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#the garshimi backstory that lives inside my mind

it's the little things in the bellow deck au like reading if it's the salon or saloon and hearing it can depend, okay but that doens't help meeee

#reddit come on help me

blueeyesshyskies

I feel gay in this chilis tonight

trintrinsantos

#somebody sedate me

perfectimprecision

trinity santos’ mother is going to live forever, while yolanda garcia’s mother didn’t live long enough.

trintrinsantos

abandoned in life by her father trinity santos 🤝🤝 abandoned in death by her mother yolanda garcia

#I will add to your idea with my idea

I want Below Deck au Garsanshimi to work out and them to live their best lives together. But I can't help but feel like the financial/social class differences, age gap, and Trinity's issues means it will be nothing more than that quick fling. Trinity doesn't seem like she could ever be on equal footing with Garshimi.

I understand your feelings, anon. I think I have tried, as best as I can, to write those dynamics in to show how right now it’s not a good dynamic for any of them to be in (hello a conversation needs to be had!!). I do think that there is potential for it, as I have always said my queer stories have happy endings and I don’t plan on changing that.

As much as I try to be realistic, this is also a fanfic (I’d argue there are worst social class dynamic stories out there in the nonfiction books, especially in hetero spaces that are adored by the general public!). I’m just over here trying to have fun, ya know?

And its implications have made it a slower writing process, because I’m second guessing about every single move that any of them make bc I’ve gotten a few anon messages that I’ve deleted about the imbalance, about how it wouldn’t work, etc, I usually just delete them, and I know your message is NOT like that, but I just wanted to put that out there that this is just a fanfic, y’all.

The most realistic version of this story would be Trinity never talking to Yolanda or Baran again, maybe ever if not for years. But for this story, in this make believe universe, I don’t want to write that. So I’m hopeful that how I end it will be satisfying and as realistic as this fanfiction can be. ❤️

#below deck au #one of the hardest parts of writing for me is realism #and having to be like this is just for fun and fanfic it doesn’t have to be 10000% real to life and that’s okay!#otherwise the fun gets sucked out of it and you can ask the people I’ve asked about the next chapter how much I’ve worried over it #not that you are being rude anon!!! don’t think that ❤️❤️

thinking about the below deck au and how baran and yolanda started out and how yolanda almost fucked it all up before fixing it 🥳🎁😭☔️😘

#Yolanda has almost fucked it up multiple times unfortunately #below deck au #listen garshimi is inside of my walls at this point with the backstory on them

yes yes yes, yell at me 🥵🥵🥵

#also below deck is somehow getting a garshimi scene in the next chapter #it may be in the authors note but i feel this is appropriate for that as well lol

below deck prequel of garshimi getting together may have to come bc @tristhegray and I just talked it out and 😭😭😭 they babies I love them

#below deck au #them getting together is just as juicy omg these babies

next chapter really should be titled “yolanda’s not so great day”

#below deck au #when you make a not so great choice and your wife gets mad at you for it 😔

villqn3lle

praise be

#I considered changing my pfp to this #i am actually obsessed with her

villqn3lle

babes wake up new Isa pics just dropped

if I die tomorrow at this mud run 5k that I am being dragged to, ******* and ******* **** and put ***** on *** ***** before ****** ****** down while ******* after in the next chapter of below deck

#below deck au #also words may be spelling incorrectly in ** bc I can’t spell when I can SEE the words #let alone when I can’t lol

perfectimprecision

i see your yolanda garcia with divorced parents and raise you yolanda garcia with a dead mom. yolanda garcia who is terrified of commitment because the most important person in her life left for good.

trintrinsantos

#no no no no #dear god no

creativepromptsforwriting

Perhaps I am a slow writer. Perhaps I do suffer from writer's block sometimes. Perhaps I try to write too many stories at once. Or perhaps I don't write at all right now. Perhaps... what was my point again?

yolanda garcia coming back down to the ED after a long shift to check in on trinity to make sure she knew she wasn’t just canceling on her for no reason. oh, you are so dear to me I never doubted you baby girl ❤️

#I’m in mourning of this scene #but feel soooo vindicated in my Yolanda thoughts!!!#yearning hours for yolanda are CONSTANT since meeting Trinity #garsantos