessly & hopelessly in love with you... why ?? i have no idea now, but back then, it’s because you gave me something to believe in... something to look forward to. ❞ tears began to swell in her russet rondures, & she shook her head back & forth ; looking up so that none of them dared to stream down the length of her heart — shaped cheek before bringing them back down. ❝ you know everything about me... about my dad, & about how it takes me longer to trust men because of that, but i trusted you... & you just didn’t care. ❞ at the mention of her late father, she couldn’t control her emotions any longer & finally allowed herself to weep gently ; loathing that he still had this much power over her. ❝ you’re a good leader, jaewon, but i’m not going to let you stand in the way of me & namsoo... i’m not going to let you DESTROY another trust i’ve built with a man that actually fucking cares about me... that actually wants to see me happy, & thriving... ❞ subtle sobs fell from betwixt rosy petals, but even in her distress, she still resembled a summer storm ; one that still revealed brightness in all of the cascading clouds. ❝ i don’t know what to tell you anymore... i’m going to fight for my happiness, & even if that means getting permission from you to see my boyfriend, then so be it, but i swear to god... you’re not going to ruin this for me. so, knowing that, tell me... what the fuck is it that you want out of me ?? ❞

[fmdyeoreum]

        hi, honey dolls ! just wanted to post a quick little update on yeoreum. so, being that my days off are wednesday & thursday this week, i plan on getting to all the replies / starters i owe on all three of my characters within those two days, but added onto that, i also intend to refresh yeoreum’s & yunyeong’s plot pages, too ! i need more connections for both of them, so please expect to be alerted once those are all up & running ! however, if you’d still like to plot with any of my sweeties & you’re more than okay with brainstorming for the time being, please feel free to give this post a cute little LIKE so i can send you a message ! if you’d prefer to chat on discord, i’m fine with that, too. my information is as follows: moon baby.#6176 ! can’t wait to get to chatting with all of you.

[baesuji]

[fmdyeoreum]

fmdnamsoo:

        witnessing the dancer in such a vulnerable, sensitive state only added to yeoreum’s fascination with every little thing that he would do. whether his breathing would increase at a rapid velocity, or he’d hiss & moan out of PLEASURE while she worked on his aching length, the sheer innocence that fluttered from his masculine frame intensely intrigued her. was this the first time that he’d even been touched by a woman in such an intimate fashion ?? were she to make assumptions, she would think that it absolutely was. however, she didn’t want to put such a burden on his or her shoulders. no matter what happened between them & the sheets they’d soon become tangled up in, the brunette knew she would fall even more in love with namsoo ; it was inevitable at this point, & instead of teetering along the edge of how VIVID & WILD her emotions were regarding their predicament, she decided to inhale a deep breath & let herself fall into the rosy hues of all that encompassed her opposite —— her trust in him far too strong for her to not believe in her intuition when it came to him & their ever — blossoming relationship. no man had ever treated her with such reverence & care, & she was slowly, but surely, becoming hooked on how drunk his love made her feel ; her head constantly feeling as if it were floating due to the high amount of DOPAMINE released whenever she set her chocolate brown irises upon him. god, all she wanted to do was show him how passionately she wanted to be with him, & in the art of sex, she was just about to.

        hearing him swear due to the potent amount of stimulation he received kissed her ears as if it were an aubade that hummed her senses awake in the early hours of sunrise, & it only made her more determined to make him feel INVINCIBLE. ❝ mmm... you’re so sexy, my love... ❞ she lilted in erotic melodies, the rise & fall of her breath staining the delicate skin of his inner thigh. not wanting to keep him too on edge throughout their first rendezvous together, she accepted those golden inches within her cavity once more ; suckling upon it as if it were the most tasty, delectable LOLLIPOP that ever alighted her tastebuds, & with that, her head began to bob up & down at a reasonable pace. however, this go — around only lasted a few more minutes, then she decided it was about time for him to explore each curve & dip of her voluptuous frame —— her creamy complexion beckoning out for attention the more that she became turned on by the mere feeling of his physique beneath the dainty palms of her hands. ceasing her motions, she hummed as she kissed up his chiseled torso until she was able to capture his lips against her own ; conveying each & every emotion she felt in that moment from her tongue over to his. ❝ would you like to try & give me a taste now ?? ❞ she encouraged, lying beside him seductively ; supple fingers wrapping around the girth of his dick so she could stroke it languidly. ❝ you’ve got me all worked up down there, so i’m sure it’ll be nice & sweet for you... like HONEY. ❞ she purred, leaning into pepper smooches all along his temple & jawline out of pure adoration.

