[fraailstateofmind]

It’s February.

I‘m about to turn 21.

I‘m with the boy I have wanted for the past six months.

He and I finally talked and came to the conclusion that there was no point of helping it, we wanted to be together.

We started talking in December.

Started dating in January.

Got together in February.

It’s all gonna work out.

[fraailstateofmind]

cause now I’m back where I used to be

strikingly alone with no one else to blame but me

what could have been or might have been seems ridiculous now with your hands on her skin

it would have been nice, to know that I was liked

but it wasn’t meant to be

it’s never meant to be

a greater woman would know

but i have lost any hope

[furthereadings]

Reflections on the Color Green

1. Barbara Kruger, This Color is You 2. Ross Gay, Dilate Your Heart 3. Gwendolyn Brooks, To the Young Who Want to Die 4. Mark Rothko, Untitled (Green, White and Yellow on Yellow) 5. Ada Limón, Instructions on Not Giving Up 6. Charif Shanahan, Trying to Live 7. Edward Hopper, Sunlight in an Empty Room 8. Florence + the Machine, South London Forever 9. Edward Hopper, Vermont

[fraailstateofmind]

twitter might be dying, so hi besties :)

[fraailstateofmind]

i love you

and i miss you

cant stop thinking bout kissing your lips

as summer ends

with its perks and perversion

the alluring aversion

you left

still got the taste of your cum in my mouth

but it’s starting to transcend

[galamerapple]

Minari Lee Isaac Chung (2021) // I Will Mitski (2014)

[fraailstateofmind]

i wanna have ur babies (but can we at least hold hands)

[neckkiss]

“Hick”

[lunasea]

[aristocat98-deactivated20220407]

there's no "teen mom" issue, there's a "pedophile" issue.

there's no "gold digger" issue, there's a "predatory rich man going for women one third his age" issue.

there's no "women being prostitutes" issue, there's a "men preying on women's horrible financial situation" issue.

there's no "promiscuous zoomers" issue, there's an "internet and media grooming kids" issue.

there's no "masculinity crisis due to feminism" issue, there's a "male entitlement" issue.

there's no "false rape allegations" issue, there's a "sexual violence and abuse being downplayed and defined by men in power who benefit on hyperspecific definitions" issue.

there's no "regressive exclusionary lesbians" issue, there's a "disrespecting women's boundaries" issue.

there's a misogyny issue. there's a seeking to blame women issue. there's a patriarchy issue. there's a male issue

[fraailstateofmind]

im a mess :)

[inefekt69]

Shibuya - Tokyo, Japan

[datable]

[christiangaleofficial]

[destroymylife]

[lightinqly]

[snoooze]

girls like girls and gong yoo