[sappyhoney-deactivated20180702]

ways to take care of yourself

- fix yourself some honey tea ; it helps soothe a sore throat and it tastes like liquid heaven

- keep a journal to write in when you feel sad because the sadness will slowly ease away. theres something about writing things down thats calming and peaceful

- go outside and watch the sunset or go to the park with some friends ; being outside makes life a little less stressed

- look at something thats cute. it could be a tiny little kitten dancing around or simply it could be a person you love ; this will relax you more

- put on a face mask and have yourself a little spa day ; this obviously helps with your skin, do this once a week

[bubbly]

we are all lonely wether it’s when we are surrounded by 10 people we don’t actually like or wether it’s right before you fall asleep and your mind is taking over, we are all alone, trapped in our mind, living our life based on what we post on instagram or snapchat and how many likes and followers we get. we live our life to prove to everyone else that we are not alone that we are not lonely. but we all forget about how alone we actually feel and how hard we try to mask it, to fool others, to prove to others that we actually went out last night.

alone  (via bubbly)

[ourtwobodiesintoonepinkcasket-d]

We held hands on the last night on Earth Our mouths filled with dust We kissed in the fields and under trees Screaming like dogs and bleeding dark into the leaves It was empty on the edge of town but We knew everyone floated along the bottom of the river So we walked through the waste where the road curved into sea And the shattered seasons lay And the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease In our cancer of passion you said Death is a midnight runner The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes of stars That wore like an antique wedding dress The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn As the ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked If you would accompany me in a quick fall But you made me realize my ticket wasn’t good for two I rode alone You said “The cinders are falling like snow” There is poetry in despair and we sang with unrivaled beauty Bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence Of blue and grey Strange, we ran down desperate streets and carved our names In the flesh of the city The sun has stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the hirizon And the darkness is a mystery of curves and lines Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward And somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation Scratched into the Earth like a message

but home is nowhere - david paden marchand   (via ourtwobodiesintoonepinkcasket)

[forever-relatable-fan-blog]

Because the glass on the floor, I have cuts on my feet. Because the sky turned black, that's when your bad side decided to show up. Because I was in pain every single day, I learned that pain was something that I knew I would feel forever. Because of you, I learned not to love. I wish you had treated me better because I want to love someone but I'm so afraid now. They'll all be like you. I don't want that.

Forever_relatable__

[forever-relatable-fan-blog]

I have wounds from the battles I've fought but I wouldn't ever show them to anyone.

Forever_relatable__

[forever-relatable-fan-blog]

I wish you could've saw how much I cared about you but you were blinded by the mask you hide yourself in.

Instagram forever_relatable__

[forever-relatable-fan-blog]

True story.

Old friend, Happy birthday. I saw you today but I couldn't utter those words to come out. I just looked at you as you looked at me. It was only for a second or two but in those seconds I remembered everything I didn't want to remember. Things I had forgotten until I looked into your crystal eyes. I know your lover now had something great they should hold onto. To never let you go. The weird thing about me looking into your eyes is that I never look into anyone else's eyes. You were special. Sincerely, old friend. (The pain it took to write this, you have no idea) Made by Instagram forever_relatable__

[forever-relatable-fan-blog]

She tries to hide her scars. She tries to hide the fact that she doesn't want to be alive.

Instagram is Forever_relatable__

[wnq-writers]

It pains my heart to know that we once shared an unbreakable bond but now we barely even look at each other. If only I could travel back in time to the very first day I set eyes on you, I would swiftly walk pass you without any sign of recognition

theinadia (via wnq-writers)

[thelovejournals]

I know I have a heart because I feel it breaking.

Wizard of Oz. Dir. Victor Fleming. (via thelovejournals)

[laughingly]

Opening your heart and being courageous and telling people that you care about them or like them or that you think they’re special only makes you a better, bigger, kinder, softer, more loving person and only attracts more love in your life.

Amy Poehler (via astroxenial)

[sexemulators]

The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be.

Marcel Pagnol (via quotethatword)

[sexemulators]

The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be.

Marcel Pagnol (via quotethatword)

[forever-relatable-fan-blog]

feelings.

I feel like everyone hates me. I know people say these things all the time but I genuinely think everyone hates me. Maybe my “friends” are just pretending to be my friends and they actually think i’m annoying. 

I feel like everyone is judging me constantly. It’s hard living a life where you feel trapped in your own thoughts. Every step I take, every word I say, everything I do is thoroughly thought out before I do it. I have so much anxiety and i’m so anxious about everything someone says about me. If there were a book of all the bad things anyone had ever said about me, I would read that book. Maybe even twice. I don’t know why.

I feel like not many people understand why I push people away. I push everyone out of my life because later on we will be really close and I’m scared of getting too close to someone. Everyone that has done that has left me. It’s like being the only fish in the Pacific Ocean trying to find some other fish to be friends with. People move on and I’m not important to anyone. Sometimes, I feel so bad for pushing people out of my life. I don’t really want to, my brain tricks me into thinking I should. They leave and they never come back. 

I feel like in a parallel universe, someone will miss me. I could leave but the only ones who would notice was my family because they see me everyday. Sometimes I wish I could disappear and see who might care. 

I feel like I could talk to a stranger better because they don’t know my label everyone has given me. I talk to my friends but I don’t trust them so I bottle it up inside until I write it. I don’t trust anybody so if you know something is wrong with me but I just say i’m fine, don’t take it personally. 

forever_relatable__ on insta

[thecalminside]

If you want to become whole, let yourself be partial. If you want to become straight, let yourself be crooked. If you want to become full, let yourself be empty. If you want to be reborn, let yourself die. If you want to be given everything, give everything up.

Lao Tzu (via thecalminside)

[forever-relatable-fan-blog]

Feel appreciated that you have a best friend. Growing up I had several that were really good friends, not just friends. As I got older, I had fewer. Then they started to leave, I got some friends that stabbed me in the back, I had friends who now never talk to me that much. Some people don't realize how much a best friend can make you happy. Perhaps thats why I fell in love mine; she was the only one who listened to me and knew me inside and out. She told me I looked beautiful. She told me that we would be best friends forever. I fell in love with her. he always laughed at my silly jokes that weren't even funny. I miss it. That was the closest thing i've ever experienced to love.

love ( forever_relatable__ )

[quotemadness]

After a time I found that I could almost listen to the silence, which had a dimension all of its own. I started to attend to its strange and beautiful texture, which of course, it was impossible to express in words. I discovered that I felt at home and alive in the silence, which compelled me to enter my interior world and around there.

Karen Armstrong (via quotemadness)