[fmdyeoreum]

fmdbenjy:

benjy wondered if his cheeks were reddening even more than it was but he had to suppress the urge to touch them, knowing fully well he can’t let his hands off his towel anytime soon. “uh….” he raised an eyebrow, shifting from one foot to another. he wasn’t about to delve into his sexual kinks with her now, at this time — nor does he ever want to. 

“great!” he nodded energetically, inwardly letting out a breath of relief at the prospect of hyunmi and mina not knowing. they knew enough embarrassing stories as it was. “because i’m not. you know. a pervert. at all.” he emphasized, taking the liberty to stare straight into her eyes. as odd and inappropriate (on his part mostly) as this first meeting was, he didn’t want her to be uncomfortable with him but then again, she seemed to be perfectly unaffected, enjoying it even, from the looks of it. it wasn’t everyday he received compliments from an attractive woman but he had hoped it would be in a different circumstance. she was an interesting case though, no doubt.

“i think i’m just going to change for a while — you should stay. there.” he gestured to couch she was sitting, giving her a sheepish smile before making a dash to his bedroom.  he was tempted to stay inside until the girls came back but benjy knew he had to redeem himself somehow. be a nice host while she waits. he had done it once for a wish member before, surely he could do it for yeoreum as well. putting on a t-shirt and a pair of jeans, he tried his best to look presentable though he gave up on his floppy and wet hair in the end. taking a deep breath, he once again entered the girls’ living quarters, this time fully clothed but hungry all the same.

“so…..” benjy cleared his throat to catch her attention, “will you like a snack? i could get you some…?” 

        while it was unnecessary for her to continue to catapult inappropriate compliments in benjy’s direction, she couldn’t help but love having that kind of CONTROL over a man. all of it was meaningless & playful, & she hoped that the older male wouldn’t hold any of this against her whenever it was they crossed paths again in the future. while her cadence was laced with effervescence, she still couldn’t help but almost marvel at how handsome he truly was, & being that he was considerate, too, only convinced yeoreum that he’d make a woman extremely lucky someday. a fond smile decorated her countenance as they locked irises, the defense he had for his character only impressing her tenfold. ❝ oh, i’m sure. anyone would be wild to think that you’re perverted in anyway, ❞ the brunette responded, hoping that her selected vocables would soothe his nerves as opposed to make him feel even more fidgety than he already was. ❝ if anyone is being crass right now, it’s totally me, & i apologize if any of my words have caused you any offense. it’s just fun to see A CUTIE LIKE YOU blush like that. ❞ she winked, then broke into another gentle flurry of laughter. ❝ but, yes, go put on some clothes, then come back & entertain me. you’ve been nothing but fun so far. i hope you don’t mind my amusement. ❞

        with that, she watched as the main rapper & lead dancer of ELEMENT sauntered away into his side of the duplex, but before he was completely out of reach, the vocalist called out a teasing ❝ CUTE BUTT ! ❞ before focusing back in on the magazine that she’d gotten lost in before ; turning each glossy page with the pads of her fingertips as she filled her mind with menial celebrity gossip. it was absolutely ridiculous what some reporters deemed as BREAKING NEWS, especially when it came to the private lives of idols, & actors. sure, the publicity was needed in order to keep certain names relevant, but at the same time, it was gross how almost nothing could be kept clandestine. either way, whenever kuanlin entered the room again, she treated him to a cheeky grin & nodded her head once snacks were mentioned. ❝ that sounds lovely, sweetheart. what’re you thinking of cooking ?? also, if it makes things easier on you, i can always go with you to your side of the duplex ?? you know, unless you don’t really mind taking up space on mina & hyunmi’s side. ❞ food was the quickest way to her heart, so she was glad that their conversation had transitioned to such a beloved topic. ❝ wait —— do you even cook ?? i can’t remember if hyunmi — unnie told me if you do or not. would you prefer takeout from someplace ?? ❞

