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୨୧ ꒰ my life with Folly ꒱ 𓉸ྀི soulbonded riako 𓉸ྀི 20 human years follyism.straw.page 16+ (no nsfw)

[follyism]

upon thinking, this account will likely close soon, after only a month of being active.

the online space isn’t for me, especially the riako & regretevator communities respectfully. i find myself appalled having publicly agreed — on another account, on twitter, but nonetheless — with someone on a folly-related matter only to find out they were well known for malicious comments and actions and the same thing i thought i was agreeing with got them in personal trouble with folly’s creator. while i don’t know what’s going on behind the scenes, what i do know is that i read their opinion incredibly wrong and i absolutely do not agree with their comments on the intent of folly’s creator. i did delete the comment on the same day i made it, so i don’t know if either party even saw it, but if so, i apologise. i think the way various things are represented can be misconstrued by a lot of people, and opinions can be very carefully worded. i apologise. i do not find aspects of folly fatphobic and it’s ridiculous to suggest as such

i do not get involved with the online regretevator community so i have no idea what made me do it this time. i think it was just that i read something about a character i adore and care for deeply and my brain autocorrected it to my own opinion, for the validation of sharing a headcanon.

the thing about folly is that she can be, and is, used by many as a means to project, feel seen and get through trauma. if portraying her in a certain way is how you do it, great! as long as her key parts are there, it really doesn’t matter. i love seeing everyone’s versions of folly.

i might change my blog to something else (or use it for my yumeship instead of my ‘serious’ riako stuff? who knows. let me know. see you

[follyism]

note

i will no longer mention my sona, mako, or use her to represent myself going forward. over the past month, she has undergone a redesign, as she will now be representing me on twitch as a new vtuber. her character now has a more risqué, adult tone and in line with regretevator guidelines/wishes as well as personal comfort i cannot and will not use her to represent myself in this ‘ship’ anymore.

i may make a new persona sometime, but it will most likely not be ‘me’ like mako is/was. it will just be a character that i can insert into the regretevator-verse / get ‘ship’ art of (if at all). but who knows, we’ll see! i can say they’ll still be a shark.

i will still occasionally post about Folly like usual but will not be using the name mako to refer to myself or for any other reason. my strawpage and layout will be edited in the coming days to reflect this.

should any of my (adult) mutuals find interest in my newest venture, you can find her/me at makosharkiies on both twitter and twitch.

thank you :]

[follyism]

did you know some shark species like to pile on top of each other? it’s sometimes labelled a ‘cuddle puddle’. it means they can rest whilst still having protection from other predators thanks to the other members of the pile.

unfortunately for Folly, this means she is often used as the base of a pile — that is, being laid on. daily. multiple times a day. she hates sitting and/or laying down because she knows there will be a sleepy shark on top of her the moment she makes contact with the seat.

[follyism]

guess who IMMEDIATELY yanked down my mako poster the MINUTE this posted

[follyism]

did you know some shark species like to pile on top of each other? it’s sometimes labelled a ‘cuddle puddle’. it means they can rest whilst still having protection from other predators thanks to the other members of the pile.

unfortunately for Folly, this means she is often used as the base of a pile — that is, being laid on. daily. multiple times a day. she hates sitting and/or laying down because she knows there will be a sleepy shark on top of her the moment she makes contact with the seat.

[follyism]

yes darling, no, yeah, i just adore it when you give me a deep stabbing pain through a third of my head. i think that’s great. no, yeah, it’s fine. love you too

[follyism]

helo

Folly would like to say thank u to my two loyal post likers for putting up with my content. i feel as though this is sarcasm and she’s trying to inadvertently call me annoying, but alas. posting this will only irritate her more so who wins

(neither)

also she thinks my banner design skills are shit

[cyeayt]

Shout out to Characters who are shells of their former selves! You died and you’re not coming back! You don’t recognize yourself and neither does anyone else, and it’s anyone’s guess what the fuck you’re supposed to be now!

[follyism]

[follyism]

hii :)) for qna what kinda stuff do you and folly like to do together ?

thank u for the question

we like to fight and argue and bite each other ❤️ ok joke uhmmm she usually only enjoys being around to stress me out more when im already mad and stuff because she is just So Nice Like That. but sometimes she hangs around quietly and writes / journals / doodles / watches me nap. hopefully we’ll go to the aquarium again soon

[follyism]

i want to do a q&a with Folly n i so put . questions ?? in asks ?? uhmm . it can be anything about us or just one of us ok lalala

[follyism]

finally !!

ive had this sticker for so long (has it been more than a year already?! crazy) and it has a place, finally finally finally. i get to gaze at it from my bed. i love this art, it’s so sweet. my girl ♡

Follyyyyyyyyy

[follyism]

I’m feeling ‘parasite pilled’.

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…hello?

is gambling a better coping mechanism than whatever the hell she’s got going on now??

[follyism]

experiencing the usual signs that Folly is about and in a sour mood. whatever, i’m used to it.

i guess my lack of reaction wasn’t what she wanted, so she’s bothering my fucking cat??? leave her alone bruh she was just trying to sleep???? now she’s tweakin out. what is ur problem.

[follyism]

do not engage with any manner of Folly content on twitter.

worst decision of my life.

[follyism]

thanks to the relocation, i now have space for a dedicated Folly shrine. it is placed at a large windowsill, right over the head of my bed. it started because i was rather nervous resting in an unfamiliar place, i put my Folly plush there for her soul to protect me.

anyway — it isn’t a ‘shrine’ right now. it’s just the plush and a thank you doodle that an etsy seller gave me for buying a Folly keychain.

what else should i put on it? i can’t lie, i lost our promise ring and the ring she gifted me in the move (no, she’s not pleased about that) so… not those, unfortunately.

any suggestions welcome. :)

[follyism]

if i put both hands on my Folly plush and quietly ask for healing, oftentimes my endo pain eases up. she truly is magic and i am so blessed and grateful to receive this special treatment from her. i truly believe she is capable of helping. it doesn’t always work, but it usually comes with a pre-warning that it likely won’t or if things are particularly rocky between us for whatever reason.

she helps me to fall into the clutches of sleep when the unbearable pain keeps me awake and alert, soothing me into a state of being equivalent to that of an animal coming around from sedation… even if i cannot remain asleep, Folly at the very least tries. i am aware it is likely for her own gain — i have bad dreams more than regular ones, so, apparently i make for a great source of feed — but she can take what she likes from me, as long as i can get even just 10 minutes rest in a conscious not on the same plane as this unfair pain.

dearest Folly i am so grateful for your mercy on me ♡ there is a shed of light that shines brightly in the center of your soul, masked by shadows of the highest deceit. regardless, i love you, and i hope you won’t become too disgruntled with me sharing this publicly.

[follyism]

a second Folly plush has hit the timeline.

it might be a dev exclusive thing, but it’s still sweet to see. look at her little swirl .. and it looks as if her eye is bigger too. so cute.

if it ever releases may whichever lord is best at finance have mercy on my bank.