Life Without Pleasure Isnt Worth Anything

Hi, my names jake (or whatever else you want to call me). Im 26 from the UK and im making this to help explore myself a little (my submissive side and the fantasies around that) aswell as making friends at the same time:) No limits at the moment but that might change

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My first post so ive decided to go with a similar way like my bio. Im jake, 26, im very very recently exploring this side of me so please be kind (exploring a submissive side for context). I’ll probably start sharing some fantasies and maybe some of the thoughts that pop into my head without thinking before i type and post them. Thank you for your time and please feel free to dm me <3

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As an update. I tried it with a finger inside of me. I was able to cum but it was more like a pitiful dribble. Felt more like i denied myself than anything. Im not going to give up though. Maybe it was just because it was brand new and felt very weird. Hopefully as long as i can get used to it then it will enhance my feeling but honestly who knows. Anyway. Thats all from me tonight. Have a wonderful day/night people <3

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Ok. Screw it. Im going to try it. Im going to try it with my finger inside. Idek if ill make it all the way but i have to try it right?? Idk. Im gonna try it now. While im brave. God im nervous. Ok. Ok. Okk. Lets do this

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I think im going to try and recreate the situation that caused that dream yesterday night. I still cant shake it. I need to know how it ends. I need to know if my feeling that i was about to be pegged by those women was right or if they have any other plans for me. Hopefully ill be able to resist making myself release and make it to dream world again

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Was trying out some edging last night while reading some hypnosis stuff. I was so tired that i ended up falling asleep while in the process. While asleep i was dreaming of being incredibly drunk almost. And i kept being followed and manhandled by women who was claiming they wanted to help me but what they really wanted was to take me and use me in everyway that they wanted. I woke up so hard. But i still didnt finish myself off. I just went back to sleep. I dont know if it was a sign or just what i was doing while falling asleep but all i know is that i havent stopped thinking about that dream all day. Slightly worried… incredibly turned on….

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Been reading some fdom *stories* and i feel like im slowly sinking further down this little rabbit hole (with much enjoyment i will add). Soon i might build the courage to maybe try a little if some of those things ive read like edging myself. Trying to *have fun* with something inside of me maybe (my finger. Im not that brave haha). Guess soon ill find out if thats something i enjoy. Wish me luck and bravery! <3