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Who we are and who we need to be to survive are very different things.
on the bright side, i only have nine drafts now, but they’re all hella long so idk how long it’ll take me to do them.
( WARRIORSECHO. )
❝we didn’t have a choice. none of us were STRONG enough to fight back.❞
she’s not making excuses. it’s all the truth. if they hadn’t done what was asked & tried to STAY they’d have been shot. what was did he except? she’s not going to apologize for surviving.
however, the ground warrior has a hard time holding the mans gaze. she knows she shouldn’t have left. it was against her MORALS. he had saved her and she owed him as much to stick around.
gaze lands on his leg and her eyes narrows on the gash. the blood.
❝you should get that looked at. our healer could help you.❞
bellamy just shook his head in return, a SCOFF brushing past his own lips as she spoke. he had EVERY RIGHT to be mad at them. his people would have stayed. his people were TRUE TO THEIR WORDS. bellamy said he’d come back, and he did. he figured the least she could do was return the favor.
❝ BULLSHIT. you’re grounders. STRENGTH runs in your blood. ❞
at her offer, bellamy’s gaze dropped towards his own leg. twisting his torso to see if he could get a BETTER look at the injury, he just let out a huff.
❝ i don’t want your help anymore. for all i know, you could just end up MURDERING me on the spot. i’ll be F I N E. ❞
( FORGIVESHIM. )
clarke didn’t realize how much falling down an incline could hurt. she had done it plenty of times before but this time hurt a little more than those of the past times. she couldn’t explain it but she’d live. hopefully. maybe it was the burden of everything she was thinking about that made it hurt that much more. maybe. maybe not. she’d try to find out but it probably wasn’t worth it.
the blonde lays where she is. it was kind of relaxing. not the fact that she was laying in a pile of mud with S H A R P rocks no doubt piercing the skin of her back because her jacket had moved and her shirt was thin but because of the fact that it was peaceful. there was just the wind blowing through the trees at a steady rate, the slight rustling of the drier leaves and footsteps. wait….—— f o o t s t e p s ? that wasn’t what she thought she’d be hearing.
she could hear movement. she knew someone was coming. maybe this would be the moment where she met her FATE. she wouldn’t mind it of course. she’d be with those she had taken. those who she had helped too. like adam. she may have gently placed a dagger into the boy’s neck but she had ended his suffering. that acid fog had taken his life long before clarke had. she just aided in the process of him letting go.
❝oh, y’know. laying in the mud. looking at the sky. ❞
it just had to be HIM who had to come out of the bushes. it couldn’t have been a hostile grounder or a reaper. maybe someone from mount weather who had actually survived the radiation that had flooded through all of the floors when THEY pulled the lever. it just had to be bellamy. this had to be some kind of a sign. a sign that her luck sucked and that she wasn’t gonna be able to get the hell away from him no matter how hard she tried.
the boy probably SHOULD HAVE been surprised, but he really wasn’t. he and clarke would have met up again EVENTUALLY, even if the two of them really didn’t want to. being within each other’s company was INEVITABLE, and maybe it was time for bellamy to learn to accept that.
he let his gun slip back into his belt, a scoff pressing through chapped lips as he shook his head at the blonde in front of him. while he didn’t WANT to be mad at her, he figured he wasn’t WEAK enough to give in and let her have this win. he was just as STUBBORN as she was, and he wasn’t afraid to prove that to be true.
clarke didn’t just LAY DOWN places. bellamy knew that. and, he sure as hell knew that she would NEVER just take a moment to relax in the mud in the middle of the woods. after all, she was always the one PUSHING FORWARD. she never caught a break for herself, and he found it hard to believe that she was just VOLUNTARILY chilling on the ground.
❝ are you HURT? ❞
it was the ONLY thing he could ask without a BILLION more questions following. he might have been ANGRY with her, but that didn’t mean he didn’t care about her current state.
"I'm so sorry I let this happen to you."
dying sentence starters.
the only thing that could have been WORSE than clarke taking the blame for his imminent death was OCTAVIA taking the blame for it. if it were up to him, neither of them could have PREVENTED this ungodly f a t e that everyone would soon come to see. his might have been earlier than the others, but maybe this was how things were SUPPOSED to happen.
❝ you can’t B L A M E yourself this time, clarke. you didn’t let anything happen to me. it’s NOT your fault. ❞
a light GRUNT slipped through his lips as he tried to adjust his position on his own. the PAIN that shot through his back was UNBEARABLE to the point of no return. bellamy would have wished a PAINLESS death upon himself, but he knew that it was DEFINITELY not an option in the world the currently lived in.
❝ hey. you TAKE CARE of all of them for me, okay? they need you. you hear me? they N E E D you. ❞
he WOULDN’T let himself die while all she felt was GUILT. a callused palm even reached out to take hers. it was a WEAK touch, but completely necessary. he wanted her to know that it was O K A Y. he knew they would be JUST FINE without him, so long as clarke was around.
