i wish you hell

LEE, samuel isaac twenty-one and australian traditional asian dragon ❝ — and he thought he could get through life by telling a few jokes because he loved making people happy; seeing their faces light up in a way that his no longer could. he loved giving them what he could no longer receive. but if life was a deck of cards; he’d be the Joker; the first to be thrown away. ❞

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I’ll be online tomorrow to reply to a few threads. sorry for the absence!! i got some assignments to catch up on from uni :((

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babyevie:

She hid the skateboard behind her back and shook her head. “Nope. Sorry, Sammich. I haven’t seen it anywhere–” Suddenly, she dropped the skateboard and it fell onto the ground, making a ruckus. Evie put on her most innocent face and stepped to the side. “I have no idea where that came from.”

With his head leaned back, Samuel gave out an exhausted and frustrated sigh. If it weren’t for the few people who mattered to him, he would have already disappeared and perhaps started his life some place else; he wasn’t willing to be here, nor did he like it here – at least for now; so when something goes wrong, it was easier to blame and direct his hatred towards it. His eyes however narrowed the instance he heard a sudden crash coming from the figure. The sound was similar to when he would accidentally lose balance; his eyes hinting and looking down on his current suspect. “Eve,” he carefully called out, his gaze lowered down to the skateboard which had possibly fallen out of her hands. “Mind explaining how my skateboard magically popped out of nowhere and had some how ended up behind you?”

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cherrie--pop:

As soon as she saw his smile, Charlotte couldn’t help the tiny crease that formed between her eyebrows as she frowned slightly. While the smile may have looked genuine to anyone else, she knew so much about the boy that it wasn’t hard for her to pick up on the fact that the smile didn’t reach his eyes, and when he dropped his gaze and told her repeatedly that he was fine, it just made her think that things weren’t exactly fine.

She remained quiet for a few long seconds, her eyes trained on his face, taking in every little detail. When he finally looked back up at her, she locked her eyes onto his. “Don’t do that..” she murmured gently. “Don’t fake a smile around me.. and don’t tell me you’re fine if you’re not.. you and I don’t do that, we don’t lie to each other like that..” she said, her words soft and gentle, but serious at the same time. “Yeah.. well I didn’t want to come here, but Joe and Papi thought it would be best,” she shrugged lightly.

His attention was captured the instance he heard her murmured a word or two; and though he had pulled his gaze away from her, he was once again looking at her with his brows furrowed just lightly. He opened his mouth and had his lips parted for a split second, and even if he was about to utter a sentence or two, he closed it back shut sighing from her honest speech. He wasn't sure what there was to say to her; he left her, he left everyone without telling them where he was headed -- it was his usual way of handling things, despite how well he knew it was careless."What do you want me to say? I really am fine," he told her frankly -- not mentioning the small details of his adventures after New York. He lifted his shoulders as he did, only to nod at Joe's and her grandfather's decisions."I didn't want to come here either, but i guess if Joe and your granddad think it's what's best for you, then it must mean something."

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cherrie–pop:

“Fair enough. I don’t stay in my room too often either.” she shrugged lightly, nodding as she listened to him speak. “Okey dokey. Well I hope you find it. It would suck to have to buy another one.” 

He chuckled softly at her input. "I don't think anyone here stays in their room that often -- even if there's not much to do here." He nod his head in agreement, only to raise a brow at a sudden thought. "Yeah, well... i could always steal one back for myself -- that’s another option.”

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s-moorexo:

“Well, I’ll be sure to keep my eye open for a lone skateboard. Maybe you should stick up lost posters if it doesn’t show up anytime soon, though no doubt someone probably took it thinking it’d be cool to use” she said laughing lightly, before looking at him. “It’s good to see you, Sammy. Didn’t expect to see you here of all places though” 

Samuel swallowed anxiously from the unexpected sight of a girl he had not spoken to for months. He nodded as she spoke, giving out a rather quiet chuckle at her silly suggestion. She always seem to find a way to get him to curve his lips; it’s a curse, isn’t it? “That’s a brilliant idea actually,” he quietly muttered with a smile slowly growing. “Do you really think someone would actually return a skateboard without a reward though?” As much as he wanted to pull his gaze away from her, he couldn’t; it’s been too long since he last saw her. “I mean, i don’t have much to offer as a reward and judging by how my skateboard got stolen, i doubt they’d give it back.” He nodded at her, smiling at her softly. “Yeah, it’s good to see you to ‘Sha. Speaking of odd places, what-- what are you doing here?”

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luxurioushea:

“There is absolutely no space left left in the fridge- something is going to have to be moved to make room.”

Samuel couldn’t help but let out an amused and dry scoff as he sat by the kitchen counter. He had his head ducked down at his bowl of soggy cereal -- one he had spent a couple of minutes playing with and had no intentions to continue eating. “I knew the chances of us having our own barbie here would be high,” he mocked with a sarcastic grin, lifting his head up to look over at the blonde.

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cherrie–pop:

I haven’t seen it anywhere, sorry. I’m sure nobody’s gone into your room though. Have you asked your roommate if they’ve seen it? 

Nah, i don’t talk to my roommate much; i don’t think he even knows i’m sharing the room with him. he’s not to blame though; i don’t really stay in my room that often. But yeah, don’t worry about it. I’m going to have to go stroll around these halls and see where it’s been taken to. If there’s no sign of it, i guess i’m just going to have to get a new one.

