There is a statue that has fallen to golden ingots and a glitched out, half-empty server which Drista stands in.
A server reset that would fix it all. She would forfeit her memory, lost to the other Gods whose memories may have persevered, and she would rewrite her story.
Things could be right again. She focuses all of her energy, and she resets.
connected to @drista-the-parity-goddess , a continuation of her story (though knowledge of the previous blog is not needed to understand this blog)
Where am I? Who am I?
This is a c!Drista-centered roleplay blog run by @theghosttownn member Philippa. It is connected to the 'resetverse', in which stray blogs come together under a server reset to make a reset server of their own! With the server reset being done by a chaos goddess, some blogs/characters have complete memories of their lives before, some have no memory of anything which happened before, and some are... spotty.
Note: The mods of this blog understand & recognize that Drista in this universe is a character filling the role of a Chaos Goddess. We do not claim to be Drista nor is this RPF.
Who do I know?
The Mortals
Tommyinnit - @waxwingedboy
Tag: still turning out [tommy]
Tubbo - @tubbos
Tag: pro tools and a mic and a big idea [tubbo]
Ranboo - @ranboounderscorebeloved
Tag: the truth is that i'm screwed [ranboo]
Fundy - @foxsized , @little-champion
Tag: i like vintage dresses [fundy]
Nihachu - @phoenixchick
Tag: you just bleed you and i'll stay with you [nihachu]
Captain Puffy - @papa-puffy
Tag: can we do christmas in june? [puffy]
Technoblade - @rusted-blade
Tag: you cannot rush what can't be timed [technoblade]
Wilbur - @sootsunrise
Tag: i hope i made you smile (that's all i ever wanted) [wilbur]
Quackity - @fowlblackjack
Tag: and if you're just as hopeless i wish you well [quackity]
Phil - @eternalelytra
Tag: just a skyline and a view [philza]
The Pantheon
Dream XD - @areyouawakexd
Tag: fit the whole song in three-thirty [dream xd]
Callahan - @silenthooves
Tag: i wanna go home [callahan]
Kristin (Lady Death) - @hergoddessofdeath
Tag: don't give a damn if i'm bleeding out [death]
Tag: when did all our problems get so small? [nemesis]
Zone (of Music) - @musiczonewilbur
Tag: our song plays in the produce aisle [zone]
What resources do I have?
- @drista-the-parity-goddess has all past interactions which drista has had! she has no memory presently of any of this, but if memories do restore, it will be explained in the roleplay threads what exactly their history is (with links to the posts they have historical connections to.)
Drista. [XD rushes to her, taking off his mask to give her a once over.] are You okay, Little Sister? everything is so strange. I was flying and saw... well, it doesn't matter now. are You okay? tell Me You are alright, that is all that matters. - @areyouawakexd
I- wh- um.
(Okay. This person is familiar, this is her brother XD. She knows him, knows- well. More knows of him, and the deep chilling feeling settles to a mild buzz in her gut.)
Yeah, I'm doing awesome! I mean, I've got this cool place, or um.
(There's static where her memories should be. She had thought before this that she was new, but she swears in her mind she can see a little hand being guided by a far larger one, somewhere secure, somewhere-)
[There's a moment of pause where the question doesn't quite sink in. He laughs nervously, quietly, just because he didn't know what else to do. Every bone felt hollow and every breath stopped. When she didn't follow that up with any indication she was joking his face fell. A thousand years flashed by in just a heartbeat. A heartbreak known to no mortal, a heartbreak only XD could experience, a grief strong enough to make his body weigh like a ton of concrete.]
That's funny, Drista. [He reaches for her.] Please. That's funny.
(She laughs, just as he did, not knowing what else to do. What else was there to do?)
(She spreads tiny lapwing wings, mutilated and mostly hidden beneath a large shawl, and doesn't move away from him. She has no reason to be afraid of him, she doesn't feel anything in her gut.)
I mean, it could be funny, if you. Y'know, if I could come up with a good punchline.
(Her throat feels dry.)