"Stay with me. Come on, just a little longer."
dying sentence starters.
he COULDN’T follow her orders this time. he COULDN’T power through the pain any longer. he was a G O N E R. while bellamy was usually the one with a more positive outlook on situations, he knew that this one was just TOO MUCH.
❝ clarke, it’s over. you know it is. ❞
one hand lifted to PRESS against the wound, but it was no match for the amount of BLOOD spilling out. there was NO WAY bellamy was getting out of this one alive, and he didn’t want to show that he was S C A R E D to die.
❝ i’m S O R R Y, okay? i should have been more careful. but, you need to PROMISE me something. you need to promise me that you’ll take care of octavia and the others for me. please. ❞
bellamy’s words were STRAINED, some slower than others. he was TRYING to keep himself alive enough to ENSURE the safety of the others. he knew clarke would take care of herself by taking care of the others. maybe that’s what kept the two of them SANE all this time. still, he was R E A D Y to accept his fate. at least he died while FIGHTING for his people. for CLARKE.
i’ll be working on things tomorrow. life has been busy & my muse for bellamy has been low. i apologize. i’ll do what i can tomorrow, and i’ll be working on replies all throughout spring break if i don’t get them done tomorrow night.
i promise, i’m not ignoring any starters i got or replies or anything. spring break starts friday, so i’m gonna try to get everything done either that day or before then. i’m sorry for the lack of activity on here & garrett.
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"Please, fight this. You have to fight it. You have to live."
dying sentence starters.
there was NOTHING anyone could do for him. bellamy was D Y I N G. octavia knew it. raven knew it. abby knew it. he liked to believe that clarke knew it, too, but that she was only in DENIAL at the time. he, on the other hand, had already accepted his INEVITABLE FATE. it was bound to happen sometime soon.
❝ a good soldier doesn’t give up, does he? ❞
a COUGH stifled his next few words, followed by a s e r i e s of coughs. his body even jerked up in the slightest with each cough, shoulders DARING to tilt as he leaned over the edge of the bed until his throat settled once more. he winced in return, eyelids fluttering shut as he adjusted himself back into a more comfortable position.
❝ well, i’m not a good soldier. ❞
the words were scratchy, even ROUGH. bellamy didn’t know if he had enough ENERGY to fight back against death. in his opinion, it’d always be stronger than he would EVER be, but he’d never BLATANTLY ADMIT that out loud to anyone. not even clarke.
"I wish I could tell you everything was going to be fine..."
dying sentence starters.
he was STRONG, but not strong enough to save h i m s e l f. bellamy could only keep one hand on top of the wound, pressing into it to keep the blood from POURING out. his shirt was already S T A I N E D with the substance he needed to LIVE.
❝ you kill or harm ANY of them –––– ❞
he WISHED he could believe that she was being genuine at the time, but he just couldn’t. his people were his first priority, and her people were hers. they were NEVER meant to work together. they never would be. that’s just how it worked on the ground. bellamy’s words left through parted lips and ragged breaths, jaw only TIGHTENING as he struggled to stay alive for just a few more moments.
his expression, however, was COLD. a scowl even replaced the usual SMIRK on his lips. darker orbs pierced through her gaze, head shaking in the slightest as he let out one of the most PATHETIC scoffs he’d ever managed to get out.
❝ –––– and, i SWEAR i’ll come back from the dead to E N D you. ❞
• sophie | chemoisms •
as the other adjusts the makeshift sling around the her shoulder, the teen grimaces in pain slightly. it hurt quite a bit, but she wasn’t the type to start to complain when something was only a bit rough. the others had ailments of their own as well, so it would be better if they could get back to the camp as soon as possible, and whining about things that they had no control over would only prolong their time out in the open, and it was obvious that it wasn’t safe here.
a small, tired smile is forced upon her lips as she looked over the boy, examining his wounds as he tended to her’s. he didn’t get out of the fall unscathed, and was probably in pain himself, but the strawberry blonde knew he would never show weakness. even though he would never accept it, sophie decided to ask about how he was doing at the moment. it wouldn’t do them any good if bellamy was in pain and NEVER told anyone so that they could do something about it; he was their leader.
❛ n-no, it’s fine. th-thank you b-bellamy. are you alright? is th-there anything i can do? ❜
he could tell that she was OBVIOUSLY in pain, but there wasn’t much more he could do at the time. they needed h e l p from trained professionals. it wasn’t possible for bellamy to tend to everyone’s wounds, so they were all just helping each other out. however, he still didn’t want anyone asking about him. he was FINE. he’d live. that’s how he looked at the situation.
