Hey I'm here to say you some kind words sorry if you don't want to see some kind of things in your inbox. I just want to tell you that your writings is so wonderful!! You're such a good writer I'm seriously you really deserve more appreciation. You're a big inspiration to me. Thank you so much that you spend some time by your scenarios/hcs you really did a great job. Thank you again. Have a good day and don't forget to take care of yourself. You're a very good person â€ïžđ§Ąđđđđ
Thank you so much for your beautiful and uplifting words. Though itâs been a long time since you wrote this to me, Anon, I want you to know this message kept me going through some tough stuff and continues to make me smile every time I read it.
I hope that if anything I have written has inspired you to write as well, you have done so. Iâd love to see anything youâve written, so please feel free to leave a link in my ask box if you donât mind sharing.
I think part of what would make yan!SweeTo so scary is that he doesnât want to lose access to any of you, especially the parts that understand/care about him. Thatâs a bit of a rarity in his long life and heâs honestly not sure heâll find it again. He doesnât want you constantly afraid of him. Just when he wants it. (1/2)
âHeâs not interested in you becoming resigned to do everything he says either. He wants to be able to make you, preferably without (needing to) escalate beyond threats. But if youâre resigned to do anything he says, then he no longer has any meaningful control. Besides, you need to want different things to bargain for them. Itâs fun to see what kinds of bribes he can squeeze out of you. And anyway, making allowances is also part of having real control. (2/2)â
Itâs very evident from his voice lines that when he sees a happy face heâs interested in what it would be like if it were just a bit darker, crueler, he wants to see what the deepest level of anger you can muster is, as much to he loves knowing the contrast of that void in your heart coincides with a veil of happiness.
He doesnât want you to hate him, he just wants to know what your hatred looks like.
He doesnât want you to fear him, just how your body trembles in terror.
He doesnât want you to be sad around him, just wants to see how dewy the fresh tear streaks make your skin.
I feel heâs the type of yandere to test you without you knowing, taking you in public and encouraging you to wear something more suggestive, taking you out and leaving you to your own devices and just waiting for someone to come up to you and flirt. How will you react? Will you betray him? No? Will you be disgusted? Will you feel cornered? Afraid? Aww, sweet kitten, heâll be glad to sweep you off the dance floor and away from the big bad wolf, as long as you promise to let him take you out next week so he can watch your fearful face whipping around desperately searching for him in the crowd of sweaty bodies.
Yes, looking for him. Your rock. Your protector. Your observer.
He loves to set you up, not testing your loyalty, he knows he has you in the palm of his hand. He just wants to see how every muscle in your body reacts to every situation imaginable.
Please, kitten, play along and show him how you tick. Youâre the cutest, most naive entertainment heâs gotten in forever, and heâd love if you let him play you like a fiddle, if just for a night~
One moment he was next to you and then he was gone.
This time you were in a poorly lit bar, listening to some band or another. You were actually enjoying the music, even if it was too loud. You were sensitive to sound when you were tired, and it was late. Sweet Tofu always wanted to take you out to do things late.
Now that you were by yourself, the sounds around you seemed to grow unbearably louder. The crowd had kept its distance from the strange and unnerving food soul, but once you were alone it began to close in around you as if you didnât exist. It felt like you were being crushed.
You tried to push your anxiety down just as you tried to push your way through the crowd, heading for the exit. You didnât need to be scared. You knew he was somewhere nearby, watching you. Itâs what he did. You werenât actually in danger and you werenât scared. No, you were furious.
At least thatâs what you kept telling yourself. You repeated it over and over again in your mind as you focused on taking steady breaths and finding a path through the crowd. But no matter how often you reminded yourself that you didnât have to be scared, logic was not winning this war. You were sleep-deprived and physically tired, disoriented from the surrounding cacophony, and very, very alone in this unfamiliar place.
Despite your best efforts tears began to burn behind eyes. You were tired. You were tired of the hidden fears he pretended not to have, the obsession with control they gave rise to, and his laser-focused obsession with you. Tired of these games he played just to see what he could learn about you.
You were tired. Your head swam and your thoughts were beginning to lose focus. You werenât even sure if you were headed in the right direction through the crowd anymore. It felt a lot more like the crowd was moving you. Your panic peaked and burst in a strangled shriek as an armed snaked around your waist from behind.