What I said, it's true? You're my brother? I know that much- heahaha- um.
I am XD, the God of the End, and i am Your brother, and I care very deeply for You.
[His hand falls away, limp at his side.]
What happened, Drista? Who did this to You? [How can I fix it?] Whatever You need Me to explain or do, I will do. I will walk to the ends of the Earth for You.
(She feels something deep in her chest, she remembers feeling his embrace and knowing his comfort. She knows him, so clearly she isn't new to this existence.)
(She feels like her brain has just birthed a tear, a tear into something beautiful, but horrible. Something someone felt the need to relieve her of. She shudders.)
I- uh. I was under the impression that I was the Goddess of this server? That it was new. I don't think that's true. But I don't know what I should know. What I even- what I could know.
The... hm. that's strange. [He slips his mask back on and pulls his hood over his hair and in that instant, his demeanor changes. Like a switch.] You were the Goddess of Chaos, once. then You were the Goddess of Imparity. You have been many things.. but never Goddess of the Server. that is reserved to Lord Callahan... have You been in contact with Her? They may be able to answer more of Your questions than I.
[He paces back and forth.] the server is not new, no. or, at least, it wasn't. I may be more in the dark than You are, Little Sister.
whatever is happening... We can figure it out together.
(She knows something changed, but she understands a little better. This is the normal she should know. It feels a little less heart-worming and more down to earth. It's what she needs anyway, needs to know who Dream XD is.)
I haven't heard from, well. I haven't heard of anyone named Callahan before, but I'm sure you must be right. We- uh, we can figure it out together.
(She glitches a little, but it seems like a happy glitch. She's not wandering, this is her home.)
well. I can put You in contact with Lord Callahan, He and I were just talking earlier. I am sure if We all put Our brains together We can figure out what is happening.
[He hesitates. There's that little crack in the wall, the drips before the flood comes crashing in.]
I have to.. well, if You want Me to stay, I will. otherwise I have to attempt to find EXE. You will not remember H1m either--H3 is the God of the Nether. My Partner. I will find H1m, then We can sort out this mess. [His wing extends to hover distantly around her instinctively.] okay, Little Sister? I love You.
Drista. [XD rushes to her, taking off his mask to give her a once over.] are You okay, Little Sister? everything is so strange. I was flying and saw... well, it doesn't matter now. are You okay? tell Me You are alright, that is all that matters. - @areyouawakexd
I- wh- um.
(Okay. This person is familiar, this is her brother XD. She knows him, knows- well. More knows of him, and the deep chilling feeling settles to a mild buzz in her gut.)
Yeah, I'm doing awesome! I mean, I've got this cool place, or um.
(There's static where her memories should be. She had thought before this that she was new, but she swears in her mind she can see a little hand being guided by a far larger one, somewhere secure, somewhere-)
[There's a moment of pause where the question doesn't quite sink in. He laughs nervously, quietly, just because he didn't know what else to do. Every bone felt hollow and every breath stopped. When she didn't follow that up with any indication she was joking his face fell. A thousand years flashed by in just a heartbeat. A heartbreak known to no mortal, a heartbreak only XD could experience, a grief strong enough to make his body weigh like a ton of concrete.]
That's funny, Drista. [He reaches for her.] Please. That's funny.
(She laughs, just as he did, not knowing what else to do. What else was there to do?)
(She spreads tiny lapwing wings, mutilated and mostly hidden beneath a large shawl, and doesn't move away from him. She has no reason to be afraid of him, she doesn't feel anything in her gut.)
I mean, it could be funny, if you. Y'know, if I could come up with a good punchline.
(Her throat feels dry.)
What I said, it's true? You're my brother? I know that much- heahaha- um.
I am XD, the God of the End, and i am Your brother, and I care very deeply for You.
[His hand falls away, limp at his side.]
What happened, Drista? Who did this to You? [How can I fix it?] Whatever You need Me to explain or do, I will do. I will walk to the ends of the Earth for You.
(She feels something deep in her chest, she remembers feeling his embrace and knowing his comfort. She knows him, so clearly she isn't new to this existence.)