[fmdyeoreum]

fmdeunha:

( @fmdyeoreum​ )

      Albeit not one to refuse meeting up with her friends, Eunha notoriously tried to escape any sort of meal invitations as often as possible. The alternatives she offered all ranged between oh but there’s this one movie I really want to check out to I’ve already eaten how about we go out for drinks instead? It’s why she avoided being at her sister’s during eating times – the older woman had Eunha’s overbearing tendencies, forceful and imposing in the way she showed her love and her care. There was no beating around the bush, avoiding the delicate subject that seemed to loam over Eunha’s head, no matter how hard she tried to pretend it wasn’t around. Her sister dangled it in front of her face – not with the intention to hurt her, but to remind her of what she went through, and that she got out of it. But little did the woman know that Eunha was not over it, hadn’t been since the possibility of losing everything she’d worked hard to accomplish started haunting her every thought. Group meals were a similar matter – she hoped the others would be too busy with their own issues to notice something was wrong with her, but it never hurt to settle for being careful.

      Yeoreum’s invitation wasn’t one she could’ve denied, however. Not only were their friends, but Eunha also held a considerable amount of fondness towards the younger female. After what they’d one, what they’d been, she reckoned some might’ve felt offended – others would’ve claimed Yeoreum used them in order to come to terms with her sexuality. Just another straight girl, leading another woman on when there was no real intention of going through with what she initiated. Eunha, however, had been flattered from day one. There was something particularly gratifying in being the exception to someone’s rule – that one person they were so attracted to, suddenly it became a possibility to question a part of them they’d always thought was unchangeable. Even if, in the end, they truly didn’t work out, it had still been a one of a kind experience, and Eunha treasured, loved Yeoreum, in the same way she loved Seri, her best friend.

      Eunha had gotten better at picking and playing with her food enough so that the other person could easily be distracted by her chatting and not notice how little she ate. Tonight, however, the woman was too exhausted to manage more than a few words in, allowing Yeo to lead the conversation. The fatigue was enough to blur her mind and take away her focus, only to be brought back at the mention of her name.

      “Sorry - what? What were you talking about?”

        with one of her voluptuous stems crossed over the other underneath the table with which the two beauties were seated at, yeoreum playfully moved one of her six — inch heel clad feet to brush along eunha’s ankle ; sending a wink in the brunette’s direction once her attention was caught —— the nature of their friendship having always been laced with a hint of latent FLIRTATION. in an alternate universe where the younger woman happened to be interested in women romantically & sexually, she’d choose to make her unnie her’s in a millisecond. there was something almost ethereal about how the elder songstress composed herself, & it was such a grace that the slightly smaller couldn’t help but be envious over, but even so, instead of falling into a pit of jealous despair, she often preferred to celebrate all that she found positively radiant about her comrade. whether it was in the form of sweet little nothings, or fond embraces, she wanted the blonde to know that, in the eye’s of her hoobae by a few months, she was an exquisite doll that needed to be revered & complimented at EVERY WAKING MOMENT of the day. so, whenever the two of them met up, the lead vocalist made it her main objective to woo her opposite in whatever way she could. with her chin nestled comfortably within the dainty palm of her hand, she grinned towards her dinner date & carried the most smitten expression on her countenance ; one that would more than likely be mistaken as the gaze of TRUE LOVE by any passersby who noticed, but none of that mattered here in this moment. her undivided attention was set on her friend, & she didn’t care how it was perceived.

