*disclaimer pls leave if my words upset you*

if you think it’s about you its probably not and you probably shouldn’t be here anyway

[foralltherandomthoughts]

everything hurts

everything is dark

how much longer do i have to live

disconnected from my heart

[foralltherandomthoughts]

i wake up with the marks

scattered on my wrists

a reminder that i’m broken

trying to let something in

[foralltherandomthoughts]

i’m so far gone

from feeling at home

and you’re so far into

making me feel alone

[foralltherandomthoughts]

i wake up to you

yelling about my insecurities

hounding me for making your life hard

you constantly squeeze the joy from my being

than ask where i have the audacity

to feel a little lost

[foralltherandomthoughts]

i said no

he said why not

i said no

he kept sliding his hands

i said stop

and tried to walk away

he grabbed me by the wrists

and said it’s not time to leave

i pulled away

and got to my car

i’m sorry to the girls

who couldnt get away

and i’m waiting for karma

to deal with the guys

that gave you your pain

[foralltherandomthoughts]

i hope he could be someone

i know it’s rare

it’s probably not going to happen

but i hope against the odds

together we could make some of our dreams come true

[foralltherandomthoughts]

dancing on the heartstrings that you tied

one falsestep might rip them from my mind

maybe not now but hopefully in time

where i chose to dance will entirely be mine

[foralltherandomthoughts]

something about remembering your kiss

makes me want to walk through your fire again

as if i could be the one to change your heart

[foralltherandomthoughts]

if i were to die

i pray they don’t find my ramblings

but to the ones that have seen them

protect them from the people

who knew me less

so my thoughts will never be made into

something they were not

[recked]

[foralltherandomthoughts]

the issue is

i don’t want anybody else

and the more i think about you

the more i think about you

[foralltherandomthoughts]

sometimes in the still of the night and the morning

if i turn my body a certain way

i can remember what it felt like to be in your arms

[foralltherandomthoughts]

i get everything is so fucked but if i drove to your house could i hold you for the night

[foralltherandomthoughts]

if i wind up dead i want them to know it was because they took from me my grestest love

[foralltherandomthoughts]

it’s been so long without your touch i’m shocked i’m even alive

[foralltherandomthoughts]

the thing about being tamed

is you fall into old habits

when realeased back to the wild

which you came

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