Forthethighgapx

(Get thin or die trying)

[forthethighgapx]

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Hey! I’m Elysian, (or if wanna call me Elsie) and this is my weight loss journey

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WARNING: THIS CONTENT COULD AND WILL BE TRIGGERING! I’m pro recovery and encourage everybody to give it a try but i’ve been there and it didn’t work out for me. Please proceed at your own caution ⚠️

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My Stats

Highest weight: 97kg/213.8lbs/bmi 32.8

Start weight: 86.2kg/190lbs/bmi 29.0

Lowest weight: 41.9kg/92.4lbs/bmi 14.4

Current weight: 75.2kg/165.8lbs/bmi 25

Goal weight 1 (achieved): 80kg/176.3lbs/bmi 27

Goal weight 2: 70kg/154.3lbs/bmi 23.7

Goal weight 3: 60kg/132.2lbs/bmi 20.3

Ultimate goal weight: 50kg/110.2lbs/bmi 16.9

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Backstory: i was diagnosed anorexic at 13. my lowest weight and bmi was 41.9kg and 14.4 (if i remember correctly). i was placed into hospital in an eating disorder unit where i was forced to gain to a healthy weight with an NG tube. after i was discharged i lost weight pretty fast. i was then put into hospital again (this time for my mental health, not ed) and put on an antipsychotic that made me gain TONNES. it practically stopped my metabolism and increased appetite like hell. i reached my highest weight of 97kg last November/December. i have not been allowed to weigh myself since but my mum has agreed to let me weigh once a week when i’m at her house. i’m saying i’m losing ‘a little weight, but healthy eating). i feel bad for lying but i know that this won’t be forever. once i’ve got to my goal weight i’ll stop. i think. i hope i’ll be able to stop. i weighed myself two days ago and weighed in at 86.2kg so since November/December i’ve lost 10.8kg without even trying too much. now idk if it’s completely accurate the amount i’ve lost as i used two different scales (the 97kg with the hospital scales and the 86.2kg with home scales) but even so if there was a slight difference in quality and accuracy of the scale i know it would NOT show a 10.8kg difference so i’m still really happy and i’m going to keep weighing on the home scales as i’m pretty sure they’re more accurate that the old as fuck hospital scales compared to the electric new scales.

[forthethighgapx]

looking for an ana buddy. no creepy old men just someone who will exchange numbers and we can talk on whatsapp and keep each other motivated. i can't live this fat anymore

[gimmetheskinny]

✨REBLOG IF✨

You're an active ed account in Feb 2021

You're a minor

You're in Asia or Europe

Your cw is more than 55kg/121kg

Tryna find some friends, I'll follow everyone who reblogs 💓✨

[thinself]

ive been doing this and it works like a charm! builds muscle and keeps fat off❤︎

[starry-bleu]

GUESS WHOS DOWN 11 LBS IN A WEEK??

Anyways this is a good luck spell, from your friendly neighborhood Satan. Lose 11 lbs in a week, like to charge reblog to cast.

[wannabe-little1]

🙏🙏

[katwontbefat-deactivated2024010]

😈

[bbble-tea-deactivated20220517]

I have almost a panic attack when I think about christmas food.

So here are some ideas how to avoid eating as much as most people eat during christmas without looking sus.

Tiny portions are the key. You take spoon of this, teaspoon of this and somehow your plate looks so full of different dishes that people asume that you tried everything already cause they saw you taking food on your plate from time to time.

Make it messy. As you took some food on a plate, it already looks like you wanted to try everything. Make sure you mess it up a little so it looks like you ate some and left some because of feeling full.

When people watch you take a sip of water. Make sure christmas table contains not only soda and juices but also water. You can pour it in some fancy water jug and add lemon and tangerine slices to fit christmas aesthetics. Drinking a lot creates an illusion that you eat so much that you have to take a sip after every bite. It also can make you burp so it's another illusion that your stomach tells you that you had enough.

Visit the kitchen. Help to clean after every meal and make yourself a lot of tea. This creates a vision of you snacking and spending time in the kitchen. You can even get dirty some plates to show that you snack even more. This can help you with the excuses to don't eat a lot with other family members.

Help with cooking. You can have then a super-mom excuses which is "I ate so much of it while cooking I'm gonna puke if I eat this now" and of course the one who cooks doesn't taste while cooking, people who cook always call other family members to taste the food while they cook cause they feel the smell of the dishes all the time in kitchen so their taste is just not as good.

But try to eat some food, tiny portions, but eat, some of these dishes you'll taste only on christmas, you'll regret not trying them. Make a safe christmas routine.

Drink green or red tea to help with the digestion.

Stuff yourself with fruits and weggies so your body won't crave sweets.

Go on a long walks with family to burn calories that worry you.

Don't try to experiment with laxatives and other weightloss pills. You'll ruin progess you made before christmas. Just don't worry and try to stay the same weight but let yourself gain water weight cause you'll lose it two days after coming back on track.

Create a new year planner. You can buy one and prepare it for new year usage. If your family sucks you can probably make a whole meanspo part in new journal just from the comments you'll hear on christmas about you in general. Also it consumes time when you would probably snack.

[forthethighgapx]

ana group chat!

just created a group chat on instagram so we can be strict and active! if you want to join just message me or comment your @ and we can add you!!

the group chat is there for motivation and encouragement, we are active daily and someone is usually always active so you have support almost 24/7!

we have rules such as no trauma dumping or sh threats, you must be active and if you aren't for over 48 hours you are kicked, body checks allowed but not necessary, thinspo ect is also allowed, no 'you're too small' comments, and we encourage weight loss to peoples personal goals. let me know if you want to join!!