Sweet Tofuâs familiar voice sounded softly in your ear like windchimes. You slumped against him, suddenly unable to stand. You couldnât hear what he said - probably something generically comforting or an excuse about getting the drinks he had in his hands. You shivered a little at the way his lips moved against your ear as he continued to talk to you gently, holding you close and maybe a little too tightly while guiding you out of the crowd.
You were a little disgusted by how comforting it all felt.
The rational parts of your brain screamed at you for letting this happen. Again.
But what could you do? At some point, when you werenât paying close enough attention, he had decided to carve a gaping hole into your life that only he fit into.
At least it always felt good to be wrapped up in his arms, even if in the end he was always protecting you from himself.
(babyâs first fanfic, Iâm sorry itâs garbage. Iâm sleepy. End is rushed. No beta we die like etcetc. Dedicated to @ff-imagines and @foodfantasies ty for your excellent twin content)
A long and unplanned hiatus means I am 61 days late on seeing this beautiful little fic. I am so sorry!
This is delightful, and I absolutely loved it. When Sweet finally returns to the reader, the way you described that chilling relief in spite of it all - ugh, thatâs good stuff.
Thank you so much, I canât tell you how much I appreciate the mention and that youâve enjoyed what I have written for the twins.
Please keep writing! Iâd love to see more from you!
I hope you are all healthy and safe. This is a crazy time for everyone. In my life, many things converged over the span of the past few months that resulted in a long and impromptu hiatus.
But I need to push myself to start creating again. I want to keep writing.
Thank you to everyone who found my work during my long silence and enjoyed it enough to like, reblog, or follow me. Sending you all love!Â
At first, he wonât know how to handle someone being so openly flirtatious with him, especially not his MA.
Itâs going to catch him off-guard, and he will probably rebuff your flirtatious behavior by scoffing, pushing you away, and avoiding you.
âUgh, whatâs wrong with you? Stop that. Donât think I donât know what youâre doing.â
He will suspect you have ulterior motives at first.
âStop trying to flatter me. It wonât work.â
Heâs used to trying to gain the upper hand by belittling people, teasing people, giving people pet names... But your flirting and teasing puts him on the defensive and makes him flustered.
Some of this will stem from his own insecurity - he wonât know if you are treating him like this out of a genuine attraction to him, or if youâre just playing with him.
He will NOT like to feel played with. He wants to be the one in control. At some point he will likely confront you about this and demand to know what your intentions actually are.
If you have genuine interest in him and donât flirt with anyone else, he will love the attention you give him, even if it embarrasses him somewhat.
âNhh... Shut up, not so loud. Yes, I do like when you do that... Ugh, just donât do it here, someone might seeââ
If you have a genuine interest in him but are just as flirty with everyone as you are with him, youâre going to have a tough time with this guy. He will be extremely possessive of you and confrontational with you and with anyone else youâre flirting with.
âWhat the hell do you think youâre doing? Youâre mine, you know.â
NSFW headcanons under the cut.
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Heâs not very openly affectionate in public, so he wonât be receptive to your teasing while others are around. This gives you, flirty MA, the upper hand. Youâll drive him crazy by touching him under the table, rubbing up against him, whispering something in his ear, any sort of covert teasing.
âCut it out, (y/n)... Youâre really asking for it, you know.â
Of course, once he gets you alone, youâll have to pay for everything you did to him... and the naughtier you were, the meaner heâll be.
And the meaner he wants to be, the dirtier he talks.
âItâs payback time, baby... No oneâs around to save you. â
âHope you had fun, because now that weâre alone, Iâm going to treat you like the dirty little slut you are.â
âIf you didnât want me to be this rough, you shouldnât have been acting like such a cocktease. You know I hate to be teased. Now come on, open wide....â
If you REALLY tick him off, he wonât be above dragging you off somewhere and venting his frustrations on you in a quick and dirty fashion.
For example: pulling you away from everyone at a party or gathering and finding a dark, empty room in which to pin you up against a wall, his fingers creeping down between your legs, his angry breath hot on your ear...
Of course, thatâs exactly what you want, isnât it? ;)
Thank you so much for your interest, but requests are not open at this time. I have a backlog of requests that have gone unfulfilled for far too long, so once I work through that, Iâll consider reopening them briefly.