(She feels like her brain has just birthed a tear, a tear into something beautiful, but horrible. Something someone felt the need to relieve her of. She shudders.)
I- uh. I was under the impression that I was the Goddess of this server? That it was new. I don't think that's true. But I don't know what I should know. What I even- what I could know.
The... hm. that's strange. [He slips his mask back on and pulls his hood over his hair and in that instant, his demeanor changes. Like a switch.] You were the Goddess of Chaos, once. then You were the Goddess of Imparity. You have been many things.. but never Goddess of the Server. that is reserved to Lord Callahan... have You been in contact with Her? They may be able to answer more of Your questions than I.
[He paces back and forth.] the server is not new, no. or, at least, it wasn't. I may be more in the dark than You are, Little Sister.
whatever is happening... We can figure it out together.
(She knows something changed, but she understands a little better. This is the normal she should know. It feels a little less heart-worming and more down to earth. It's what she needs anyway, needs to know who Dream XD is.)
I haven't heard from, well. I haven't heard of anyone named Callahan before, but I'm sure you must be right. We- uh, we can figure it out together.
(She glitches a little, but it seems like a happy glitch. She's not wandering, this is her home.)
Drista. [XD rushes to her, taking off his mask to give her a once over.] are You okay, Little Sister? everything is so strange. I was flying and saw... well, it doesn't matter now. are You okay? tell Me You are alright, that is all that matters. - @areyouawakexd
I- wh- um.
(Okay. This person is familiar, this is her brother XD. She knows him, knows- well. More knows of him, and the deep chilling feeling settles to a mild buzz in her gut.)
Yeah, I'm doing awesome! I mean, I've got this cool place, or um.
(There's static where her memories should be. She had thought before this that she was new, but she swears in her mind she can see a little hand being guided by a far larger one, somewhere secure, somewhere-)
[There's a moment of pause where the question doesn't quite sink in. He laughs nervously, quietly, just because he didn't know what else to do. Every bone felt hollow and every breath stopped. When she didn't follow that up with any indication she was joking his face fell. A thousand years flashed by in just a heartbeat. A heartbreak known to no mortal, a heartbreak only XD could experience, a grief strong enough to make his body weigh like a ton of concrete.]
That's funny, Drista. [He reaches for her.] Please. That's funny.
(She laughs, just as he did, not knowing what else to do. What else was there to do?)
(She spreads tiny lapwing wings, mutilated and mostly hidden beneath a large shawl, and doesn't move away from him. She has no reason to be afraid of him, she doesn't feel anything in her gut.)
I mean, it could be funny, if you. Y'know, if I could come up with a good punchline.
(Her throat feels dry.)
What I said, it's true? You're my brother? I know that much- heahaha- um.
I am XD, the God of the End, and i am Your brother, and I care very deeply for You.
[His hand falls away, limp at his side.]
What happened, Drista? Who did this to You? [How can I fix it?] Whatever You need Me to explain or do, I will do. I will walk to the ends of the Earth for You.
(She feels something deep in her chest, she remembers feeling his embrace and knowing his comfort. She knows him, so clearly she isn't new to this existence.)
(She feels like her brain has just birthed a tear, a tear into something beautiful, but horrible. Something someone felt the need to relieve her of. She shudders.)
I- uh. I was under the impression that I was the Goddess of this server? That it was new. I don't think that's true. But I don't know what I should know. What I even- what I could know.
Drista. [XD rushes to her, taking off his mask to give her a once over.] are You okay, Little Sister? everything is so strange. I was flying and saw... well, it doesn't matter now. are You okay? tell Me You are alright, that is all that matters. - @areyouawakexd
I- wh- um.
(Okay. This person is familiar, this is her brother XD. She knows him, knows- well. More knows of him, and the deep chilling feeling settles to a mild buzz in her gut.)
Yeah, I'm doing awesome! I mean, I've got this cool place, or um.