        cradling the set of chopsticks placed for her to enjoy one of her favorite delicacies, she lifted a generous portion of the decadently spicy jokbal up & placed it in on her tongue ; her tastebuds alighting with sheer joy at the warmth that filled her palate, ❝ mmm... wow, this is seriously so SUBLIME. ❞ she cooed, the heavy amount of protein & the pleasant kick from the gochugaru — based sauce immediately leveling her blood sugar after so many hours of not consuming a proper meal. with all of the rehearsals that WISH had to undergo in order to prepare for their latest comeback, she was often left craving copious amounts of food to sustain energy whenever it was depleted due to the seemingly endless dancing she’d do. however, as she indulged in her stunningly decorated dish, she couldn’t help but notice that the golden — tressed woman parallel to her was simply dragging the tips of her eating utensils along the porcelain of her plate ; little — to — nothing of her supper being eaten. so, when an almost vacant stare gleamed back at her from across the way, she pursed her lips together & decided to pry ever — so GENTLY ; hoping not to cause a stir. ❝ oh, i was only noticing that you’ve hardly touched your dinner. what’s the matter, unnie ?? is something on your mind ?? ❞ yeoreum queried, helping herself to another delectable bite of her pigs’ trotters. whenever anyone that she was close to neglected proper nutrition, she was the first to crack down on them for not taking their self — care practices seriously. while it was a difficult subject to entertain, she knew it needed to be done. ❝ i also noticed that your skin looks a little brittle, as does your hair. are you ill ?? ❞

[baesuejis]

[fmdyeoreum]

IDOLIZED: A DOCUMENTARY SERIES PRESENTS…

date & time: february 2nd, 2013. / 15:34pm kst. location: coex center. / seoul, south korea. topic discussed: yeoreum’s audition for bc entertainment. references: song can be found here. word count: 1,247 words. triggers: mention of generalized anxiety & stage fright.

        having arrived at the coex center for events at the UNHOLY HOUR of six — thirty am, yeoreum and her most coveted friend, gippeum, were becoming more and more exhausted as the hours drifted onward. upon first entering the meeting hall to sign in, fill out all necessary paperwork, and provide the sound engineers with their song selections, there was a sea of other idol hopefuls gathered together. some of them paced the floor anxiously to release all of the nervous energy that plagued their souls, and others were off in other corners of the large edifice practicing the material they prepared for the panel of producers and representatives. flashbacks to when she auditioned to earn a spot in SOPA were prevalent in the caverns of her memory as she looked around. back then, her stomach was tied up in knots —— the burden of earning a place in one of the most prestigious arts academies in seoul heavy on her shoulders. it was one of the most stressful situations she was ever put in, but luckily, all of her months of prior preparation paid off when she was offered admission ; the tears that fell from her eyes in that moment filled with a joy she hadn’t experienced in years. so many vivid flashbacks were replaying in her mind, and she knew that, although this was a completely different situation, that there really wasn’t anything to be AFRAID of. the worst they could do was give her a rejection, which, in all honesty, she already was expecting. after all, the main objective of her taking part in this whole experience was to be a support system for her closest comrade. although they were in the same school, the other girl suffered from intense stage fright —— one that almost cost her the opportunity to attend the institute of her dreams. so, with all of that in mind, she sat beside her cohort and rubbed circles into her back ; humming a sweet tune.

