sometimes i wonder what i mean to myself..

He/Them pronouns but afab, nineteen years old. Always down to talk if you ever find this pf. What is reality? Anyone wanna talk about how cool biology is??

[caroldantops]

this user on ao3 is posting peoples fics and just adding their @ to the notes. they have most of the fics set to only ao3 users can see and comments moderated, so i am assuming that means they have not asked writers express permission to post their stuff to ao3.

im messaging the writers whose stuff was reposted so that theyre aware, but if you could reblog and file a report so peoples stuff doesnt get taken without their permission that'd be great

(tagging all the fandoms theyve posted from so word gets spread and hopefully they see this and get shamed :))

[fortythree-or-43]

This is Kinda random, but if anyone wants an editor or a proofreader I'll do that for free. I'm trying to figure out what interests me and I recently have a lot of free time.

Anyways that was super random, but DM if your interested or want more info.

(I'm not a minor btw)

[fortythree-or-43]

I'm sorry for all new simps, but this category is dead. Thank you for your consideration but it's safer to just find a new beautiful independent amazing woman to simp for.

12/16/2022

[fortythree-or-43]

Fucking finally, I've been waiting for a reboot of Wednesday or the Addams family so we could get some fucking more Wednesday x reader content. Thank you Netflix keep my money.

[fortythree-or-43]

Does anyone else imagine falling in love. I do. I want the good and the bad, they happy when we do something new together, I want the fun make a mess moments where I fall depose in love with you every second realizing that I love you more and more everyday, and I want the amazing when we get into graduate and make choices. I want the bad when you cry your eyes out because it's too much, or when you open up too me about something that hurt you. I want the terrible when things go wrong but we figure it out because I love you and you love me and that's all the matters. But sometimes wanting isn't enough, and sometimes things don't turn out the way you imagined. Maybe one day I'll meet you, and everything will go wrong then right and we'll be happy. Maybe we'll never meet because we took different paths that I'll never cross. But I hope one day I'll get the chance to fall in love with you.

[fortythree-or-43]

I'ma fucking poet ಡ ͜ ʖ ಡ

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I never understood why people cried in movies when something happened because I could never see myself doing such a thing.

But now I understand, it's different when those movie scenes become real. When the person you see in danger

Or on the stand, or in some stupid petty trouble

Are people you know, people you love people you have memories with.

It becomes different.

I looked straight out of one of those movies. My emotions took over and I couldn't stop crying.

And now I'm understand. It's different when it's real.

It's different when it's you.

But it's always been.

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I never believed them.

“Why didn't I believe them.“

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And even if I knew our story was always bound to end this way

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“I loved her.“

I would've done it a thousand times over because my time with you was the best time on my life.

“I loved her.“

And perhaps you were the villain,

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“I LOVED YOU.“

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Because you were my everything.

“I still love you..“

And you left me alone.

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“Is she really gone.“

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Yet I still love you why.

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“Are you really gone?“

I just want to know why.

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“I could never forget you.“

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Why can't I forget you.

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“I wish I could forget you”

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[fortythree-or-43]

This is my favorite classical piece and I wanted to write something on how it made me feel.

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Hand in hand. You danced in the moonlight. Laughing holding on tight. Pulling on their shirt toppling to the ground together. Looking at the stars, surrounding a full moon.

“The moon is beautiful isn't it?“ You finally spoke braking the delicate silence. “So beautiful..“ you seemed to continue in a daze. “It has always been that way love.”

“Always?“ you asked.

“Always.”

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[fortythree-or-43]

Anyone have a request I wanna write something but I need a specific thing to write about. I will apologize because I won't write anything long.

[fortythree-or-43]

where tha fuck es everyone hiding the female Wednesday Addams x female reader

[fortythree-or-43]

Wednesday being gay after meeting you:

Wednesday had no interest on the entitled blonde kids that attended this camp every year, but somehow in a sea of annoying wastes of space she found you. And like a moth drawn to a fire concealed by glass you were irresistible. But at the same time so impossible to touch. And if she did.. would she get burned? That thought left her mind she tried to focus on the way she was unintentionally feeling. She didn't know what was going on. Why exactly she wanted.. you near her, or maybe she did and refused to admit it. whatever it was she stopped caring whenever she got close to you. Such a high from being in your presence, it was close to addictive even for someone of her mental status. She may have become a bit obsessed.