(There's static where her memories should be. She had thought before this that she was new, but she swears in her mind she can see a little hand being guided by a far larger one, somewhere secure, somewhere-)
[There's a moment of pause where the question doesn't quite sink in. He laughs nervously, quietly, just because he didn't know what else to do. Every bone felt hollow and every breath stopped. When she didn't follow that up with any indication she was joking his face fell. A thousand years flashed by in just a heartbeat. A heartbreak known to no mortal, a heartbreak only XD could experience, a grief strong enough to make his body weigh like a ton of concrete.]
That's funny, Drista. [He reaches for her.] Please. That's funny.
(She laughs, just as he did, not knowing what else to do. What else was there to do?)
(She spreads tiny lapwing wings, mutilated and mostly hidden beneath a large shawl, and doesn't move away from him. She has no reason to be afraid of him, she doesn't feel anything in her gut.)
I mean, it could be funny, if you. Y'know, if I could come up with a good punchline.
(Her throat feels dry.)
What I said, it's true? You're my brother? I know that much- heahaha- um.
Drista. [XD rushes to her, taking off his mask to give her a once over.] are You okay, Little Sister? everything is so strange. I was flying and saw... well, it doesn't matter now. are You okay? tell Me You are alright, that is all that matters. - @areyouawakexd
I- wh- um.
(Okay. This person is familiar, this is her brother XD. She knows him, knows- well. More knows of him, and the deep chilling feeling settles to a mild buzz in her gut.)
Yeah, I'm doing awesome! I mean, I've got this cool place, or um.
(There's static where her memories should be. She had thought before this that she was new, but she swears in her mind she can see a little hand being guided by a far larger one, somewhere secure, somewhere-)
Lady Chaos! <3 The world seems so quiet, haha. I assume you haven't been up to much, then? - @hergoddessofdeath
(Her entire body glitches and phases in and out of itself for a minute, and when her body reforms she looks around to see who'd spoken to her.)
(She squints, she knows this voice, knows this person, but her mind blanks on any sort of name. She knows the crawl beneath her skin, knows the symphony of shudders ready to play in her gut, but she doesn't have a damn clue where they're coming from.)
(One of her arms feels suspiciously numb. Plasticy.)
Oh, uh. Oh! Hey, yeah well, y'know, I'm working on it! don't worry, it'll be a lot more full as soon as I can figure out where everyone is!
Hm? Oh, well I'm not sure you could fill it dear. That isn't quite your job... people come and people go as the Universe pleases. I've been messaging a few people here and there, but.. well.
Have you heard from your brother? I haven't seen him since I left my realm--thank the Universe.
B-Beef? [She laughs nervously.] I wouldn't call it that, exactly! We just have, um.. very different work ethics. Yes, that's the best way to explain it! Don't you remember..?
(She acts as if she doesn't hear the question, it goes in one ear and out the other at the sheer relief that she's finally finding the right people.)
Okay, that means I've found one'a you! That's definitely what I was going to do after some people got here actually, find- or, uh, make? Some Gods? Y'know, 'cause! Well, I thought it was... Have you been around? It's really cool here, lots of funny little patches of fuckery, like there's a country? And it's totally an illusion! And it's a pit when you get real close, it looks really awesome. Or, uh. Y'know, stuff like that!
[The mortified look on Lady Death's face just gets worse and worse.]
I--Drista, have you hit your head? Dearie me. I am messaging XD, I--this is ridiculous. I can't understand a word you're saying. I'm... oh dear, oh dear.
Uh, maybe I hit m- you can just talk to my brother??
[Get away from her.]
(Her thoughts keep repeating that, telling her to go, that it's not safe. The way she looks at her, the absolute confusion- almost disgust. None of it sits right.)
Y'know, it was- it was great seeing you, but I'd better.
(She clicks her tongue and glitches, and she's a few feet away when she reappears.)
Lady Chaos! <3 The world seems so quiet, haha. I assume you haven't been up to much, then? - @hergoddessofdeath
(Her entire body glitches and phases in and out of itself for a minute, and when her body reforms she looks around to see who'd spoken to her.)
