Rage Bubbles At The Surface

she/her Adult

[forget-the-feeling]

—> Pro recovery

—> DNI TERFS, Incels, Homestucks, if you post pics of real self harm or gore, "irl yanderes", proship, if you post or share thinspo or fatspo / proana, anti recovery, visible Danganronpa fan, kink / NSFW centred blogs, MOGAI radqueer / pro-paraphilia, Nicole Dollanganger or Melanie fans

—> Don’t tag my posts with the names of fictional characters. I am a real person who experienced real trauma

—> Many post are scheduled so don’t always accurately reflect my current mental state

—> If there’s a gap in my posting, I’m okay

…

—> Traumacore side blog, the contents are triggering

—> I tag content warnings, if I miss some or you want something tagged, tell me

—> I rb things I relate to, if I rb something of yours and you don’t want me to, tell me and I’ll delete

—> Everything is okay to rb, unless stated otherwise

—> Tagging is okay too, within reason of course

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—> Almonds, 22

—> She/Her, Lesbian

—> British, White

—> Autistic, Anxiety, Depression, insomnia

—> Involuntary Age Regressor (7 - 18)

—> Suspected PTSD / c-PTSD

—> I have a history of violence throughout my childhood

—> 7 years clean

…

—> Childhood Trauma

—> Academic / School Trauma

—> Physical, Verbal, Emotional, Sexual and Prejudicial bullying

—> Multiple suicide attempts

—> Religious Trauma (I don’t have any beliefs but I am traumatised from Catholic school)

—> parental, teacher and peer abuse / generational trauma

—> medical trauma

[forget-the-feeling]

It's so strange not seeing him around the house

[rabbittongues]

emotional pain turns physical

[rabbittongues]

[b4st4rd-420]

[b4st4rd-420]

[forget-the-feeling]

My cat died today. He had cancer, lymphoma in his intestines. He was normal then suddenly he stopped eating, he lost 1kg in the span of a few days, I wonder if he knew he was dying. He would’ve only had a few days left to live if he wasn’t put down, I wish I was there to comfort him. He has a sister, she’s here with me as I type this. How long until she realises her brother isn’t coming back? Knowing that she will grieve and seeing my family grieve is more painful than my own grief. Cancer has taken yet another family member from us.

[deeptrospection]

[littlegirlhorrible]

˖⁺‧₊♡˖ source: ᡕᠵデ气亠`♡´-

[ed-recoverry]

To anyone who was suicidal at age 14 or younger, here’s your permission to grieve. Here’s your permission to not joke about it or just flat out ignore it. Here’s your permission to acknowledge that lost child who felt way more pain than any child should ever feel. You’re allowed to cry for that child, whether you healed or are still suffering the same thoughts. Finally allow yourself to grieve for that child filled with undeserved hurt.

[thecuddler]

[simonn0el]

I Hope The Guilt Eats You Alive

[forget-the-feeling]

Do people on this site not realise that you can blacklist certain tags in your settings, so that posts with those tags will be hidden? Like why do you think people tag content warnings?

[abuzd]

[snail-edits]

[forget-the-feeling]

Nothing good ever lasts, ey?

[ailingautist]

Turned 24 yesterday and am reminded yet again that I have done nothing of consequence with my life.

Sometimes I wish I'd get cancer or some shit so I had a better excuse for being such a waste of space.

Instead I'm just depressed, disabled and traumatized.

Thanks, Universe.