        ❝ it’s going to be alright, gipp — ah ! i promise that it’s not as scary as you might think. ❞ yeoreum did her best to comfort the performer, knowing emotions were high due to all of their patience to enter the GRANDIOSE CORRIDOR where fate was waiting to decide their futures for them. the two of them were next in line, and as it stood, her own number was one digit lower than gippeum’s, so in only a few more minutes, she would be called into the room to show the distinguished individuals representing the company her voice. however, unlike the damsel at her side, she wasn’t feeling nearly as DAUNTED. ❝ you got into SOPA, right ?? you did so well, and you’ve been working so hard, and i just know that you’re going to make it through this first round. i have so much confidence in you ! ❞ just then, she heard her name be pronounced, and she nodded to the employee awaiting her arrival. standing, she strolled into the chamber and stood on the marker. without further hesitation, she looked into the lens of the camera situated across from her and smiled ; instructed to introduce herself. ❝ hello ! my name is yeo yeoreum, i’m seventeen years old, and i currently attend the school of performing arts in seoul. today, i’ve prepared the song GOOD DAY by LYRA — sunbaenim. please take care of me well. thank you. ❞ angling her head down towards her feet, she inhaled and exhaled a deep breath, but before the track had even began to play, she heard a voice speak over to her ; one filled with authority. listening to each vocable that fell from their lips, they had asked why she had chosen such a difficult vocal to sing. a smile tugged at her full pout, and she looked up and into the inquirer’s eyes ; courageous as ever. ❝ it’s just a song that i really like to sing. that’s all. ❞

        seemingly impressed with the effervescent ease of her retort, they nodded and beckoned for the audio engineer to press play on the sound system, and in only a matter of milliseconds, the opening chords reverberated from the speakers provided. she took the time to properly fill her diaphragm with enough air to get her through the first two lines comfortably, and the instant that she opened her mouth, her BEAUTIFUL & WARM mezzo — soprano timbre kissed each note gently. she didn’t want to start too strong and lose power when the climax reached, so she was particular with her placement during the introductory verse, and when that first sustained belt occurred, she resonated as she was taught, and kept her larynx perfectly level. instead of treating this as some sort of test for her skill set, she viewed it more like an actual recital ; one that she’d endlessly rehearsed for. those thoughts alone helped guide her through this with serenity. the sophomore stanza and chorus were a replica of the one previous to them, but as the bridge approached, yeoreum knew that things were about to get INTERESTING. this was juncture that had an increased importance : the melody became more difficult, and the key transitioned into one higher. not wanting to show any hints of timidness, she stepped forward slightly to convey each lyric with passion ; hoping to only capture their attention further. then, the signature three semitone leaps were right in front of her, and preparing for them, she paused where applicable and permeated her lungs with support —— each tone catapulted out of her with INTENSITY. as the conclusion approached, she added a softness to it and let it linger ; a healthy vibrato adding texture to it before she cease her production. loaded with adrenaline, she grinned from ear — to — ear, then bent into a grateful vow. ❝ thank you very much ! ❞

         an uproar of applause was given to her, which she didn’t anticipate, but she was grateful for it nonetheless. exiting back into the holding area, she gave gippeum two thumbs up ; hoping that seeing a glistening countenance emerge from such an onerous predicament would soothe her. before she was able to reacquaint herself with her friend, the other was invited within to complete her audition. wishing her well, yeoreum took a seat and BEAMED WITH AN AURA of excitement. it was in that moment where she thought that, maybe, just maybe, she would be proven wrong and she’d be given a pass through to a callback. was this life’s way of informing her that it had a different plan than she once thought ?? perhaps it was, and from that point forward, she became obsessed with the idea of débuting as an idol —— one that would hopefully be recognized for her TALENT & TENACITY. although this wasn’t her idea initially, she’s glad that she decided to tag along. not only did this give her more experience to put on a résumé should she have to, but it also filled her with the determination to succeed. hopefully, at some point in the near future, she’d be bathed in a spotlight brighter than any other she’s ever stood underneath, for in that moment, she’d realize just what her purpose in life is : to inspire others, and to create music that touches the hearts of all her supporters. only then will she be wholly and one — hundred percent pleased with herself.

[fmdyeoreum]

IDOLIZED: A DOCUMENTARY SERIES PRESENTS…

an exclusive interview with the lead vocalist & rapper of WISH, yeo yeoreum. she is represented by BC ENTERTAINMENT. per prior permission, all footage is allowed for use throughout the show. note for the editing team: these cuts are from the camping trip that all of the female artists under all entertainment companies took part in. ceo kim byungchul would like for us to remind you to focus on wholesome interactions !

