OOC | Caoimhe & Garbhan
caoimhe: "accidentally" spells his name garbage...
no, but caoimhe's got mixed feelings abt garbhan!!!! i feel like, until recently, caoimhe was soooooo blinded by how honored and trusted and cool she felt by being the only person ~in the know~ abt garbhan and aisling's relationship that she was like THIS IS SO ROMANTIC!!!!!! HE'S THE PERFECT BROTHER!!!!!!! HE'S JUST LIKE PADRAIC!!!!!! and like seeing garbhan as basically her brother ~already, and a comforting presence to remind her of the brother she's lost, and just like...full support of this guy (despite his tedious brother!!!!!!! can defffff see them potentially making rian miserable together in the past lajsdflkjsdkjlfj) and this relationship between garbhan and aisling are wo equal or flaw!!!!!!!
however, once she ~knew, she also started noticing other things and i feel like for awhile she tried to just ignore that garbhan wasn't necessarily treating her sister the best, but i feel like he flirted w eabha in front of aisling a few too many times and such, and now she's kinda almost come around to the ~opposite way of seeing him so he's gone from heroic brother figure standing in for the heroic brother figure she so so so badly misses who disappeared...and into, well, the garbage ladskjflkjdsf she's not ~quite ready to fully cut him off, but she's def one bad day away from giving him a piece of her mind ngl lakjsdfkljsdjfk aisling deserves the world, garbhan!!!!!!!!! so either try and give it to her or cut her loose!!!!!!! but also frankly she ~herself feels a lil betrayed by this, too, bc like...she kinda emotionally made space for him as her brother in her heart and like....then he went and proved her wrong and????? that hurts!!!!!! and she knows its only a FRACTION of how aisling will feel and she wants to do whatever it takes to make sure aisling never has to go through that, dammit!!!!
also def feel like she used to force garbhan to practice swords w her, bc i feel like padraic taught her and she doesn't wanna get rusty, so its a fun brother/sister activity!!!! but now she does not wish to continue that w him which...idk if he's even ~noticed or even ~wanted to do that but ~she thinks its a big deal alskdjfkljdsf smdh
lasjflasdjf omg!!! </3
Okay, so I feel like Garbhan didn't really pay too much attention to Caoimhe when he first arrived because he was too distracted by Eabha & Aisling, especially -- but probably all of the other girls, too ngl. But Caoimhe is a little young for him, so he basically forgot she existed lmao and when he remembered he was like "isn't she 12?"
I don't think he was too happy, ngl, when he found out that Aisling had told her sister and he didn't exactly trust Caoimhe but he knew that he had to make her like him/he felt that she would be more likely to keep his secret so he probably went out of his way to be charming and then also probably used her to like deliver secret love notes and presents to Aisling, etc. and sorta let her in on whatever little romantic thing he was planning!
And I think what started as a precaution, also bloomed into a genuine relationship for him, too??? Like he probably did think of her as a little sister and ngl probably had the best time teaching her how to sword fight (I don't think Garbhan is the greatest swordsman out there or anything, but he's not terrible and he'd be happy to pass on his knowledge to her!)
But yeah ... Aisling isn't the only girl he is flirting with and while I think he was a little more careful about that at the start, he is less so now, and part of it is because he has this weird thing with Eabha where there's part of him that is desperate to win her over and another part of him that is just self-destructive with it and wants her to just go ahead and hate him already so he knows that he will nEVER have a chance and ...it's a mess. All while he is just having fun with over here with Aisling/potentially going to use her later to make Eabha jealous .... all while slowly realizing that Aisling is a great person and just another girl he's gonna hurt/break her heart/ruin like he ruins everything!
Anyway, idk if Garbhan knows where Caoimhe is with their relationship (I feel like she has probably seen more than Garbhan realizes!) but I do think that he has noticed a shift and he will probably try to repair that but it will probably not seem genuine to her anymore and will probably just make it worse!
ISN'T SHE 12!!!!!!! BAHAHAHA honestly i feel like, as the baby of the family, caoimhe gets that a loT and therefore HATES it!!!!!! i ~do think she's a bit immature and therefore, in that same way, extremely focused on being seen ~as mature and able and ~im a grown up~ (but also, being immature, gets in her own way like 50% of the time alsdkjafdkljf i say this w sm love tho <333333 this girl is a mess!!! and i love her v much lkajdslkfajdsf)
ok, so, gotta say, turning on the charm and involving her in the secret ~D E F~ worked ladskjfkljdf not only was she part of the happy/exciting thing that's going on and being trusted with it...she got to feel like she was hanging out w her bro and up to lil mischiefs, again!!!!!! like, honestly, i think part of her disillusionment w garbhan is ~not his fault at all bc, like -- i think she lowkey (and idk if ~she even realized this fully, frankly) was lowkey tryna make garbhan into like her ~replacement goldfish~ for her own lost brother and like...even if garbhan ~were to be like a perfect paragon of heavenly virtue, right, like...he was ~never going to be padraic!!!!! and i think part of her was ~always going to be angry at him for ~not being her brother (which is not fair!!!!!!!! but it wasn't conscious either...) and so i do think some weirdness and sadness was ~always kinda inevitable here for that reason, but i think esp when garbhan's not being the ideal boyfriend to her sister, its just ensuring the floodgates open, yknow? i think she's still tryna dance around it in her head, a bit, so she probs acts weird around him???? sometimes she's like BEMYBROTHER-IN-LAW and others she's like 'why does he have to be this way!!!!!!! a real knight like padraic would never act like this!' and stamps her foot, so like!!!!! good luck there, buddy!!!
not him genuinely coming to care for her as a little sister, too!! SOB whoops! i feel like there being a genuine attachment there on both sides is probs part of why she's been holding on so long here? but yeah that family loyalty still outweighing that, esp in the treat-aisling-right category, but also in the ur-not-padraic one too smh
i ~do think padraic probs taught her at least a lil smth, but by the time garbhan arrived, it had been some time since she'd seen him (iirc correctly), so she was probs extreeeeemely rusty and probs in need of someone to lowkey teach her again hahaha but as a result, she probs was a slightly easier student than most
ughhhhh garbhan nooooooo! stop hurting urself and everyone else SOBBBBBB aldksjfjdsf ill talk more abt eabha over on her site, but since he's listed as a ~former interest~ for her, im thinking that his charms asp v much ~did work for her, and maybe she even thought of him as a suitor/bf or smth at one time...and then, smth happened and yeah then not so much dklsfjadjkf BUT!! we aint here to talk abt @forgotteneabha except that, like, if it was a quiet crush or secret relationship, obv this has no bearing, but if it was known or even speculated abt, tht's probs another thing that caoimhe is like side eyeing about!
cormac: you can give that one up! he was clearly only dating her to get closer to me!
not his repairs just making it worse SOBBBBB but yeah i can def see that potentially happening!! i ~do think it depends a bit how he plays it tho? bc, honestly, i think rn she's desperately bored (that much she'll admit to!) but also, w everyone she loves off missing or living separate lives from hers, i think she's (secretly!) also desperately lonely, and so if it means more quality time, she might waffle a bit! ultimately tho her loyalty to her sister will def win out i think and she'll be ashamed of herself but!! can see that being a potential tick on whtever journey they're all on too laksjdfkljdf















