i know its been a long time since ive actually been active but first of all i would like apologize to all my friends and followers for not being able to keep in touch in the same way that i used to. if youve seen from a previous ask, i have been isolating myself from social media. the reason for this is because of my depression and anxiety. the struggle to have to be forced in a space with people who are supposed to be your family yet are the source of said depression is really no joke and everyday is a battle where even waking up is just difficult. ive been exhausted from everything that ive just basically given up on everything. i have been refusing to talk to anyone about whats going on with me because i dont want to be able to share that weight with someone who does not deserve it. i know that everyone is going through their own struggles, mine is not special, so i didnt want to have to give anyone else the burden. the reason im posting this is because i feel guilty for just suddenly going silent on everyone i used to talk to. im deeply sorry for my sudden absence