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bonjour-amelia:

Amélia smirked as Samuel remarked herwords and just shrugged, playing with the hair at the nape of his neck as she tilted her head slightly, just looking back into his dark eyes as he held her own stare, no room available between them so she could press closer to his body. “How wold I ever even imply you’re a bully? She whispered, her body arching a bit so her lips were brushing his as she hummed and pressed a very soft peck to the male’s as she sighed contently as she nodded. “You’re a bit greedy, Sammy.” She said and smirked as she bit his lip playfully. “Tell me what you want and I might give it to you.” She said, looking back again into his eyes. “I’m sorry, love. would anything make it up for me teasing you?” She asked, moving to kiss gently on his neck.

Samuel could feel chills running down his spine from the simple touches of Amelia’s fingertips brushing along the hair at the nape of his neck. He couldn’t seem to pull his dark hues away from her; it was as though she had put some sort of spell on him. He chuckled quietly, almost sounding like a short and soft scoff, but the corner of his eyes had crinkled as his lips were naturally curving from how delicate and soothing his girlfriend’s voice was. His hands that were placed on her waist could feel her body arching; her slim figure only tempting his hands to run along her sides, rubbing her clothes against her skin though he would do anything to get his hands underneath them at this very moment. “I am,” he nodded in agreement with a small smile which hinted an act at how embarrass he was. “I am very greedy -- i wish i was sorry.” He was mumbling his words in between her lips now; a sensation of vibration was sure to have been sent from his lips to hers as she had hers very close to his. He closed his eyes as he sighed deeply, soon to be chuckling hopelessly at the current situation he had set himself in; it was usually him who would have the blonde begging -- having the upper hand and calling the shots at least, but that only happened at the beginning of their relationship. Amelia changed and her changes showed quite a lot during their time together; so instead of Samuel being the one in control, it seems like they would take turns. This time around, it was Amelia who drove him a lot crazier than he is around her. “I want you,” he admitted breathlessly, still keeping his eyes closed as he continued to chuckle at how much he needs to be saved currently. She was too much to handle at this point and with him being so busy, he was too eager. “I want every single bit of you. I want you undressed and your body pushed against mine.” His eyes opened, and with it looking into hers he couldn’t stop the tips of his lips from twitching upwards. “You’re torturing me here.”

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adiriano:

At the word ‘skateboard’, Adiriano’s eyes shot open and reality sluggishly began to fall into place. The last thing he remembered was trying to find a paper he had written on empaths somewhere around the room before everything went black- he had fallen. On what? He was sure to find out as soon as he looked around– Ah. A skateboard. He had been too busy fussing around to realise there was a skateboard on the ground and had stood on it, and fell. He was grateful he had the head of a coconut. Adiriano rose from the ground slowly, picking up the skateboard and rubbing his head as he walked towards the other male who had mentioned losing his own. “Is this it?” he asked with a hopeful and weak smile, holding it up.

Samuel cocked his brows from the sight of the raven haired male holding his skateboard. “Yeah, that’s it,” he nodded in confirmation, only to have his brows furrowed from his slight curiosity. “Where’d you find it? I swear, i left it in my room – so if this thing manage to hurt you, don’t pin the blame on me.”

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itsbeccayoung:

Theres a lot of untrustworthy people around here, So it wouldn’t surprise me if someone took it. Where did you last see it? Also did i mention its good to see you again? 

I guess the people here not only lack control of their own abilities but manners too -- possibly even logic. And here i thought whatever’s in my God damn room makes it crystal clear that it’s mine. I mean, i get that it’s boring here, and i’m not one for sharing but if you actually ask for permission and i’m in a good mood, i wouldn’t mind lending you my skateboard. Well, from what i can recall; the last time i used it was last night and i’m pretty sure i left it in my room, but now i don’t know where the hell it is. Ha, i think you did the last time we spoke, but there’s no harm in hearing that again.

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Don’t mean to be a bother, but by any chance did you see a lonely skateboard lying around this place? I think i may have misplaced it -- either that, or someone went into my room and think it’d be nice to take it without my permission. I’m betting on the latter though. This fucking place -- seriously.

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@itsbecca: bothering is better than not and wishing you did

@notsamuel: @itsbecca nah.

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@notsamuel: why do i even bother? lmfao.

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hey guys!!!!

first of all, i just want to apologize for not being on for so long and for setting up a new blog. Samuel’s old blog was a side blog and since i’ve dropped Calypso (low key misses her so much) i thought it was only right to re-set Samuel’s blog out of obvious reasons. As for my shitty activity, my muse for Samuel and Calypso dropped; and with uni starting and having so little time, i was actually going to drop both characters. But eh, i’ll give Samuel another chance. 

moving on, with my irrelevant ooc post, i’m back!!!!! and to those who are new, hello, i am fus!!!!! and i am very open with plots so if you’d like to plot with me, re-plot with me (to those i’ve plotted with) or idk, plot within a plot, let me know!!!!! you can like this post and i’ll come to you, or you can comment and i’ll come to you, or you can come to me; either way, please come plot with me!!!!!!

ps: if anyone would like me to continue any old threads from samuel’s old blog, could you please link them for me??? thank yoUUU.