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Health & Lifestyle

[fourspot-mcquay]

Today was arm day which means noodle arms for the rest of the evening.

[goodquoteco]

What disturbs and depresses young people is the hunt for happiness on the firm assumption that it must be met with in life. From this arises constantly deluded hope and so also dissatisfaction. Deceptive images of a vague happiness hover before us in our dreams, and we search in vain for their original. Much would have been gained if, through timely advice and instruction, young people could have had eradicated from their minds the erroneous notion that the world has a great deal to offer them.

Arthur Schopenhauer (via hqlines)

[gym-fit]

[fourspot-mcquay]

Doesn't make sense.

[fourspot-mcquay]

I'm the type of girl.

i'm the type of girl who can get lost in music for hours. Closing her eyes and leaving with it. I'm the type of girl who enjoys having intense yet comical conversations with. I'm the type of girl who can't even dance yet has the ability to move her feet and sway as if she's been dancing for years. I'm the type of girl who has recognition because of her family's accomplishments. I'm the type of girl who will put others before herself in order to fulfill her friends expectations. I'm the type of girl who knows who she is yet struggles to define herself in words alone. I'm the type of girl who is scared to be alone. I'm the type of girl who is scared of death because she knows when the time comes GAME OVER. I'm the type of girl who strives daily to be a good person. I'm the type of girl who has struggled growing up but has made several achievements through it all. I'm the type of girl who has no limitations. I'm the type of girl who loves passionately, and falls in love too soon. I'm the type of girl who has break my heart i'm used to it written on my head and arms. I'm the type of girl who has a heart made of gold yet the color has faded and is weeping out of my body. I'm the type of girl who creeps because i want to be aware of what is happening. I'm the type of girl who doesn't simply "LET OUT". I'm the type of girl who hangs on to things for too long. I'm the type of girl who doesn't know how to stand up for herself sometime. I'm the type of girl who wants to be loved unconditionally. I'm the type of girl who walks on egg shells with certain people. I'm the type of girl who has lost several best-friends and loves to the point where i am numb. I'm the type of girl who doesn't give up, tell me to do something i ask how many. I'm the type of girl who refuses to walk away from someone. I'm the type of girl who doesn't know when enough is enough. I'm the type of girl who wonders daily what god has in store for me. I'm the type of girl who looks like a boy one day and a girly girl one day. I'm the type of girl who enjoys going on walks not even knowing where i am going. I'm the type of girl who refuses to be misinterpreted. I'm the type of girl who will ask a billion and one questions until i understand. I'm the type of girl who actually would spend several hours in the library reading books and engaging my thoughts on paper.  I'm the type of girl who has goals, wishes, dreams, and aspirations that i want to come true. I'm the type of girl who relies heavily on her father for guidance. I'm the type of girl who is as emotional as can be. I'm the type of girl who cries in the shower so no one hears or sees me. I'm the type of girl who has secrets to fill a coffin. I'm the type of girl who wakes up, goes to class, eats, goes to practice, then weight training, dinner, and often time class. I'm the type of girl who is super social. I'm the type of girl who talks to anybody and everybody. I'm the type of girl who has rough days and breaks down. I'm the type of girl who is a child of god. I''m the type of girl who simply just wants to make something of herself here in this careless world. I'm the type of girl seeking to find her coordinate point in this world. Until then this girl will continue doing what she does best, STRIVING FORWARD.

I'm not really sure where i was going with this. i was listening to this song and it made me want to pour out what kind of girl i am. 

[fourspot-mcquay]

Today's sermon at church was about it's not the load that breaks you down. It's the way you carry it. Often time when things go bad, or you go through tribulations the first thing you ask is "WHY" it's the first thing that crosses your mind. You ask God why me??? In James 1:2-4 God states "When troubles come your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy. For you know that when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. So let it grow, for when your endurance is fully developed, you will be perfect and complete, needing nothing". This here just states God has a plan for you, he knows exactly what to do. If you don't understand it now just know he will seek you through.

[universexy]

[fourspot-mcquay]

Vampire diaries 😘😍😘😍😘

[dephus]

[fourspot-mcquay]

Very true. Excuse the language

[iglovequotes]

Daily dose of love quotes here

[fourspot-mcquay]

I hate the fact that i always open my heart fully and then the outcome always ends up being the same. I end up heartbroken.

[goodquoteco]

She hardly ever thought of him. He had worn a place for himself in some corner of her heart, as a sea shell, always boring against the rock, might do. The making of the place had been her pain. But now the shell was safely in the rock. It was lodged, and ground no longer.

T.H. White, The Once and Future King (via hqlines)

[iglovequotes]

Daily dose of love quotes here

[psych-facts]

Just remember that sometimes, the way you think about a person isn’t the way they actually are.

Harper Lee’s - “To Kill A Mockingbird” (via angelic-corpse)

Always remember

[petzel]

as a young child i lacked the comprehension for an episode of veggie tales so for three years of my life my vision of god was this. god appeared to me in the form of frankencelery.

[beybad]

The MLK that’s never quoted.

[fourspot-mcquay]

For this day is not only characterized by and for just blacks. MLKs plan was to help more then just the color of his skin and for him to stand up and be such a strong activists just shows how powerful of a man he really is.

[iglovequotes]

Daily dose of love quotes here

[goodquoteco]

But there were some things I believed in. Some things I had faith in. And faith isn’t about perfect attendance to services, or how much money you put on the little plate. It isn’t about going skyclad to the Holy Rites, or meditating each day upon the divine. Faith is about what you do. It’s about aspiring to be better and nobler and kinder than you are. It’s about making sacrifices for the good of others - even when there’s not going to be anyone telling you what a hero you are.

Jim Butcher, Changes (via hqlines)

Yaaaasss.

[fourspot-mcquay]

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This is a new year. Yet i feel as if things are about to change for the better I hope it is. I cannot wait for what this year brings. I hope it brings nothing but love and joy. 😄

[fourspot-mcquay]

For I have lost my coordinate point in this world

A lot has happen throughout the past four weeks.. I have lost my best-friend, my soul mate, my significant other, my love. I have lost who I thought I was. I was not even truly myself. I have lost sight in what it is I want to do and who I want to be. Throughout these past few, I have been able to come to the conclusion that ladies you should never put your inner self in a man, he is not you. Only you can be you. You cannot lose yourself in the process of loving someone else. I have been able to co come to this conclusion by  attending church every Sunday now, speaking with god on a daily basis, and getting an encouraging word from my mother daily. Yes it has been hard on me. Not a day has gone by that I don't think of the wonderful time and memories I have had. But being able to release my feelings and how i FEEL has helped me overcome it just a tad bit. I will be patiently waiting for him. I want to move forward but I am unable to, am I wrong for this? I'm bettering myself as the days go by but I don't know if things will ever be the same. I deserve someone who is not going to the thing they promised they would never do, LEAVE. I deserve someone who believes in love and no matter the distance or time apart believes and trusts in me and understands.