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Blue || they/he || in my late twenties

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my writing || masterlist

I've written a ton of original fiction, mostly with sapphic and T4T characters. I also wrote a bunch of Marvel fiction in college; it's since been deleted with my old blog, but I'm writing new fics/reworking old ones and have a handful posted here.

You can find all my fics under the "my writing" tag as well as on this list (below the cut). These are in chronological(ish) order unless otherwise noted, and the character(s) listed in parentheses is the main sneezer (for lack of a better term).

You can also find my fics on my AO3, where I use the same username.

#my writing #snz #snzblr #snz kink #snzfucker #snz fic #snz fics #snz ocs

not snz, slight vent

chat is it relatable to just feel absolute despair over being misunderstood? I think this is probably an autism thing, but I just feel so chronically misunderstood and it drives me absolutely up a wall how often people will misinterpret things I said. "Well you actually meant" - no. If I meant that, I would have said it.

#and then *I* have to apologize and explain myself and it's so fucking exhausting #this is why i don't have the energy to socialize and make friends #i WANT friends. but i also don't want to put myself through this all the time #vent #not snz #delete later

This is perhaps a unique experience, but did anyone else have some thing (media, collectable item, etc.) when you were younger that had NOTHING to do with snz, yet you associated with snz for whatever reason to the point that you can’t decouple the two when you revisit it as an adult?

#I played with toys by making up stories for them in my head and not really actually doing much with them irl #like I just kinda liked to look at them while I came up with stories for them #and I am revisiting a certain collection and my brain is just like ‘oh snz?’#no. not remotely. but I can see why you’d think so #given the fact that 99.9999999% of the stories I came up with as a kid were sickfics #snz #delete later? maybe? idk you can reblog this if it’s relatable #snzblr

A moment of appreciation for my college bestie, who was a fairly large dude but had the tiniest little rapid sneezes, and who whispered "bless you" under his breath anytime someone in a crowded area sneezed.

#bro just moved back home and i am being angsty about it and i will spare you #and instead giggle and kick my feet about these two things that always made me go awwwwww #bro was also a key figure in me realizing i was trans which looking back on cracks me up #snzblr #snz obs #irl snz

What’s that? I seem distracted? Oh, sorry, I was just thinking about someone having such bad allergies that they can’t help crying a little out of frustration

#especially if they’ve never had allergies before and they’re just like WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME???!#snz #snzblr

Can’t induce because my nose has been bleeding off and on for a month

Can’t crochet or knit because my wrist randomly decided to swell

Can’t go on a walk because my toe keeps dislocating

Can’t let my sexy girlfriend sneeze into my neck while she rides me because she doesn’t exist

#the universe is being homophobic #(okay realistically all of this except the last one are probably from stress)#(but. I’ll just say homophobia)#lowkey might induce even though my sinuses are being weird BECAUSE they’re being weird and it’s making them itch 24/7 #i assume it’s a combo of allergies and stress #and then I’ve been avoiding taking flonase because I don’t want to irritate everything worse but like #it’s just making my actual allergy symptoms worse so that’s probably counterintuitive #snzblr #snz #personal #delete later #probably

indulgnc

people who sneeze in fits: how does it feel to be insanely hot

veersnz

For science, what is considered a fit ? 3-4 sneezes ?

#ya’ll are the hottest #I am also curious what counts as a fit #(mine definitely don’t lmao)#snz #snzblr

Really wish I was better at drawing because I am *dying* to draw some sneezy ladies

#need to draw all my femme ocs immediately like I am truly dying to #but alas they would look hideous if I tried #snzblr

snzyjazz

Currently have a mighty need to straddle a big strong allergic cowboy during a fit that's it that's the post

#and if I said I would like to be a cowboy getting straddled by a very allergic cowgirl … what then #snz kink #snzblr

Not snz and probably delete later, but I actually cannot overstate how getting on T has like. Activated me like a fuckin glow stick in literally every way possible.

#life is stressful and still generally awful but there is just like #idk an underlying sense I can’t really put into words of like oh huh I’m alive and I’m going to remain alive and #I don’t want to live in abject hopelessness all the time so lemme make some changes #like. idk I feel like it’s hard to explain it all/capture what this has felt like #but I went from kinda just being like well. guess I’ll just exist miserably until I die #to getting on T and being like oh so actually I’m getting off the psych med I’ve been meaning to get off for years and #I’m gonna find another job which means I can move and live somewhere I don’t hate #that doesn’t sound like much but when you’ve just accepted that you’re gonna subsist forever in a miseravle life it’s … a lot!#I also catch glimpses of ME now in ways I never have before #like I actually feel present in my body sometimes and like. whoa who knew that was possible #and that means having to experience a loooot of dysphoria but it also means I get some flashes of euphoria and I am so happy to have that #instead of constant dissociation #anyway everything is really hard as I get ready to move and it’s helpful to stop and remind myself like #hey. this is good. I’m stressed out of my mind right now but it’s because I’m doing something that will be good in the end #not snz #personal #delete later

Reason 182493840128321 you should date a trans guy: Sometimes we get sneezier on testosterone.

#it's for unsexy reasons #(it's cause t makes you hairier which means you grow more nose hair)#unsexy? yes. but it yields sexy results in many ways #anyway I have been sneezing so much lately (for me) which is very sexy of me #snz #snzblr #(to be clear I think being hairier is very sexy. I just don’t think nose hair specifically is sexy)

cloudcatssniff

Thinking about being sick on Vacation.

Waking up after you arrive at your hotel with a sniffle and a bit of a sore throat, wondering if it’s the pollen or leftover dryness making you feel off from the plane ride. Stuffing a pack of tissues in your pocket right before you leave, slipping into a convenience store while you’re out to buy some over the counter allergy meds, maybe a nasal spray….

Waking up the next day feeling like you need more sleep. Throat scratchy, nose runny, and your muffling sneezes into your limited supply of tissues throughout the day. Having to pop back to the convenience store to buy more, hoping, praying, it will be enough. The congestion starting to settle in your sinuses says otherwise though… and you wish, for once, it was just allergies.

#I may not be writing right now but trust and believe this is a scenario I’m constantly thinking about with my ocs #specifically them on a beach vacation #hhgggggg it’s just so good #snz #snzblr

Obsessed with the idea of a throuple having sneezy sex, where the sneezy one is sorta … in the middle/getting attention on both ends and getting conflicting input. One partner’s telling them they must hold back, and the other one’s saying it’s okay, just go ahead and let it out. No matter what they do, one partner is gonna praise them while the other scolds them and oooh yeah that’s juicy to me.

#I’ve had many thoughts about my polycule ocs lately #except I think instead of a throuple there are four of them simply because I keep imagining scenarios with another transmasc character #self insert much? yeah. yeah a little #snzblr #snz

Not snz, but ughhhhh I’m having Thoughts about going by another name now that I’m gonna live somewhere where no one knows me