(She squints, she knows this voice, knows this person, but her mind blanks on any sort of name. She knows the crawl beneath her skin, knows the symphony of shudders ready to play in her gut, but she doesn't have a damn clue where they're coming from.)
(One of her arms feels suspiciously numb. Plasticy.)
Oh, uh. Oh! Hey, yeah well, y'know, I'm working on it! don't worry, it'll be a lot more full as soon as I can figure out where everyone is!
Hm? Oh, well I'm not sure you could fill it dear. That isn't quite your job... people come and people go as the Universe pleases. I've been messaging a few people here and there, but.. well.
Have you heard from your brother? I haven't seen him since I left my realm--thank the Universe.
B-Beef? [She laughs nervously.] I wouldn't call it that, exactly! We just have, um.. very different work ethics. Yes, that's the best way to explain it! Don't you remember..?
(She acts as if she doesn't hear the question, it goes in one ear and out the other at the sheer relief that she's finally finding the right people.)
Okay, that means I've found one'a you! That's definitely what I was going to do after some people got here actually, find- or, uh, make? Some Gods? Y'know, 'cause! Well, I thought it was... Have you been around? It's really cool here, lots of funny little patches of fuckery, like there's a country? And it's totally an illusion! And it's a pit when you get real close, it looks really awesome. Or, uh. Y'know, stuff like that!
Lady Chaos! <3 The world seems so quiet, haha. I assume you haven't been up to much, then? - @hergoddessofdeath
(Her entire body glitches and phases in and out of itself for a minute, and when her body reforms she looks around to see who'd spoken to her.)
(She squints, she knows this voice, knows this person, but her mind blanks on any sort of name. She knows the crawl beneath her skin, knows the symphony of shudders ready to play in her gut, but she doesn't have a damn clue where they're coming from.)
(One of her arms feels suspiciously numb. Plasticy.)
Oh, uh. Oh! Hey, yeah well, y'know, I'm working on it! don't worry, it'll be a lot more full as soon as I can figure out where everyone is!
Hm? Oh, well I'm not sure you could fill it dear. That isn't quite your job... people come and people go as the Universe pleases. I've been messaging a few people here and there, but.. well.
Have you heard from your brother? I haven't seen him since I left my realm--thank the Universe.
B-Beef? [She laughs nervously.] I wouldn't call it that, exactly! We just have, um.. very different work ethics. Yes, that's the best way to explain it! Don't you remember..?
Lady Chaos! <3 The world seems so quiet, haha. I assume you haven't been up to much, then? - @hergoddessofdeath
(Her entire body glitches and phases in and out of itself for a minute, and when her body reforms she looks around to see who'd spoken to her.)
(She squints, she knows this voice, knows this person, but her mind blanks on any sort of name. She knows the crawl beneath her skin, knows the symphony of shudders ready to play in her gut, but she doesn't have a damn clue where they're coming from.)
(One of her arms feels suspiciously numb. Plasticy.)
Oh, uh. Oh! Hey, yeah well, y'know, I'm working on it! don't worry, it'll be a lot more full as soon as I can figure out where everyone is!
Hm? Oh, well I'm not sure you could fill it dear. That isn't quite your job... people come and people go as the Universe pleases. I've been messaging a few people here and there, but.. well.
Have you heard from your brother? I haven't seen him since I left my realm--thank the Universe.
Lady Chaos! <3 The world seems so quiet, haha. I assume you haven't been up to much, then? - @hergoddessofdeath
(Her entire body glitches and phases in and out of itself for a minute, and when her body reforms she looks around to see who'd spoken to her.)
(She squints, she knows this voice, knows this person, but her mind blanks on any sort of name. She knows the crawl beneath her skin, knows the symphony of shudders ready to play in her gut, but she doesn't have a damn clue where they're coming from.)
(One of her arms feels suspiciously numb. Plasticy.)
Oh, uh. Oh! Hey, yeah well, y'know, I'm working on it! don't worry, it'll be a lot more full as soon as I can figure out where everyone is!