WHEN YOU AUDITIONED FOR YOUR COMPANY, WHAT WAS THAT LIKE?

        ❝ auditioning for bc entertainment was sincerely something that i NEVER, EVER thought that i’d do. before becoming an idol, my biggest dream was to become a stage musical actress both in korea, but also in the united states. growing up, i starred in a variety of community theatre productions all around los angeles, and it honestly became my first love. being able to stand up on — stage and act, or sing, to a crowd full of people is a high that’s completely incomparable to me. so, i attended SOPA to strengthen my skills. while there, my best friend at the time —— who i’m still close with now —— decided she wanted to try and become an idol, but didn’t want to attend the open call that bce announced by herself. not wanting her to give up on her dream, i decided to go along with her. i remember not really being nervous since i had already made up my mind that i wasn’t going to be given any sort of training opportunity, so my attitude about it all was quite relaxed, and admittedly, a bit PESSIMISTIC, too. we waited for hours and hours, and i spent most of the time calming her nerves, but once my name was called, i entered that room to introduce myself, and bravely started to perform my favorite song at the time GOOD DAY by LYRA — sunbaenim. i knew it frontwards and backwards, and not to brag, but i remember seeing the look on all of the panel members’ faces when i hit the three belted semitones at the end of song with great pitch and technique. from that point on, i went to whatever callback they told me to go to, and was later asked to train with their company. i remember being in such disbelief, and though my friend didn’t make it, she was thrilled for me. that moment changed my life for the better, and i’m still so GRATEFUL that bc saw something in me. ❞

HOW LONG WERE YOU A TRAINEE?

        ❝ i trained with bc entertainment for approxiamately two years, i believe. those were some of the greatest times in my life, and i made so many friends. whenever you’re working hard to achieve a goal together, yes, it’s a bit competitive, but for the most part, everyone is willing to help one another. having GOOD SPORTSMANSHIP while shooting for the stars is incredibly important. as each month goes by, you’re given an evaluation to see if you’re improving. what’s a bit scary is that, whenever the company feels like you haven’t showed as much potential as they saw during your audition, they sometimes will ask you to leave. i’ve witnessed so many people come and go from bc, but none of them were too upset. after all, they had learned so many new skills during their time there, so each valuable lesson taught to them was taken to heart. so, if you’re wanting to become an idol like all of us, HARD WORK IS CRUCIAL to your success. although it gets really tiring since you’re mixing training with work, school, and whatever else, you must try your hardest at every single turn because companies will know when you’re slacking, or when you haven’t been focused. if you believe in yourself enough, though, you’ll conquer the world and achieve all of your goals. ❞

WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT SCHEDULE LIKE?

        ❝ my current schedule with WISH has been non — stop since our début, but i don’t think any of us mind the heavy workload that’s put on our shoulders. our supporters want to continue seeing more of us, and i know for a fact that we’ll continue to work hard in order to release more albums, more singles, and host more fan — meets. we want to be a girl group that’s remembered for decades and decades, so creating as much music as possible and traveling all over the world only helps us impact our audiences. i’ve been able to meet so many new people, and see so many places that i wouldn’t trade this experience for anything else the world. being able to perform a show in one city, then travel to the next is so, so MAGICAL. it’s almost as if you could teleport from place — to — place while you sleep. i think all of the training also helps you adjust to all of the hours you put into a day of work, so when you start promoting, you already know what it’s going to entail to a degree, so getting into that mode is pretty simple, if you ask me. ❞

WHAT DOES YOUR AVERAGE DAY LOOK LIKE WHEN YOU’RE PROMOTING OR PREPARING FOR A RELEASE?

