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08.26.17

I feel like this is the first Saturday since Kim came back that I didn’t see her. I actually ended up getting a lot done today. I cleaned my room and now it’s so neat ^^ I’m happy. But I miss her. I honestly just kind of want to live with her so that I can fall asleep with her every night. I feel like even though I stay up really late with her and sometimes don’t deep sleep, I feel like I still sleep better when she’s here. I am not sure what’s going with us right now so I’m not sure if I should be wanting to be with her so badly. I have a feeling that she might have broken up with Martin and she’s just going to tell me that if we’re together that we can’t tell anyone. But I also have a feeling that she is still with him and she’s going to tell me that she can’t do it. Idk. I feel like the fact that I don’t know which way this conversation is going to go is really stressful.

#personal #08.26.17

teenagecrush

just a bad day

You never really realize how lonely you are until it’s the end of the day and you have a bunch of things to talk about and no one to talk to

06.01.17

I am so annoyed and tired today for some reason. Got particularly annoyed today at work when we were all heading home and they were rushing me out the door again. So stupid. They should just leave and let me lock up -_-

I can’t wait for tmr when I get to climb again. I feel like this week whenever I’m alone that I start drifting back into a depressive state. I dont like it.

#personal #06.01.17