Eh.

Here to rant bitches

[foofieshedevil]

I kinda just feel like crying. People have been trying to make me feel better but I can’t and I don’t know why. My older guy friend was trying to text me to give me advice and all I could think of is how I’m making his day worse. Everyone around me already has a hard enough time without me being a whiny bitch and yet I am one anyway. They would probably be happier in the long run if I hadn’t been their friend but I’m selfish enough to not leave. I’m mean to people all the fucking time and by now I just don’t know how to stop. I told my crush, who we will call cracker for now, about his and he challenged me to try and be nice and I just can’t. I really really wish I could. Not like anybody really cares anyways since nothing did change. If there’s nothing showing it happened,most people won’t believe it did.

#rant #sorry you got to be depressed by me #lets all go cry together #i kinda just want a hug but like whatever

[foofieshedevil]

Well, I messed up

Yesterday, I was in math class as I had to be(I’m not edgy enough to skip class, sorry for the disappointment), and I was on my phone texting and I got caught. We had been doing an assignment online at the time but I hadn’t even started it. I had my unfinished test review in front of me, because I normally just do it as I walk into class. The teachy told me to put up my phone and I did but I also just started drawing on my paper instead of doing it. She got pretty pissed ,and I would have been too if I was her, but she then said that I’m going to be moved to the front of the class. I thought it would just be skipped over and ignored cause like, she didn’t move me immediately. I’m not a bad student but I can’t shut my mouth and so my teachers either hate me or love me. She could never decide. So now I’m sitting at the front, not with GabenTM like I had been. Well, it’s whatever but I got mad enough that I didn’t put my pens back in rainbow order so I need to go fix that. P. S. I think I aced that test teachy so I dare you to get mad at me next time I ignore your fucking work.