        ❝ whenever we’re preparing to release another album or title track, there’s a lot of late nights in rehearsals readying our choreography for comeback stages. repetition is the best way to memorize dance moves, so we do it OVER & OVER again until we get it perfect a few times in a row. we record all of our attempts, too, then watch them back frame by frame to see if we messed anything up. we also have a lot of vocal lessons to make sure we’re prepared to sing live, so we also practice dancing and singing at the same time. then, for a promotion cycle, it’s a lot of early mornings to head into soundcheck at whatever venue you’re performing at, or heading into HAIR & MAKEUP to look your best for fan signings. sleep doesn’t come easy since you have to wake so early, then you’re out fairly late, but you’re so filled with adrenaline that you hardly notice how many hours of rest you lack. remembering to eat really well, and take naps as often as possible is important during this time. after all, you wouldn’t want to get sick and risk passing on illness to your members. an average day of either of those lasts around 18 HOURS, i’d estimate, and it’s quite long, yes, but whenever you get to see your supporters clapping for you, it’s all worth it. ❞

TALK ABOUT YOUR EXPERIENCE DURING THE CAMPING TRIP.

        ❝ believe it or not, i hardly ever got the chance to go camping as a child. so, when it was first mentioned that we’d be heading out into the wilderness for a few nights, i was a bit APPREHENSIVE at first. i wasn’t sure if i would love it or hate, but in the end, i actually ended up having a great time. not only was i able to get even closer to the girls in WISH, but it was amazing to make new friends, too. being able to listen to other people’s stories really opened my eyes to how many of us idols are out there, and how we all got here because we love to perform. having so many likeminded women around lifting each other up was really breathtaking, and i would love to do it again sometime soon. being so close to nature is also really calming, and it really helped all of us relax during our wild schedules. it was a well — deserved break on all of our parts, and i’d like to thank the IDOLIZED team for giving us the opportunity to have some fun. ❞

[fmdyeoreum]

fmdnamsoo:

        swathed in sheets of SATIN & SILK with the man that she’d become so fond of in such a short amount of time was the perfect way for yeoreum to spend her evening. with a promotional cycle in japan on the horizon, getting lost in the strength of namsoo’s physique would only increase her relaxation ; all of her stresses finding a release throughout the rest of their night sheathed beneath a velvet sky freckled with luminous stars. all of these newfound sensations they were discovering in one another made the vocalist feel as though she was tiptoeing along the softness of cloud nine —— her curvaceous frame hot with the FLAMES OF DESIRE that blazed inside her ; her heavily underused libido finally waking from its longterm hibernation. feeling those lips on her chest quickened her heartbeat a few paces, and while she wanted to indulge in the pleasure of having him focus on her, she knew that making him reach euphoria would be even more BLISSFUL ; after all, she craved to hear the low, gruff moans that would reverberate from his palate whenever she hit the right spots on his chiseled body, so allowing him to settle deep into the plushness of the mattress was her sincerest delight. slow hands kneaded at the tiredness of the aching muscles within his legs, massaging away at them knowing that he had just returned from a rehearsal, so they were sure to be feeling STIFF & SORE. being able to behold him like this, with thighs parted wide to expose his sex, only continued to spur on her each and every motion —— never having been this turned on by a member of the opposite sex before. there was a seamless magic about the main dancer of UNITY, and she was so glad that she was given permission to explore every ounce of it.

        with her saccharine sweet mouth still at work on his golden inches, she glanced up to find that his pupils were dilated and focused intently on her contour, and that caused her to become so flattered. just knowing that, in the midst of all this stimulation, his eyes were still locked on her made her feel so special ; like she was given a SPOTLIGHT that she knew that she deserved. ❝ mmm... ❞ she purred, the inflection of her voice causing vibrations to flitter through his aching length. she wanted him to feel so impossibly ELECTRIC, and she hoped she was achieving that goal. cradling his low — hanging balls in the palm of one of her hands, she sent the other one up to circle over one of his nipples ; knowing that they’d be sensitive, too. picking up the velocity with which she moved her head, it rose and fell quicker —— every centimeter of his erection embraced by the warmth that her cavity radiated. having him reach a sensory overload was what she was aiming for, but she was also incredibly tempted to tease him a bit more. maybe, when the time came, that would only increase the MAGNITUDE of his climax. so, without getting too carried away, she decelerated her movements ; now focusing on taking him deeper at a more relaxed speed. then, she let it fall from between her glistening lips, and navigated herself further south in order to suck on the loose skin of his sack, then used the tip of her tongue to perform figure — eights around the circular sensitivities housing all of his testosterone. the hand that was at his chest now relocated so that she could stroke his shaft ; not wanting him to grow soft due to the lack of attention to his center. ❝ how many times am i gonna make you cum tonight, HONEY BOY ?? ❞ she queried, kissing his inner quadriceps ; so obsessed with his bottom — half that it made her head spin.