[thin-meants]

just something to consider on your next b1nge

[thinlyq]

Low Cal Filling "Meals"

no more cheating yourself out of a full tummy w/ 3 tiny 150kcal cookies! :3

🥀 120kcal

1 cup of gluten free stuffing + 6 small carrots

🥥 90kcal

5 little potatoes + 1 tbsp of ketchup

🥀 100kcal

1 cup of regular cheerios

🥥 120kcal

3 cornthins + 5 tsp of mustard

🥀 90kcal

1 can of chicken broth, 6 small carrots + 5 brussel sprouts

🥥 94kcal

1 cup of sour rye soup + 2 hard boiled eggs minus yolk

🥀 110kcal

1 slice of bimbo toasted white bread + 1 tbsp jam

🥥 105kcal

1/2 a cup of green beans + 1/2 a cup of minute white rice

🥀 137kcal

greek yogurt, half a banana + 5 blueberries

🥥 130kcal

2 regular slices of pumpernickel bread

🥀 155kcal

1/4 of a cup porridge powder + 1/2 cup of milk

🥥 120kcal

1/2 a cup of gravy + 5 mashed little potatoes

🥀 101kcal

1/2 a cup of marie callender's canned chicken dumpling soup + 1 cup of broccoli

🥥 64kcal

10 frozen grapes + half a cup of watermelon blended w/ ice + 5 medium strawberries

🥀 128kcal

1 tbsp manuka honey + 1 green apple

🥥 110kcal

1 slice of 647 bread + applesauce

🥀 94kcal

1/2 a cup of muir glen diced tomatoes, 2 cups of shredded lettuce + 2 tbsp / 1 oz of turkey

🥥 114kcal

1/2 cup of corn, 2 little potatoes + 1 small cucumber (optional: 1 tbsp sour cream for 23 extra calories)

disclaimer - I haven't tried all of these but most of them are pretty good

[ros3ytxxth-deactivated20211116]

Things I did (almost) every day to lose 30 lbs in three months

drank green tea as soon as I woke up

drank lemon water

if I wasn't feeling lemon water I would put mio in it bc water used to be hard to drink for me

had a breakfast that usually consisted of eggs

fasted for 15-24 hrs, if I was hungry I either drank water or drank a diet coke

worked out like twice a week, usually abs

restricted to 1000 cals

slept through lunch

watched yt videos to supress my appetitite

videos include: ssvss, my an0rexia stories, korean diet vlogs, kpop diet videos, etc

[forthethighgapx]

I NEED YOUR HELP

im being forced to eat two meals a day to prevent my team from admitting me to hospital. what can i do to still be losing weight but they see me as eating two meals? pls help!

[forthethighgapx]

long time no talk hey? im at 76.5kg last time i weighed but people are suspicious and watching me eat now so any tips? i can't go to my room, hiding food won't work either. pls help!!

[daintynowpls]

Turns out I’m not crazy for having conversations with my ed, it’s apparently really common! Sharing so others don’t have to feel alone or like a freak

[bluepeachjams]

OH MY GOD I THOUGHT I WAS CRAZY

Sometimes it's literally verbal like 💀 the poor people in the grocery store watching me talk to myself while reading nutrition labels on the side like 🧍🏻

[ascaryghost-deactivated20251216]

i usually just bully tf out of mine then still do what it say like i’ll think about being hungry and then i’ll mock my ed by thinking stuff like “oh i bet you are you pig lallallallala fuck you” and my ed is like “lol ur still gonna listen to me and not eat that right” and i’m like “yes but fuck you ur so stupid”

[starvingmidnight-deactivated202]

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Reblog if you're an active ed blog in October 18+ and at least 2+ of the following......

🌙 You are Pro/A member of the Abc Mafia/LGBTQ+ community

✨ You are a witch/wiccan/believe in magic

🌙 You actually believe in weight loss spells and subliminals

✨ You struggle with bingeing

🌙 You like to exercise/intermittent fast

✨ You struggle keeping motivated

🌙 You are going to be skinny by the end of the year

✨ You post thinspo, body checks, and calorie logs

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[spookyobeseanaproaniacloud]

Yeeeeeassssss you called?

[ohokaythanksanyways]

hi

i’m looking for others in the edtmblr community who had a sw/hw or still are 200lbs+. i feel like it can be extra stressful to have an ed and face all the challenges of being heavier to begin with, if that makes sense. could you reblog so i can follow you?

[sstillalivee22]

We have almost the same starting weight, its cool to find others with a similar struggle!

[spookyobeseanaproaniacloud]

Anyone in upper 200s?

[forthethighgapx]

[skinnicherri]

200 cal Fettuccine alfredo recipe★彡

only 200 cals for 2 servings of alfredo! u can eat one of both of these servings, the plate in the pic is 2 servings! i used cornstarch water to thicken the sauce more so i’d suggest doing that or adding more flour!!

- 1 pack of fettuccine shirataki noodles 10 cal

- 1/2 tblsp unsalted butter 51 cal

- 1/2 tblsp all purpose flour 13 cal

- 1 gram chicken bouillon powder (or to taste) 2 cal

- 3/4 whole milk or milk substitute 112 cal

- 1 cup broccoli florets (optional but recommended) 20 cal

serving size: 1 serving

cal per serving: 100 cals

1. follow directions on package and prepare the shirataki noodles

2. let ur butter melt in ur pot then add in ur flour

3. mix together

4. when browns add ur milk and mix

5. let thicken and season with ur chicken bouillon powder and salt and pepper to taste

6. add in broccoli and a bit of water

7. put ur lid on and let ur broccoli steam till cooked

8. when broccoli is done mix in ur noodles and serve

9. enjoy!