Once I am caught up, I may do a small request event to thank everyone for their support. Iâm working on the details, and Iâll keep everyone posted on it!
Hi! I hope your doing okay in quarantine and if your not I hope things get better you for you!!!
Thank you for the well wishes and for checking in!
Though I didnât respond right away, your message really did brighten things for me. I was in a rough spot for a while, but I am pushing myself to keep my chin up, as I know we all are.
Hiya! Just wanted to say your writing is really good!! Like,,,,literally god teir lol. I know there isn't a lot of food fantasy fans on tumblr, but please keep writing! I enjoy your works very much! They're so accurate even though you write such a variety of characters â I really admire that haha. Um..I really don't know how to end this,,but you're doing an amazing job! Thank you for everything you do.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart! â€ïž
Since you sent this in, I have been returning to it and re-reading it whenever I have been feeling down or uninspired. I must have read it dozens of times now. To be embarrassingly frank, I have been struggling with some self-doubt in regards to my writing and itâs comments like this that can completely turn my mood around and give me the strength to keep going!
The absolute most important thing to me is character accuracy. I spend the most time on researching, honing and refining my character portrayal in every little thing I write. So to hear that you think my writing for the characters feels authentic and real makes my heart SO HAPPY.
Thank you. Your words have helped me so much. đ
Iâm going to be replying to some now, and I apologize in advance for any clutter to anyoneâs dash.
I get shy about responding to asks publicly, but I really want to let the people who send in comments know how much it means to me. To everyone who submitted asks with questions or comments I am so sorry for taking so long to respond. Every single message means so much to me, and I hope I can convey how much I appreciate you all. â€ïž
He will take you out on special dates as often as youâll let him. Heâs prone to grandiose romantic gestures and obsessing over planning the âperfect date.â
âYouâre my everything, (y/n). Iâd be lost without you... Youâre the most beautiful thing in this world, to me.â
Heâs big on surprises, so there will be lots of mystery dates and surprise gifts for no reason in particular.
His guilty pleasure is making you blush. While heâs very courteous and respectful, he isnât above whispering a naughty little something in your ear once in a while.
âI canât stop thinking about last night, sweetheart... Come on, letâs go home. I need to be alone with you again....â
If he sees you being flirty or affectionate with others in the same way he is, he wonât stop you. Heâll even enjoy seeing that side of you. But his jealousy will manifest in him turning his attention towards you with twice the intensity - perhaps even getting a little inappropriate, depending on the circumstances.
âOh, (y/n), what are you up to over there? Oh, come here, just for a moment â Hmm, youâre busy? Thatâs not what you said when I asked you to come last night, love~â
âThat person is so lucky, getting all of your attention like this. Do they make you happy, (y/n)? ... Do I?
âHah, go on, go and see them, theyâre waiting for you now... Iâll be here waiting for you too, though. Donât forget.â
NSFW headcanons under the cut!
Heâs a phenomenal kisser. The best. Those long, steamy movie kisses? Those are his specialty.
If you arenât accustomed to kissing, heâll be absolutely delighted to âteachâ you.
His favorite foreplay is erotic massage, both giving and receiving. He loves scented and flavored massage oils and is always buying new ones to try on you.
âShh... just lie still and relax, darling. Let me take care of you tonight.â
He loves experimenting with sex toys. Loves using them on you, loves when you use them on him.
Not in to BDSM, but may sometimes bring out the silk blindfolds and fuzzy handcuffs.
He goes wild when you wear lingerie. It doesnât matter at all if youâre DFAB/DMAB or what your body looks like. To him itâs about the romance of it, the specialness of it, rather than physical appearance. Heâs just enthralled by the idea that youâre getting dressed up just for him. Loves it over-the-top, frilly and lacy.
Sees beauty in everything, and wants nothing more than to help you learn to love your body just as much as he does - no matter what it takes.
Not really fond of quickies. He prefers to go slow and take his time with you.
Is, by default, the giver in the relationship. If receiving too much, heâll start to fuss and worry that you arenât being taken care of enough.
His ideal romantic evening: a long bubble bath together, with music and wine, followed by sensual massage and lovemaking.
A threesome with Coffee is not out of the question...
âI donât understand,â he said with great effort, âwhy it is that I, who has never known defeat, should fail so miserably to earn your respect.â
