♰ . Howl

i like to play and draw, +16 space [ask 2 b moots] . i ♡ Sebastian Solace .

[follyester]

Howl or Hank . He/Him . 20 y.o

Digital artist n writer

Very taken, I love my wife

Basic DNI n whatnot. Don't be weird.

(Just wanna make it clear that because my current layout is shadow milk: sh4dowvan1lla, BeastxAncient shippers DNI.)

Strawpage here for more info.

Tag guide below

✦ TAG GUIDE .

#♰ Rambles - General talk or rambles

#♰ Gallery - My drawings

#♰ BloodBanquet - Ask box

#♰ OCs - Anything regarding my ocs

#♰ Fixation - Anything regarding my hyperfixations

#reboggle - Reblog

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[follyester]

I'm on Art Fight !!!

Sorry for being dead basically this entire month, I've been busy drawing references for my own ocs to participate for the first time on art fight !

[cometcrater]

a dance with the sun itself

au content; i plan on posting about it over on @fragmentevator lyrics are from "and the hound" by yaelokre

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👁️‍🗨️ DOUBLE TROUBLE

there was no inspiration to this, i literally just didn't know what to do with this doodle lol

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Shopdebt doodle I did while trying a new brush lol The doodle wasn't executed the way i wanted to so i divided it </3

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for those who care i made my first twitter post for the first time in forever... yup

[follyester]

feed me more fallencrown plz

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will one take this bad doodle of them as food

anyway this is based on a hc that guest 666 can traverse through shadows, she's just cool like that

[follyester]

👁️‍🗨️ Rebirth of Hatred .

Drew this based on the running hc that 1x was born from an egg, but I like to differ and see it as a form of rebirth and imprisonment (with 1x being terminated and all lmao)

btw the second signature is my twt but it's private, I'm not thinking of posting this there yet

alt version below

[goop4brains]

something i'm probably never gonna finish. one of my hcs for 1x is that her creation has always been painful, the red flashes that you see from her is like searing, uncontrollable flaming pain. All that growing malice and hatred has to be directed somewhere.. I like to think that he just learned how to bare with it, almost leaning into the pain and learning how to use it to his advantage in hunting when he realized his senses would heighten when the pain would scale up. (unstable eye)

there are times when the pain would be unpredictable and sudden, though. Like the pain would feel like something was ripping them to shreds in quick bursts. he should've gotten used to it now.. But it must be by design, is it? A punishment..

On a lighter note. I based her design on black silkie chickens since i wanted some remnants of shedletsky to be a part of her in some way. look at these thangs.

Ridiculous.

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Kinda wanna start posting on twt again but that's something for future me to decide

I'll probably unprivate my account soon enough...

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I drew this last night for a new twt banner

Yup

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Dumsekkah no... Dumsekkah stop that !

Based on real events

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Who up waiting for the update to drop

Take this kinda bad two time doodle while I wait cause. im kinda hyped !

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Hey, I know I never mentioned this, but I would much rather keep my page +16. So like... please don't follow me or directly interact with me if you're under 16, you'll be soft-blocked or blocked entirely. Thank you

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Wip I don't think I'm finishing but here you go Tumblr

The other character besides him was supposed to be Cerulean, was trynna get their mentor and student relationship down

[follyester]

Saw ur guest1x art and omg pls lemme hear u out I haven't;t even thought Abt them til now-

I'M ACTUALLY SO GLAD YOU ASKED... BTW SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY I'VE HAD THIS DRAFTED

This reply will be dedicated to how their dynamic looks in my head, so it might be a wee bit long

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Forsaken—Guest 666 x 1x1x1x1

First, I want to explore their separate characters. This will all be my interpretation because Forsaken lacks backgrounds for each character (or has very little information on them at the time I'm writing this).

1x1x1x1:

1x physically manifested from Shedletsky (as in straight up crawling out of Shed's body in a gruesome way) , specifically during days of Telamon. The way I see it, 1x holds all the memories Telamon had, days where Shedletsky held lots of resentment and lacked genuine happiness. When they separated, Shedletsky gradually began forgetting he ever was Telamon (as 1x took all the memories when he formed), but kept important memories such as having a wife, working for builderman, etc. Meanwhile, 1x was left in the dust, Shedletsky having forgotten and being unaware of 1x's existence for a time—yet when they formally met it felt familiar, but couldn't wrap his finger around it. 1x hates how much "Telamon" changed (in my head, 1x refers to Shedletsky as Telamon), missing an identity that's no longer there and only lives within him. Despite having all the memories of Telamon, 1x does not consider himself to be Telamon, as Shedletsky is the vessel that once made Telamon—making him believe that together they both could pick up what Telamon left behind. However, Shedletsky is happy in the identity of Shedletsky, all that resentment that held him back long ago no longer haunts him. He's happy because he doesn't remember.

Guest 666:

For 666, things are much shorter as I don't have much to work with, but essentially she's extremely envious, angry, yet empty. She feels abandoned, and due to certain bad influences (the specter), she craves revenge—take what's lost. Ever since the ban, she's grown bad codependency issues, desperately trying to find something to lean on and something to adore (something to fill in the space Noob left behind when they "abandoned" her).

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Second, the actual dynamic with their backgrounds now put into perspective.

666 finds lots of similarities, relating to 1x in a personal level. Both of them are doomed in their loneliness, nurturing either of their yearns while also enabling the other (such as 1x enabling her anger and envy towards noob, and 666 enabling his hatred towards Shedletsky and anyone associated with him). Their relationship is very unusual, and it's impossible for it to be exactly "healthy" with two flawed characters (as with most forsaken ships tbf). But don't get me wrong, they still very much love each other, being affectionate with one another and whatnot.

Let's not forget that they are still partners in crime ! Both would LITERALLY kill for the other

Uhghhh I love them so much, I love them for their flaws

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... 🫶 ...

They enjoy the silence together, heart hands

I finally got around to finishing this commission for my friend VFNDK @kryobug gulps.. ! hai broomf :3

Btw don't try commissioning me... I rlly only take robux as payment