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Right: reference

Left: i drew it .

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Don't have the reference from which i drew it. It was long time a ago. I thought i'd post this cuz i do not have anything that i drew or painted which is good enough to be out there for PPL other than me to see🗿

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Left:- reference.

Right:- i made it.

I wish it's all a dream. I will be very happy just to wake and know it was all a dream and that i have not actually ruined my life. And that today is my first day of nursery grade.

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Made this 2 years ago when i used to attend my art classes. I just did it for like an year and then stopped cuz i didn't get good grades in school that year. And the next was my boards year. If u know u know🥲

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I am tired. I am tired of everything.

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Made this in school today. Didn't use any reference this time.

I was sitting alone and feeling sad so i made the this sketch.

This sketch symbolises shame and guilt.

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Left is the reference and right what I made.

I made this like a while ago ig, and i haven't made anything good after this one and i am too Sad to do ✨art✨. So gotta post the old ones🗿

Life after 10th was supposed to be fun. I don't see no fun. Session hasn't even started and i am already stressing 🥹

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The left is what I copied and right one is where I copied from. And this time I dared to do it with charcoal pencil. It turned out to be decent so Ig I will try to do more charcoal sketch.

Leaving that aside, to all the isce class 10th students,

Congratulations!!! Our exams are finally over!!! 🎉🎉🎉

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This new year is gonna be the only year i feel so unexcited for. Like man, today is 29 Dec and my fucking school decided to have our second preboard on 2nd. And it's not like okay cool thingy, we legit have hist exam on Sunday. Like no holiday or anything. And i am just hating my coordinator even more. First is math so it should be easy. Infact it is always easy but it's me who is idk fucking high and read 80 as 30. And then proceed to lose 3 marks for that question and it's not like just one question its legit every other question.

I wonder how many times does the teacher sigh while checking my copy.

I am worried for my literature paper. my gawd! I dont wanna read that shit ass Merchant of Venice. But that line of Shylock where he says " thou callst me a dog, so beware of my fangs" or something like that. I respected Shakespeare. But that was it. I hate him now.

I have no idea what am content am i supposed to be posting but here I am typing random bullshit.

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Finally after a long ass time i made some good shit. Obv they are not original, i am not creative enough.

The lastest one i drew. Right is the reference and left is mine.

Tomorrow is extended extended extended due date for my projects and practical files to be submitted. And i haven't started on anything yet cuz i was too buzy being wannabe Picasso. It's 3 am and my school is in 4 hours from now. Should I start now or shall I wait another hour?

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Well well well. I have my pre boards in less than a month. I have not studied anything. Sooooo..... this sketch i made today, which is apparently the only lips i have drawn with so much seriousness.

The right one is refference and the left one is the Walmart version of it😌.

I don't really know whether to like it not. But i will surely flex it whenever i can.

The reference photo is not mine i found it on pinterest. I downloaded it a long time ago so i don't have the link to it.

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Well it has been a long i have painted anything. I always just made some rough sketches of ppl in my class on the blank spaces in the books. They were pretty good for a rough sketch..........

That's how I failed my sciences last year. I was too busy drawing and thinking I am Picasso 😀.

So anyways i painted this. And i am pretty satisfied with it while being fully aware after a day or two when I see it again I would hate it and point out every mistake in it.

I obv took reference. One on the left is mine and on the right is reference and here's the link to it:

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