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an emotion: *happens*
me: Get Back Into The Feelings Box You Dirty Gremlin
ha ha.
I wish I could pretend like I was fine.
hard to believe I won't be a monster.
500 voices screaming how much I'm just like them and I'll be just like them and how I'm a joke and a flight risk and weak and unstable and unhealthy to be around.
I wouldn't wish my worst enemy to go through what I go through on a day to day basis. just in my head.
dysphoria is a stone cold bitch.
I don't just "run out of motivation" and "not feel anything" it's not me.
I'm not trying to worry anyone or anything. but.
the main thing holding me back is that I can't muster the motivation to actually write a note and figure out a foolproof method.
nothing means anything to me anymore.
i got so close to trying again yesterday.
I'm so suicidal.
I'm an idiot.
I'm definitely panicking but it'll be fine.
I get scared over stupid stuff. if I feel like there's any reason I could get yelled at or hit about something I try to hide it. i hide all kinds of things. from my skulls to even eating sometimes. I know lying about it makes it worse because i can't keep up a lie for the life of me but I can't help it sometimes. it's just out of fear.
I know what you think don't think it.