❝ don’t worry about me. i'll get what i need when we get back to camp. ❞
with a shrug, the taller of the two offered a small smile, exhaustion ALMOST breaking through his features. if it weren’t for all the cuts and bruises on his face, he was almost certain that the DARK CIRCLES beneath his eyes would be prominent. fortunately, they were covered by D I R T this time. if they wanted to get back to the camp by the time night rolled around ( which is what would probably be best for just about EVERYONE at that time ), they needed to start moving.
❝ come on. we need to start M O V I N G. ❞
• charlotte | childcharlotte •
Charlotte had asked Bellamy to train her. She hated being a useless kid on the ground that no one bothered to listen too. She knew that she wanted to be strong like all of the big kids. So she asked him to teach her how to fight things. That was why she was walking with him in the forest. They were looking for something that she could shoot at. After a while of silence, she was nudged by the male behind her. Charlotte turned back and gazed at what he was pointing at before nodding. She took the gun from him and pulled of the safety before doing what he said calmly. Charlotte aimed higher then the bird and pulled the trigger. The kick jolted her arms back a significant distance and caused her to shut her eyes tightly. She then put her arms down before opening her eyes and looking around. “Is it dead?”
one arm INSTINCTIVELY moved to hover behind her back, so she wouldn’t f a l l back once she took her first shot. he KNEW she wouldn’t get it right away, but that’s why they were going to stay out for A WHILE. birds came around every once in a while. if they had a bigger target, there was still H O P E that she would hit at least part of it.
dropping his arm, bellamy shook his head once before chuckling and standing up straight again. his eyebrows furrowed at the sight, the bird TWITCHING in the dirt as he did so. they could kill it and cook it later, of course. he’d leave that to the others back at the camp.
❝ A L M O S T. it’s definitely injured. ❞
dragons don’t ever really leave their princesses (and their princesses never really want them to go)
bellarke aus to help you through the hiatus!!!
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princess/knight au of course where bellamy shows up all swagger and arrogance and is like “never fear princess i’m here to rescue you” and clarke just looks so bored examining her nails like “it’s about time. i already slayed the dragon. can we go now?”
they end up in some kind of in-between world where they’re not dead but not alive and they think they’re the only ones there until they run into each other and they’re like “wait you’re real?? i’m not alone anymore??”
clarke’s a tattoo artist and bellamy keeps getting random tattoos just so he has an excuse to see her
after clarke runs away she somehow ends up head/queen/ leader of the ice clan and bellamy finds her and is like “what. the.” and she waves from atop her ice throne like “bellamy! glad you could make it” (yes i just want to see clarke be queen elsa ok)
boxing or self-defense class au where bellamy is clarke’s instructor and she’s hella good and pins him down a lot
reign au?? where clarke is the english crown princess and she’s in hiding because other countries want her dead and she ends up going to the philippines because she’d lived there for awhile as a child and she’s betrothed to the crown prince (bellamy) who grew up very nicely… except he hardly cares that she’s there and keeps sleeping with all her ladies in waiting
bellamy’s a smallish musician (like only famous on youtube or something) and he meets clarke and she’s a fan and she’s like “do i know you from somewhere?” but she’s pretty cute so bellamy chooses to keep his identity a secret and they start hanging out/ flirting and he starts writing songs with lyrics particular to her like “we met in the library and now i’ve got you and hemingway on my mind” but then he starts to like really really like her and realizes he’s kind of fucked himself over (idea from here)
when bellamy’s in his asshole phase murphy bets him that he can’t make clarke fall in love with him in a month and he’s like oh really?? we’ll see about that. except for he actually ends up falling in love with her oops how did that happen??
modern au where bellamy turns 18 and decides he wants to find his birth father and he doesn’t want to tell octavia his plan because he doesn’t want her to worry or get her hopes up so he turns to clarke and she becomes the navigator for their cross-country roadtrip (like amy and roger’s epic detour where they go way off course just because and end up realizing they’re in love
supernatural au where bellamy and octavia are hunters and they go to a small town to investigate a lead and clarke seems to keep popping up in it and so for awhile they think she might be a witch or succubus or demon or take your pick, and it ends up with her drenched in holy water and very angry in her own home, and they try to leave and she’s like “oh no you don’t. i want in.”
bellamy is a writer and he’s writing his book in which clarke is the main character and SUDDENLY! one morning he wakes up and she’s a real person!!
guys, since i’m not gonna be active a lot this week, you guys should all come talk to me on skype & kik. i’m not even kidding. i’d love you forever. all you have to do is like scream at me about your character or our characters tbh.
so, i know i’ve been slow with replies on here & i’m sorry about that!! i’d like to say that it’ll get better soon, but things are going to be REALLY slow until next week. this week, i’m applying for a job, staying after school to help with painting sets for the musical, working on a music video project for my sociology class (kill me it’s taking ten years), and i’ve got tons of other school assignments to do. i’ll try to do as many replies as i can, but i can’t make any promises. just so i don’t leave you guys hanging, the list of drafts i currently have are under the cut. if our thread isn’t there or your starter isn’t there, please let me know!
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