I Seek Monsters

NSFW ▪ 18 & Up Only ▪ My Posts Are Dark ▪ Do Not Degrade Me □■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■ Monsters Have Always Been Drawn To Me, And Just Like A Moth To A Flame, I Have Always Been Drawn To Them. My First Monster Ruined Me To Such A Degree That I Now Constantly (Consciously And Unconsciously) Seek Out The Monsters Around Me. I Am So Driven To Find Monsters Because In Order To Feel Whole, I Must First Be Broken. □■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■ My Needs Will Ultimately Lead Me To My Destruction, But I Was Never Meant To Be Saved. The Darkness I Need Haunts Me, But I Can Not Silence The Promises It Whispers To Me. I Can Only Listen As Those Whispers Turn Into Screams I Can Not Quiet. No Matter How Hard I Try I Can Not Ignore The Way My Body Aches To Be Used, Just As I Can Not Hush My Mind When It Pleads For Further Traumatization. I Know I Will Always Be Like This; Always Needing Monsters In My Life. □■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■ The Monster I Seek Must Be Able To Consume Me; His Words Must Have The Power To Shut Down My Ability To Think. I Need It To Be Obvious That He Does Not Feel Guilt, Pity, Empathy, Or Shame. I Will Always Put Myself At The Mercy Of A Man Who Not Only Relishes His Monster Side, But Also Throughly Enjoys Making Me His Victim. This Page Is My Way Of Helping Myself Dull The Noise. At 36 Years Old, I Can Not Hide From The Twisted Things I Crave. □■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■□■ If I Posted Something Of Yours And You Want It Down Please Tell Me So I Can Delete It. Feel Free To Repost Anything I Have Posted. Enjoy.

[angel-spitt-deactivated20230909]

Please, master, touch me.

I want to be forced to worship someone.

I want them to spot me and decide I’d be the perfect cumslut if they just destroy me and re-shape me as they’d like.

I’ll struggle, I’ll kick, punch, scratch, run, scream, drag myself; but it will all be pointless.

They will know that, they’ll laugh at me because they find it sickeningly adorable that I’m putting so much effort into them.

After I try my hardest, and I notice their weight is still on me even when I have exhausted myself by trying to resist, I’ll sob, I’ll beg.

"Please, please, forgive me… Please have mercy on me! Please let me go, I won’t tell anyone… Please! My little cunt is going to break."

They’ll mock me, "Pweashe lwet mwe gooo, I didn mwean to." As they pin me down and start fingering my wet hole.

"I don’t give a shit if you meant to or not, you caught my attention and I’m making you mine. Right here.”

They’ll use me, break me, r4pe my little hole as many times as needed for me to understand I am their property now, their prey, their little fuckhole.

Be merciless, cruel, how naive of me.

[angel-spitt-deactivated20230909]

you like me? so how come i'm not tied up in your basement, blindfolded and gagged, with bruises all over my body? (๑ò / / ᆺ / / ó๑)

[softdom-energy2-deactivated2024]

Sensitive subs

Sensitive subs are so adorable...the ones who just whimper and become whiny just by hearing what their dom wants to do them...or moan and twitch at the slightest of touches...I could just whisper degrading things in her ears, or do something simple as grazing my fingers up and down her inner thighs while kissing her neck softly and the next thing you know, they're all wet and squeezing their legs together. So cute, like closing your legs is going to stop me from taking what I want.

[angel-spitt-deactivated20230909]

call me your pathetic little thing while your thumb's inside my mouth & your other hand's fingering my wet hole,, mock me for whimpering and enjoying every second of it,, ♡

[nsfwthoughtsandconcepts]

Making your sub lose ability over their motor skills, they slur their words and grip onto you as you lead them to your bed. You cuff their ankles to the bed rip open their clothes. “You’ll barely remember a thing, honey.” With those words you get your camera rolling to document every dirty thing you get up to with your brain dead sex slave so when they wake up they themselves can see how they got used; with their holes aching and dripping with cum.

[occasionally-relatable-deactiva]

I'm a bit possessive in bed. What can I say, I just want you to crave me. I want to hear your broken moans as you repeat that you're mine, because those are the only words you have left. Yours, yours, yours.

[playfulpochi-deactivated2023051]

A cnc scene where my face is shoved into the bed as I cry and scream and kick and he just keeps repeating “shut up I need to cum shut up shut up I just need to cum…” while he ruts into me

[joeyridersgutter]

A sadist that’s been desperately holding back all their urges, and finally has a precious masochist at their feet, willingly, eagerly taking their hits, their frustration, their rage. And it feels so good, it’s such a relief, it’s everything they’ve been needing, the sadist is just breathlessly thanking their new toy with every hit…. thank you, thank you, thank you, god you’re so good for me, god thank you, thank you so much, you’re perfect like this, thank you baby, thank you…

[whoa-thats-hot]

Whoa-That’s-Hot!

[freshmoviequotes]

[dumbest-bb]

Tell that bitch how you'd kill her. Bitches love that shit

[visciousest]

Really thinking a lot about my sub getting hurt by accident and coming to me for help but I get so turned on seeing them in pain that I fuck them and make their injuries even worse before I do anything to help

[visciousest]

Grabbing their broken wrist to shove their hand into my cock and show them how much I love seeing them in pain. And to hear them beg for me to stop 💞

[gochokeyourself-moved]

I love cnc because it's just clingy, touchstarved, lonely angels who want to be wanted so bad they need it forced from them. They need to be needed, they need to know that I want them so bad I would hurt them for it. Violate them for it. Break them for it.

[unholysainte-deactivated2022112]

aw, you’re so cute when you get non verbal and whimper for me but use your words, my love. oh that hurts? don’t worry baby it’ll be over soon…as soon as i have my fill of you, as soon as i see your eyes glaze over, as soon as i finish making a mess of you. you know we’re not done until you go limp in my arms, nothing makes me happier than seeing you be a perfect little doll for me.

[veronicathegoddess]

head empty, no thoughts except being bent over and getting fucked against my will and getting degraded for wanting it because i didn’t try to fight them off

[twordish]

struggling against their weight is so fucking hot like yes please hold me down and let me try my hardest to fight you off of me, laughing at how pathetic and weak i am while you constantly remind me how there’s no way i could ever get you off of me and that you could do whatever you wanted to me in that moment

[veronicathegoddess]

telling him i wanna see the stars so he hits me until i'm dizzy