[fmdyeoreum]

fmdsilver:

◊ * , + ;    —  “yeoreum, of wish, right?” daeun had met the girl once or twice, only formally of course. but she seemed to be one of the few sitting alone near the campfire. the production team for ‘idolized’ wanted this to be a bonding experience, or at least seem like one on camera. they were encouraged to interact with those on other labels, and daeun had always enjoyed the girls of wish. sooyeon was almost like a little sister to her (really, a sister to everyone), and hyejung was someone she had gotten to work with on multiple occasions, including her solo debut. it couldn’t hurt to get to know yeoreum; daeun had never had a problem making friends.

a lot of people daeun knew were dreading the filming for the documentary, but she enjoyed being on camera. now-a-days, gal.actic was limited on how much camera time they even got, and daeun’s last single was non-promoted. please the fans, the producers, had always come easy to her. her personality was infectious. and the nonsense that left her mouth (it wasn’t nonsense to her, at least) always managed to entertain.

she reached out for a moment before retracting her hands, figuring it was better to ask first. “can i play with your hair? is that strange to ask?” recently, they had decided to chop daeun’s long hair off, creating an above shoulder-length bob. it was… different. not bad, but different. for the filming, it was braid in two short dutch-braid/pigtails combo that paired with the overall shorts chosen for her. “it’s so long and silky and i miss playing with my own hair.”

        being that she was FINALLY able to begin preparations on her solo début, yeoreum knew that bc entertainment put the burden on her shoulders of conveying a wholesome, near spotless image in front of the daunting lenses of the cameras recording for IDOLIZED. while she hadn’t had any previous scandals to smooth out in the process of capturing this documentary series, she would hate for any to arise now only to dampen the flames of her excitement. so, every time the cameramen focused on her, she put on the most sincere smile she could manage —— and it was genuine this time as she was approached by the main rapper of GAL.ACTIC : park daeun, or as fans may know her, silver. a convivial expression sprouted on her countenance ; her long, dark brown tresses kept free — flowing, but a decorative bandanna tied in a bow at the top was added for her to appear more casual. ❝ m’hm, that’s me. would you prefer if i called you daeun — unnie, or silver ?? ❞ she inquired politely, knowing that some artists preferred to go by their given names when the press wasn’t involved, herself included in that.

        when asked if her long tresses could be played with, the most fond look came across her dark chocolate colored irises ; a blush tickling the apples of her cheeks a sheer pink hue. ❝ yeah, of course, unnie. i actually really love it when people run their fingers through my hair. ❞ the SOFT LIGHT from the campfire illuminated the scene, and she faced the blaze before her to allow the older woman to do as she pleased. ❝ i really love short hair, so i think yours looks incredibly chic. i’ve always wanted to try and go for a new look like that, but i’d be a little too afraid. i have a feeling i’d get EMOTIONAL if they cut it all off. ❞ it was true, but she also had an inkling that having locks that stopped right before her lithe shoulders would feel so refreshing and lightweight, so it was always tempting. that, and she could always wear extensions whenever she wanted extra length. ❝ so, unnie, tell me this : have you ever been camping, and do you like it ?? everyone’s making it seem so difficult, but i actually really like it ! being this so connected to nature is really serene. ❞ hopefully it wasn’t obvious that she was lying through her teeth, but maintaining her image was better than being one — hundred percent honest in this moment.