[fortythree-or-43]

Okay but in we don't talk about Bruno when Dolores is like: "hE told me tHat the MAN oF my dReeAaMmS woUld be Just out of reach,,, BeTroTHed tO aNoTher" I was legit like: WHAT ABOUT THE WOman of your dreams. go marry her.

and is it just me or throughout the entire movie did Isabella not give off super lesbian vibes, like, srlsy.

and lusia I love you, she is so wholesome, how could anyone hate her. and did anyone else notice that other then Antonio, she was the only other 3rd gen to not have any lines in the we don't talk about Bruno song? and she always has so much forced into her, I mean I can't relate but I feel bad for her.

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I wish I was a true 2000s kid. but I never will be. I'm.. a 2010s kid..

[fortythree-or-43]

okay but are we forgetting when they were playing spin the bottle, and Kate landed on Emaline, and what's her face said doesn't count two girls, and Emaline raged. "why not?" in an annoyed voice. like she wants to kiss her future bae. i would've loved it if they did have a scene where they didn't change it like.

[fortythree-or-43]

NSFW CONTENT AHEAD, BEWARE MINORS.

Dolores x fem! reader

Dolores Nsfw alphabet

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex) Dolores thinks aftercare is important, she'll probably struggle up to you afterwords.

B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s) the hips and hair(it's a body part I googled it-), she likes to to straddle you hips or play with your hair.

C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person) since your both girls cum isn't a big thing between you to, but she I one to suck her fingers after making you cum

D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs) when Dolores gets jealous of her partner she often tries to top her as a punishment (weather she succeeds or not is up to your interpretation you horn dogs)

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?) I originally think she'd isn't too experienced being 21. but image hearing everything for 17 years of your life? she probably has a good idea of what she's doing, or what she wants done to her.

F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual) with a strap I think she'd probably be into doggy style, or bouncing, but other wise face sitting or pussy eating.

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc) I feel like she is somewhat more serious person in the bedroom. I don't think she's the type to verbally tease you to often, which is what I consider goofy.

H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.) she well groomed over all, a bit bushy but clean.

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…) I feel like she could go either way depending on what your into. but for the prupise of headcanons, I think she's less romantic and more to the point as she gets distracted easy from all the noises she hears.

J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon) I don't think she masturbates a lot, she saves pleasure for her and her partner.

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks) Dolores is really into bondage as a bottom, she loves the feeling of being restrained and at her partners will, I also think shes into sessory deprivation.

L = Location (Favourite places to do the do) more into private quiet(or as quiet as it can get with her power) places

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going) she's really into seeing her partner being romantic, even small things like flowers she likes can turned her on a bit.

N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs) definitely not into anything super loud, it probably distracts her due to her amplified hearing.

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc) she more into receiving, but she can always top and she's not bad at it.

P = Pace (Are they fats and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.) I feel like she's a bit rougher or faster, and likes it the same way cause she wants to get to her high as fast as possible, or get her partner up there quickly.

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.) she definitely would like long nights with her partner, but with her gift it's hard for her to stay focused for a long period of time on something as important to her as her partner, cause she hears everything. she wants her partner to feel good, or have herself feel good before she gets turned off by all the noise. but if you can somehow find a place that's quiet one of you is going to be fucked out from a long night of sex.

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.) she's not much of a risk taker, but she is down to experiment.

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…) 2 or 3 max. with her gift and, not being physically experienced, and being 21 I don't think she can take much more then that.

T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?) she probably owns toys if she can get any in her small town.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease) she isn't to big in teasing both ways cause of her gift(it's a big hc or me sorry-), but I think she grow to accept it if you liked teasing that much.

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make) she's not that loud, heavy breathing, whimpers, and quiet moans are about it.

W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice) she's always wanted to try overstimulation, don't know why just makes sense for some reason

X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words) she has a nice frame, shes perky being in her early 20s and is hairless basically everywhere cause I'm from America and that's how the 1950s were, and it's still disney.

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?) she had a pretty average sex drive for her age, it'll go down by the time she's in her 30s. but probably decently high as of now. not so much she can't controll herself, but when she really wants you she might try that overstimulation..

Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

really depends, but at least half an hour, long enough to make sure your relaxed and get some water for you both. don't forget the snuggling.